WARNING : The Slightly Rated Chapter

DARA POV

After celebrating our first year anniversary with friends that night, Youngbae was feeling tired and tipsy to drive home.
He decided that he will spend the night at my apartment instead.

I was working on some papers my father asked me to finish while he was at the bathroom taking a shower.
When he was done, he kissed me goodnight and went straight to my bed.
 
A few minutes later..

I quietly stepped out of the bathroom and checked on Youngbae who was sleeping peacefully and soundly.
I slowly crawled into my bed making sure that I won't wake him up because of my movement.
From facing the other side, he suddenly turned to sleep flat on his back facing the ceiling.

I could now see his face clearly.

My eyes started scanning his whole body.
He was wearing a white wife beater and grey sweat pants.
I don't know what has gotten into me but I suddenly had the urge to touch him.

Very lightly, I touched his upper arm and gently ran the tips of my fingers over his exposed skin.

Holding my breath and being careful not to wake him up, my hand found its way to his chest and over his abdomen.
It was my first time exploring his body like that.
I was surprise on how firm his muscles were.

'No wonder girls go crazy over him.' I thought.

Jealousy gradually crept in, I frowned.

I wondered how many girls have touched his body.
Or, how many girls has he slept with?

My heart hurts just thinking about it.

He moved a little, I held my breath.
His face turned to my direction.

I smiled looking at how handsome my boyfriend is.
Girls envied me and I'm very proud of that.

His lips was so inviting so I leaned over to give him a little peck.
But I felt this tingling sensation in my body when I felt my pressing his.

I pause for a minute when I felt his breathing stopped, then it grew deeper.

'Is he awake? Did he feel me touching his body?'  I wondered. 'There's only one way to find out.'

I leaned over not minding if half my body was over him.
I gently put my hand on his face and kissed his lips lightly.

He didn't open his eyes.

I kissed him again.

I saw him blink and slowly opened his eyes.

He smiled at me as if he knew what was happening.

It was more of a teasing smile.

I shyly smiled back and avoided his eyes.

Nobody spoke but I can still feel him staring at me.

He began sliding his hand up my back  and the other cupped my face.
He pulled me closer to him and slanted his lips over mine.
Our lips were locked together.
He slowly opened his mouth and I followed.
I felt the strong sensation when our tongues touched.

His hand travelled from my waist up to my arm, my shoulder then to my neck.
I was surprised when he flipped me over.

He's now on top of me.

He pulled out from our kiss and brushed the strands of hair that were on my face.
Even in the dark I can see how deeply he gazed into my eyes.
It was awkward since it's the first time that we were in this position.

I can feel his whole body pressing down on me.
There is something hard poking below my stomach and I felt embarrassed looking at him knowing what it was.

I'm not innocent to these kind of things.
I've read about it and heard about it.

I looked away feeling shy and embarrassed but he held my face again to keep me still.

He stared at me while caressing my shoulder.

"I love you very much, Dara." He whispered.

"I love you too, Youngbae."

The moment I replied, he locked his lips to mine.
This time the intensity of out kiss was different.

My body was all warmed up like I was having a fever.

Our kiss become wilder.

There were more tongue movements.

It was deeper.

I was starting to lose my mind and I can tell Youngbae was too.

His lips slowly left mine and travelled down to my jaw, to my neck then to my shoulders.

'Oh my God!'

My hands suddenly has a mind of its own.
I ran my fingers up his back and through his hair.

I heard myself moaned from the pleasure I was feeling.
Youngbae stopped to check on me.
I was so embarrassed but he just smirked and continued.

I was wearing my night gown.
I felt his hand slide on my bare thigh caressing it in circular motion.
My legs naturally spread apart allowing him to slide his body between my legs.

"Omo!' I thought. 'What's happening?'

My eyes snapped open.

In an instant , we both came back to our senses.

I froze and at the same time, Youngbae stopped what he was doing.

With eyes wide open, we looked at each other.

That's when we realized we went overboard.

"I-I'm sorry, baby." He apologized as he quickly got up from the bed.

I was stunned but not in a bad way.

I sat up and quickly reached for his hand.

"Youngbae." I spoke gently, pulling him back into bed.

He sat down with his back facing me.
He rested his his elbows on his knees and his hands were covering his face.

"I'm really sorry, Dara." He said again. "I really am."

I can hear him swearing under his breath.

On my knees, I moved behind Youngbae and slowly slid my arms around his waist.
He sat up and caressed my arms.
I leaned my head against his back.

"Youngbae-ah, you don't need to apologize. It's okay." I said softly.

"It's not your fault." I assured him. "I don't think it's anyone's fault."

He just remained quiet.

I went to sit beside him.

"It was wrong for me to act that way." He said, sounding mad at himself. "Especially to you. I shouldn't have taken it this far."

Hearing him say those, I don't know if I should be impressed or insulted.

Impressed because he is expressing his respect for me or insulted because I'm begining to feel that I'm not good enough in fulfilling whatever he needs as a woman.

I didn't realize that the expression on my face gave my feelings away.

He held both my hands and turned his body so that we can talk face to face.

I slowly lowered my gaze.

"Hey, " He said cupping my face. "Look at me."

I refused.

"Baby, look at me please."

I look at him hesitantly.

I know he can see the hurt that I was trying to hide.

"We already talked about this, remember?" He said softly. "This thing can wait."

I nod my head. "I remember."

He pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back. "Thank you Youngbae."

We had an agreement before that we shouldn't be doing "IT" yet not until we get married.  
Though he slept with a lot of girls in the past, he felt that I was different.
He wants to keep my innocence until the right time comes.

"I'm saving that special moment." He whispered, holding me tight. "I'm sorry baby for acting that way."

"Don't be." I replied burying my face against his chest. "I love you, Youngbae."

"I love you too Dara. Very much. "

=End of Flashback =

END DARA POV




[A/N] :

Hi! (^_^) v
I would just like to tell my readers that on SOME chapters that I'll be posting, I will be putting quotes or song lyrics that is suited for the title. Just a lil dramatic effect while reading (^_-).
I hope you guys won't mind.. (^_^)

Peace (^_-)v and lots of <3,
Mch0nz