i lied 

(by Nicki Minaj)

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Ahn Sohee always had difficulty showing even the slightest bit of emotion. She hated it. She grew up believing that showing emotion was the most prominent way of showcasing that you were vulnerable. Throughout her career as an idol and model, she had grown accustomed to having a blank face, leaving people wondering what she was thinking. Such a thing affected not only people's impressions of her, but also her relationships with other people. The most recent relationship affected by her stubborn ideals was with her long-time best friend, kind of recent-boyfriend, Jo Geun Hyeong.

They've only dated for 9 months, give or take a few days, but Sohee knows that he loves her. He never stops showering her with love. He recklessly throws out those three precious words whenever he can, and she hates to admit it, but Sohee dreads everytime he shows her or tells her such love. It's not just she doesn't love him, because she does. She's known it for a while. She just doesn't want to face it. All her life, she was nothing but an emotionless princess who would not let anyone see even a glimpse of her vulnerability. 

When Geun Hyeong finally questions why she doesn't respond to him when he tells her, her breath is caught in . "Do you even love me?" he yells desperately, voice cracking. opens ready to object, ready to tell him that she does love him, more than anything, but at the last second, it clamps shut. Seconds later, a broken 'no' comes out of and nothing breaks her heart more than the look on his face. He runs out and doesn't come back.

Sohee wallows in misery for a couple of weeks until her friends finally get her back on h