Confession
I Don't Know
"No..... Way" Sehun said quietly but still audible for us to hear.
The room turn into an utter silence after that.
Both Kai and D.O remain unmoved,
still too shock to even make a slightest move.
They're looking at each other,
eye wide open and clearly don't know how to react.
There's a long pause of silence and no one says anything.
You see... What happened is that..
When D.O steps up to help, Kai suddenly jumps on him.
Okay, okay... That's a bit of a lie.
Actually, Kai is trying to jump on me but I dodged.
My reflect is pretty fast since I practice wushu and stuff.
So, the victim from Kai's attack is... none other than D.O
With Kai pinning D.O down and....
To make it more 'INTERESTING',
their lip are now pressed against each other.
Their face totally red from blushing way too hard.
I stand there, awkwardly rubbing my arm.
'Its my fault, isn't it...?'
Suho suddenly fake a coughing, and clears his throat.
Taking that as his sign,
D.O snaps out and quickly push Kai off, and sits up.
Looking everywhere but Kai, same goes to Kai.
I look behind me to see that the other are looking at both of them with a lot of anticipation.
Even Lay, who's practically lives in the dreamland is staring hard at Kai and D.O.
"Ya-ya.." Kai starts off first,
he turns to our direction and said
"Wh-why are you looking at us like that? Th-this isn't the first tim-e".
He tries to act cool but still stuttering on his words.
D.O gathers his thought and said
"ye-yea! This isn't the first time, what is there for you to be surprise at..?".
D.O stands up and helps Kai doing that as well.
True to their word, yes, this isn't a first time.
But this is the first time that their lip actually touched.
That one time was just a peck on cheeks,
which Kai always did to D.O.
"Whatever you says~~" Chen teases.
D.O blushes even more and walks to the door.
Kai got panic, "where are you going?" Kai asks,
grabbing D.O's wrist.
"To the toilet" and Kai let his wrist and nods.
Kai turns around to walk over to the other and D.O walks out.
I swear I saw D.O is touching his lips and blushing but still smiling a bit.
'Should I worry about him? Should I go with him?' My thought is disturbed when I feel warmth behind my back.
Kai is back-hugging me, "Mmmmm... This is all your fault.." Kai mumble in whining tone.
I am about to say that I'm sorry but
he nuzzles his nose behind my neck and whined again,
"but... Why do I feel so hot inside..?"
I open my mouth to say something but close it back as
I didn't know how to answer his questions.
"Ya.. Stop hugging Tao now that your wish have been used" Luhan said,
pulling me away to sit with the others.
I turn my head to look back at Kai while Luhan's pulling me,
Kai looks at me with puppy eyes, while his fingers brushing against his lips for awhile before he reluctantly walks over and acts cool again.
"Hey hey! Lets play for the 2nd round!" Chen suggests.
Everyone's face turn into a grimace.
Baekhyun shot it down "No way..".
Suho sighs and nods, "Enough of the chaos you've cause today, Chen" Suho said calmly.
"Hey! How is that my fault?" Chen sulks.
Sehun looks at Kai and asks, "Kai-ah, are you okay?",
Genuinely worried or halfheartedly worried about Kai.
Kai scoffs before sarcastically answered , "Yea, what do think I am? A kid?"
"Kyungsoo is taking too long.." Lay suddenly mumbled.
Chanyeol, who just realizes about the situation asks, "Should we go and look for him?" He seems worried.
"Now, now. He's not a kid, let us get back to the dorm first, seeing that the school hours has ended for the day" Suho convinces them to go back to them dorm.
We walk out of the club room and I stop,
"Can I go and get Kyungsoo first?" I said, seriously worried about D.O.
Suho looks at me and nods understandingly,
"Yea.. You do that, we'll be in your room after changing our uniform"
"Okay" I said, walking off from them.
"Can I-" I heard Kai is about to say something,
so I turned around, but Xiumin cuts him off, "You're coming with us"
With that Baekhyun and Chanyeol have their arm locked around Kai's,
"Wha- wait...~~" they drag him down the stair and I can hear them laughing.
