Crush

Not one, not two, but twelve

I sat down at the table and nervously waited for my dad. Donghae grabbed my hand and I looked at him. I smiled and then the doorbell rang. Donghae's mother went and opened the door. My dad and Donghae's mother greeted each other then they walked over to us. We stood up and bowed when they came to the table. My father signaled us to sit down and we all sat down. "Donghae it's been a while." My father smiled at Donghae and Donghae smiled back.

"How have you been Mr. Jung?"

"We've all been well and you?"

"I've been good."

"That's great to hear." Then he turned and looked at me. I squeezed Donghae's hand from under the table. Donghae looked at me worried and then squeezed my hand back. 

"How have you been these past few weeks dear?"

"I've been fine appa."

I couldn't look my father in the eye for some reason. I was afraid if I did I would cry. 

"Dear-"

"Appa can't I just stay here?"

My dad sighed and shook his head.

"Sica if you stay home then-"

"Then can I stay with Hae?"

"Yes Mr. Jung I promise I won't let anything happen to Sica."

My father looked at me and then at Donghae. He thought about it, but couldn't decide. 

"It's fine with me if Jessica stays here. Donghae and her have been friends since they were in kindergarten."

"I understand, but dear would this be fair to the guys living in our house?"

I was taken by surprise. I looked at my father and then at Donghae. 

"Appa."

"Our house is going to be crowded by fans of the new boy band EXO. They won't be living a normal life after today since they've lived with you. They know the daughter of the manager of EXO. People will use them and treat them differently. Do you think they wanted you to leave? They had to let you go dear so you could be safe. How would they feel if you stayed and you suffered? They would suffer for nothing. I will look after them but you're my daughter and I have to protect you first."

My eyes began to water and I looked down. Donghae hugged me and I began to cry. I didn't want to leave, but I didn't want the guys to suffer either. 

--------At the house------

Lulu sat on Jessica's bed and pouted. He's been that way ever since she left to Donghae's house.

"Noona. I miss you." 

He wiped away the tears and heard a faint noise in her room. He looked around and noticed it was her alarm. Sandeul-Crush. He listened to it. He listened to the lyrics carefully.

 

It's been so long
Me, liking you and you never know
I worry I will get caught
Keep thinking if I should say or not
 
Do you know my mind?
Are you pretending like you don't know?
Pretending like you can't over come it
Can't you accept my heart
 
My love, My love
Please open up your mind
I've been tired of waiting
So exhausted but so I won't fall
Please hold my hand
 
Even I'm talking with people
But I still think of you all day
How to do so I can tell you about my mind
You're my only one
 
Thump....Thump....Thump....Thump....
 
My love, My love
Please open up your mind
I've been tired of waiting
So exhausted but so I won't fall
Please hold my hand
 
Luhan felt his heart skip a beat as he remembered Jessica. 
 
Because I love you so much
Because I like you so much
Please don't turn away
Please accept my heart
I'll make you happy forever
I want to be with you
Can't you come to me?
 
My love, My love
Please open up your mind
I've been tired of waiting
So exhausted but so I won't fall
Please hold my hand
 
When the song ended Lulu sat back down and smiled. "No wonder I always wanted to see noona and no one else but now she's leaving. I have to go see her!" Lulu got up and ran out the house.
 
----At Donghae's house----
Donghae and his mom left to buy food while my dad went home to rest. I sat down depressed about the news my dad gave me earlier. Then I heard a knock on the door. I got up and answered the door. 
"Lulu!"
"Noona!"
He ran up to me and hugged me tight. I hugged him back surprised he even came.
"I missed you noona. A lot."
I smiled and nodded.
"I missed you too Lulu."
We separated and sat on the couch. 
"Noona. Are you really leaving?"
I nodded and looked down.
"When are you leaving?"
"Tomorrow morning. I'll arrive in 3 days."
Lulu grabbed my hands and I looked at him surprised. My heart skipped a beat. 
"Noona. It's all my fault you have to leave. I really want you to stay by my side like this. I like you noona. I really really like you."
I looked at Lulu and he smiled at me. Then Donghae and his mother came in. Me and Lulu looked at them. Lulu stood up and bowed. They bowed back and looked at me. "Bye noona." Then Lulu left and I sat there speechless.
-----That night-----
 
I was in my room looking at the panda bear Tao gave me. 
 
-----Flashback----
 
I packed all my clothes and tried to keep myself from crying more. How could they all just send me away after everything I did!? What are they protecting me from anyway!? I threw a shirt into my suitcase and sat on my bed frustrated and upset. Then I noticed a panda bear near my bed. I picked it up and saw a note under it. I picked it up and read it.
 
Noona,
I know you're sad about leaving so I'm giving you my stuffed animal. It will remind you that even if we're apart we still remember you. We care about you noona. Some of us more than others. Or some of us realize it faster than others. Trust us when we say that this is to protect you. We don't want you to leave. We want you by our side, but if you'll get hurt then its better if you leave with Mrs. Jung. We'll miss you a lot. Especially me. I will never forget my first crush. Saranghae
Tao
 
-----Flashback ends-----
 
I looked at the panda bear and poke its nose. "You like me too? First Tao, then Lay, then Bacon, then Lulu who's next? Suho? Xiumin? Chen? Kai? Sehun? D.O? Yeollie? Kris? Hae? Who will confess to me next huh?"
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Duckie16
I've started the sequel 'Not Twelve, Not Two, But One' ^.^ I'll update the first chapter soon so please give that fanfic as much love as this one ❤

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girlsgeneration16
#1
Chapter 28: I would prefer hansica, hunsica, kaisica, baeksica!!!!!! I can't choose!!!! But I guess KaiSica for this one!! hehehe
girlsgeneration16
#2
Chapter 28: This is an awesome story. GREAT JOB AUTHOR NIM!!! make more of these pleaseeee
exoshidaelusica7722
#3
Chapter 28: WAAAAHH!!! LUSICA MEN ! :D
barn3y
#4
Chapter 28: Maybe "the only one" or "my special love" kekeke i hope jessie will end up with exo member, upadate soon yeah ^^
syjung
#5
Chapter 28: HUNSICAAAA<3
jungkookismyhubby #6
Chapter 28: HAESICA!!M!M!M !!!!!! PLZ
primestone
#7
Chapter 28: hmm ~ wondering who she will end up with =3 ??? hwaiting ~ and I am looking forward to your sequel
iNeedRomance2
#8
Chapter 28: Wow. You really have bright ideas for your story!! We'll be waiting for your sequel!! :) p.s. i like the title. ^^
GorjessSpazzers2001
#9
Chapter 28: Yay!!!! I like your title 'Not twelve, not two but one' I wonder who Jessica will end up with. FIGHTNING XD
YYP1998
#10
Chapter 28: Omo~ Omo~ AUthor-nim~!!! SHOUT OUT FOR SUSICA~!!! <3 <3 <3
keke..FIGHTING~!!!^O^