Thirty-Ninth Letter
Even If I Put In My Whole HeartDear hyung,
Those mice are absolutely adorable. Especially Onew. I want him...but that's not very realistic, is it? It would be rather difficult to send a mouse through snail mail...
The bottom of your trash bin? D: That would be awful! You wouldn't kill innocent mice, would you? It's okay if you didn't use pocky though. It seems to me like chocolate wouldn't be very good for them. Peanuts are perfect though, right?
School is going the same as always, almost. It's a bit tough right now. I have a bit more before I'm caught up. My English teacher isn't too happy with me right now; he's threatening to assign me a tutor. Maybe that wouldn't be so bad though.
I haven't tried that move again, no. I'm a bit scared actually, though I hate saying that. >.< Maybe sometime I'll stop chickening out and try it again. I can't imagine why you'd want to see me dance. I'm really not that good, but I try my best, and at least I'm having fun. I wonder if maybe I could send you a CD or something with a recording of me dancing. But not any time soon! Maybe never! Don't get your hopes up... I'm not comfortable with being watched. :/
I don't have any pets. My brother had a cat once, but it ran away. Actually, I let it go... That sounds bad, but trust me, it's better off wherever it is now, I hope. My family doesn't treat small creatures very well. I love them though, maybe 'cause I'm such a small creature myself and they're like brothers and sisters to me. That sounds weird...it was better in my head than it is on paper. >.<
But anyway, my brother didn't really seem to care when his cat disappeared. I miss her though. I'd really love to have a puppy, but I can't, for two reasons. My parents don't like dogs so they'd never even consider it, and I'd be too scared to bring any sort of small animal into this house ever again. I wouldn't be so cruel as to subject an innocent puppy to living with my family.
That's not even mentioning that my brother is allergic to dog hair. Not that it mattered to them that I'm allergic to cats, but my brother is the favorite, so I'm sure they'd never allow it. So yeah. No puppies here.
Hyung, can I tell you something? It's really...well, I don't know. I don't think you'll like it. But I don't have anyone else I can talk to about it.
Also, I was bored so I took another selca for you.
Your friend,
Taemin
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