I smile and walk off again.
. . . . . . . . . . . .
I stopped my step in front of one particular door down the hallway.
I open the door, hoping D.O will be here.
"So, this is your 'toilet'?" I ask sarcastically,
walking in and sit next to him.
He lifts his head up, arms still hugging his knees to his chest,
"Tao-ah.." He said, hesitantly smiling.
"Haish, kyunggie, you such a baby.." I said,
ruffling his hair, earning a chuckle in return.
"Come here.." I said, spreading my arms to the side.
D.O takes up my offer without a doubt, "You know how much I care for Jongin.."
He said, voice muffled against my chest.
"I know.." I pat on his back, in attempt to comfort the smaller guy.
"That was surprising though" I said, trying to joke.
He pulls away, raising one of his eyebrow, "You think...?"
He asks sarcastically.
I laugh a little, feeling a bit relief.
"Where are the other?" D.O asks, finally noticing.
"Back to the dorm, I told them I'll get you first and stay behind" I explained.
D.O nods and asks, "Why didn't you tell them you know where I'll be?"
"Really? Should I tell them that you're hiding in this cramped janitor's room that barely fit you and me?" I ask and he laughs.
"I guess not" D.O said.
I look around the room and curiosity hit me,
"I don't know why you choose this as your favorite spot to think among all places in the whole school.."
"It's because I like small space! I can focus on my thought and nothing else"
D.O explains and my mouth formed an 'o' as in I understand what he means.
Then, there's a silence and I decide to ask, "Okay.. Spill it"
"Wh-what?" D.O stutters.
I sigh and answer him, "About Jongin, stop trying to change the subject"
"Stop prying" D.O said, pouting afterward.
I scoff a bit, "If I don't, you won't leave this room. Now, fess up, hurry" I said,
convincing him to tell on his story.
"Well......" He starts off.
"I don't know.." And he ends it.
I sigh again and decide to do the questioning,
"Haa.. Come on.. You like him don't you?"
D.O blushes and hesitantly answers my question,
"I-I do. But just like that.. Nothing else"
I stare at him, totally giving him the judging look.
"Okay.. Maybe a bit but I can't" he said,
can't stand the look I gave.
"Why?" I ask as his answer make me confuse.
"Because I've known him since.. Forever.
Like, we're only one year apart and
we've known each other ever since we're baby"
he explains with somewhat confused expression.
"So? What's your point?" I ask again,
still didn't get what he's trying to say.
D.O sighs before begins explaining again,
"I can't like him, THAT way.. He looks at me as his brother that he can depends on,
you know. You know, how it has been for him" he stops,
and takes a deep breath before continuing,
"He goes on and off all the time,
that I don't even know if it's the real Jongin that I like" he stops again,
hesitating to say the next line,
"I didn't confuse him or anything because I knew which one is the real him but like really.." His face scrunched up in confusion.
I laugh and pat on his head,
and said "I understand but you should stop playing games
like a certain bacon and egg, I know" referring to Baekhyun and Chanyeol.
He laughs,
"You sure? Cause can you like explain it back to me? I forgot and totally didn't understand what have slipped out from my mouth" he finally revealed his reasons.
I fake a laugh and said, "Funny. Now lets go, or they'll be worry about us"
D.O nods and I stand up, dusting my pant off.
Reach out my hand to him to help him up.
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
We're walking to the dorm and suddenly my cellphone beeped.
I take it out and read the text.
From: Creepy-Yeolie.
To: Tao.
Aren't you coming back? They're trashing the room,
and I can't say anything since Baekkie is the one that did the most work!
He's doodling on ma Betty~~ ㅠㅠ
I frown, "Haish, this kid.."
And D.O laughs, "lets go.."
We start off walking again and suddenly,
"Say...." D.O said, looking at me curiously while we're walking.
"What about you and Kris?" He asks, smirking a bit.
I blushed at his question and cover my ear while walking away quickly, "I didn't hear that~~"
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