Dasom’s p.o.v

I woke up the next day and took my medicine. I layed down and turned the T.V on. I flipped through the channels when someone interrupted knocking on the door.

“ Come in”

I turned towards the door and sat up.

“ Are you ok?” he asked.

“ I’m fine”

“ That’s good. I was really worried about you. I didn’t sleep at all last night”

“ It didn’t look like you were” I retorted upset that he exploded on me.

“ I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to explode on you. I was just jealous” he apologized.

“ I know but, oppa........I think we should take a time apart so we can figure out our feelings” I suggested.

“ Are you breaking up with me for that bastard?”

“ Dujun oppa is not a bastard and I didn’t say we were breaking up” I clarified. He stood up and scoffed.

“ You think I’m your toy? Are you gonna try to win Dujun’s heart and come back to me as a rebound if you don’t succeed, huh?”  he retorted.

“ Oppa, please trust me. Its not like that!” I begged.

“ You think I’m a moron. I would be a fool to trust you again!” he yelled walking out.

“ Oppa! Oppa! Oppa!” I cried but he slammed the door.

*” I’m sorry Dasom. You have to hate me to move on and be happy with Dujun. Even if it means yelling at you, I have to do this for you”* Junsu apologized walking out with his tears silently dripping down.

I fell back on my bed and broke out in tears. I was to busy crying that I didn’t notice someone entered my room.

“ Dasom”

I looked up and continued crying. She came over and hugged me.

“ What happened?” she asked.

“ Unnie, he hates me” I said.

“ Who?”

“ Junsu oppa”

“ Why?” she asked.

“ I told him that we should take some time apart and he thought I was breaking up with him. I told him that wasn’t true and he said he couldn’t trust me anymore” I confessed and she hugged me.

“ Everything will be ok” she said comforting me.

“ What should I do?”

“ Dasom, know that whatever you do, Taewoon oppa and I will support you”

“ Thank you” I said letting go.

“ I’m glad you’re fine but I have to go now. Sorry” she apologized and I shook my head.

“ It’s fine”

“ I’ll visit you later, ok. Love you” she said giving me a quick hug and walking out. I sat down and my mind went towards Dujun. Where is he when I need him to cheer me up? I pulled out my phone and dialed his number.

“Hello?”

“ Dujun oppa, it’s me, Dasom”

“ I see. How can I help you miss Woo?” he asked and my heart ached. Why is he talking to me formally.

“ What?”

“ Do you have any business documents for me. I’m sorry but I’m leaving the country and I’ll be gone for awhile “he confessed.

“ You’re leaving. When?” I asked feeling my voice crack.

“Are you not going to visit me?” I asked regretting it. There was a long pause and then he sighed.

“ I have no reason to meet you”  he said and my heart crushed as tears came pouring out.

“ Dujun”

“ We are business acquaintances and you’re the sister of  my boss. There is no reason for me to visit unless I was involved” he stated and I scoffed.

“ You’re involved. You kissed me which made Junsu so angry” I retorted.

“ That doesn’t matter. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to pack for my trip. Good bye miss Woo” he said hanging up. I can’t believe this. I thought he was better than that. I am ruining Junsu and Dujun’s life. Maybe I should just leave. I stood up and unconnected all the wires and tubes. I changed my outfit and walked out. I went to Han river and sat down. I gave everyone a sorry text saying I can’t be a burden to anyone any longer. I called Dujun again.

“ Hello?”

“ Dujun, it’s Dasom again”

“ What do you want? I’m trying to pack”

“ I know. I just want to apologize for being a burden. I’m sorry I ruined your life and image. I know that me existing  was a waste so I’m going to make it all better for everyone” I confessed.

“ Dasom, what are you talking about?” he asked worried.

“ I’m going to leave this world”

“ Dasom, don’t do anything stupid!”

“ I know. I have been doing stupid things but when I leave I won’t be able to ruin people’s life with the stupid decisions I make”

“ Dasom, don’t talk like that. Tell me where you are?”

“ I can’t. I have to go”

“ Dasom, everyone will be upset if you leave. I will die without you in this world. Dasom, don’t leave, please!” he begged and tears brimmed in my eyes.

“ I’m sorry Dujun but, I want you to know that I did have feelings for you and I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you a chance. I hope you will forgive me. I love you. Goodbye” I confessed hanging up. I called Junsu as my tears were still coming up.

“ Hello?” I heard an unfamiliar voice answer.

“ Is Junsu there?” I asked.

“ He’s changing, why?”

“ Where is he?” I asked.

“ He’s in a hotel room” she answered and my heart tightened.

“ Can you tell him to call his sister Dasom back?” I asked.

“ Sure” she said hanging up. Dujun doesn’t want me and Junsu moved on. I cried my heart out and finally stood up. I walked to the edge of the bridge, I took one step and my phone rang. I pulled it out and answered.

“ Hello?”

“ Dasom” he said.

“ Junsu oppa?” I questioned feeling my voice crack.

“ Yeah”

“ Was that your phone?” I asked.

“ Yes” he quietly admitted and my heart ached.

“  I see you have moved on, huh?” I stated.

“ It’s not like that. I got drunk” he admitted and I tried to hide my pain.

“ I don't want to live anymore” I said straightforward.

“ What are you talking about?”

“ I want to disappear”

“ Dasom, don’t do anything stupid, please!” he begged.

“ I’m sorry but don’t forget I love you Junsu oppa” I said hanging up. I extended my feet out and let my lifeless body collide into the water. I closed my eyes saying goodbye to my world.

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