a/n : quite long chapter. Sorry for the super late reply >< Still don't have my laptop, but I borrowed my cousin's laptop from time to time. So now I can finally update! Sorry for the wait, y'guys >.< Hope this chapter isn't a disappointmen..

 

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You woke up the next day feeling absolutely refreshed; but somehow a distant gnawing feeling was inside your chest.   "Shoot!" You immediately sat up, taking in your surroundings. You didn't remember stepping inside the shower with Suho, and you definitely remember sleeping in front of your laptop. But being you, your mind immediately flew to boyfriend. As usual, he was gone early, but not without his usual sweet love notes beside your bed.   'Baby, rise and shine! ^^ I'm sorry I couldn't be beside you when you wake up. Manager hyung called and we had to get our make up done early. Anyway, I'll see you again tonight! Don't skip breakfast! I'd know if you did! Hmph! Love you! and I'll call you later. Have a good day at work, sweetheart. - Yours forever, Joonmyun'   You squealed in delight as you kissed his note, noticing a faint smell of his cologne on it. You sure must have saved a whole nation in your past life to be living such a lucky life right now. You jumped off your bed towards the dining area, and found another note from your one and only Suho; on top of the plate covering the breakfast he must have prepared for you.   'For the most beautiful girl in the world! Eat them all! Don't even think of leaving anything behind! It won't make you fat, and even if it does, you're still my girl.'   You smiled at his sweet words, as you carefully took out the post it note, and stick them with each other. You have a box full of Suho's loveletters, and you know it would be totally worth keeping all of them. You can't wait to show them to your grandchildren in the future.   You tapped on your phone to read Suho's messages, and even saw the new selcas he did on your phone. You noticed this, because your wallpaper had changed for the nth time. You felt your cheeks warmed a little, seeing Suho on your wallpaper with his bare upper body and slightly disheveled and wet hair. He must have taken that selca last night while you were sleeping.   Just after you finished your pancakes, bacons and eggs, you perked up alert.   Your uploads last night!   You quickly dashed back to you room without even putting your plate on the sink. That can wait later. You had promised your thousands of followers on SNS that you'd post updates about the concert last night. You nervously tapped your foot on your fluffy white carpet, waiting for your laptop to boot. Suho didn't shut down your laptop while it was still uploading, right?   You quickly logged in and scanned through your website. You sighed and relaxed, seeing that the photos were safely uploaded. You noted to thank Suho later tonight. And then suddenly, you noticed the message influx more than the usual. The numbers of comments doubled, as if an idol commented on it and everyone got excited. You scanned through the comments.   ' OMG Oppa! Don't be jealous of Baekhyun oppa! You're goodlooking as well!' 'LOL I didn't know fansite master-nim has a boyfriend! OMO Baekhyun don't be too sad! You still got us! hehe' ''is oppa ?! Omo, what are you doing?! LOL' 'is it just me or unnie's boyfriend reminds me of someone. Anyone?       - Reply to comment #3419 "OMG me too! I thought he looks like Siwon or someone. I'm not sure though.'   Your eyes widened in horror. Suho didn't..... did he?! You immediately found the original comment from all these replies, and gasp. Suho commented on your Baekhyun post last night, and even uploaded his own photo with it! Even though only his wet hair, eyes, and bridge of his nose was seen, it's still risky! Any hardcore Suho fan would recognize him in a heartbeat.   You were about to delete his post when the influx of messages are still coming in.   'HAHA Thank you oppa for letting unnie come to concerts. Her photos are daebak and her updates are always awesome. For us who can't go to concerts, we are thankful of unnie! But we are thankful of oppa too for letting her go. unnie and oppa hwaiting! ^^' 'I can see unnie sleeping behind oppa! teehee! Cute couple! /I still ship Baekhyun oppa with master-nim' '.......IS THAT YOU SUHO??! LOL'   You winced at that comment, but fortunately no one ever second motioned that comment. You're taking it back. You're not thanking Suho later. You crossed your arms and harrumphed.    ~   You weren't really mad at Suho, not after when he had went home to you with a humongous bouquet of red roses, claiming 'Why, I can't give my girl roses just because?'. You just melted on the spot. He had apologized, but at that time, you thought it wasn't all necessary anyway. You can never stay mad nor upset with him. He's just too sweet, and you know that he did that because he was a little jealous, even though he didn't want to admit it.    "We might have a fan meet in a couple of weeks. You'll be there, right? I can give you special passes." He said, as you were cuddled in his chest, while he was simultaneously kissing your nose.   "It's okay, I wanted to come as a regular fan, Joonmyun. I don't want to have special treatment on your activities like those." You told him. You knew that his management still don't allow them to date. And him asking for special passes might rise suspicions. You didn't want to risk him.   "Are you sure though? Tell me if you didn't manage to get a ticket. I'll still have it as backup."  You nodded and kissed his chest. You heard him groan a little at the sensation. Oh your Joonmyun, your lovely and y Joonmyun.   ~   You managed to get tickets early for you and a bunch of your friends. Most of them are also from other EXO members' fansites, and some of them are also Baekhyun fans. You were excitedly talking to them, while waiting on line. It was such a fine day today, and even though Suho didn't spend the night with you last night, the past few nights were all shared passionately and sensually with one another.   "Yah, I heard you have a boyfriend!" The master of Sehun fansite elbowed you, wriggling her eyebrows teasingly.  "Yeah! I was checking out your updates, unnie! And someone used your account and said he's your boyfriend! He even took a selca to prove it!" one of your Baekhyun biased friends piped in. You laughed. "Yeah, he is." You confirmed simply. All of them leaned excitedly. "Minyoung here said your boyfriend looks really good," one of them said. You smiled, thanking her. Oh, if only they know. They would meet him later. "You're so sneaky!" Your closest friend poked your sides playfully. "But is he totally okay with your Baekhyun addiction?" You cringed when she said 'Baekhyun addiction'. You're not really addicted to him, are you? You just admire him, nothing more, nothing less.  "Nah, he's okay with it. As long as, 'I won't go after Baekhyun when I'm with him, or if he's in front of him.'" You said, emphasizing his words, scrounging up your nose remembering that small argument. That time you were so delighted to meet them backstage after a great showcase. You thought Suho went to the toilet, so you went directly to Baekhyun. He claimed he was hurt and felt betrayed.   "Ah that's why you never bring him to any of concerts. He's jealous of Baekhyun, alright." They laughed.   Soon everyone was being ushered in to the venue one by one. As early birds, you were near the stage, 2 rows from the front. There was a stage, and a long table, prepared with water bottles, light snacks and what not. You noticed that the stage was extra big compared to the previous fansign events that they had.    "I hope they'd perform a lot of songs today! Solo stages!" One of your friends exclaimed. You beamed. Usually, fanmeetings mean the boys performing and playing on stage specially for the fans who attended. They'd also give chance to everyone to take photos with them, and play with them on stage. Sometimes, they'd let a number of fans up on stage and personally sign on their albums.   You can't help noticing that places on the tables were labeled with names. On the far left, the names were: D.O., Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Suho, Kai and Sehun respectively. You wondered what's with the name plates. It's not like fans here do not know who are who.    Soon, everyone was buzzing with excitement, while you were discreetly exchanging text messages with your overly clingy, but outstandingly sweet boyfriend. He said he cannot wait to go out to the stage, to see you.    "Oh, unnie, is that your boyfriend?" One of the younger fans chirped at you. You quickly put your phone away. "Uh.. yeah." You smiled sheepishly. "He was just checking on me." You laughed uneasily. Soon, everyone knew that it's almost time. As soon as the lights closed, EXO's debut song MAMA started playing. Everyone cheered for their beloved boys as they came out all handsome and dashing, eager to meet their lovely fans as well.   When the boys were ushered to sit on their respective places on the table, you immediately caught Suho's eyes. You gave him a small smile, but he returned it with a beam. Your friend beside you, who's the biggest Suho bias you know almost fainted on the spot. You raised your Baekhyun towel for a bit, trying to catch Baekhyun's eyes, who waved at you, much to your friends giggles and cries of excitement.   "Oh my god, unnie, I swear, Baekhyun... He would recognize you anywhere!" They exclaimed. You laughed modestly.   "Okay, everyone, please settle down. We'll proceed to our next game. Since we have limited space here and time, we will ask everyone for your participation and consideration. Everyone has their ticket stubs right? We will have 6 winners each, to be randomly chosen by the members. One by one, please line in front of your favorite member and hand him the other half of your ticket stub. Make sure to cut it neatly, or else they won't be able to read your ticket number."   Everyone cried in glee. Not only the host didn't specify the prizes, but to be able to approach their biases is just.... heart stopping. "Kyaaaa!!" Your friend hooked arms with you as she excitedly run up the stage.  Suho was discreetly finding you among the crowd on the stage, and after a few minutes of scanning, he finally met eyes with you. You started walking towards Suho's line. In cases like this, you didn't have to second thought on your choices. Suho comes first. Even though you came to this event as 'Baekhyun fansite master'.    "Unnie! What are you doing there!" You friend called you in panic, since she was nearing Baekhyun. She immediately grabbed you from Suho's line and coincidentally it was her turn to give Baekhyun her ticket stubs. She gracefully handed it to him, and pushed your hand towards Baekhyun as well.    You jaw hung open in surprise. Even Baekhyun was surprised to see you in his line. He blinked at you, then quickly glanced at Suho, who was staring blatantly at you. When the fans in Suho's line started following his gaze, he immediately returned his attention to them.   "Noona..." He muttered. You gave him a pleading look. He discreetly put your ticket away in his other hand, so he'd have to give it to Suho later, but your friend just had to grab both his hands and shake them, making him jump at the sudden contact, thus dropping your half stub of ticket in the pile in front of him.   The manager who saw the skinship immediately pulled Baekhyun away, but your friend didn't seem to have regretted it at all. You didn't know what they're supposed to be doing with those stubs. But the fans who attended in the showcase was surprisingly evenly scattered among the members. You can estimate it to be, 1 members as to 55 to 60 fans.    While everyone else had their chance to give their stubs to their biases, you nervously waited by the audience area, while eyeing Suho carefully. He seemed to be hiding whatever he must be feeling inside, still politely smiling and giving kind words to the fans who approached him.    Soon you all found out what the grouping was all about.   "Each member will choose 5 each from their own fans, and those who will be called, please step forward towards the stage." The host said.   You prayed to all gods that you won't be chosen. It would be just plain awkward to be beside Baekhyun, and beside the other members. They, too, will be as confused as Baekhyun as to why you were on his side, and not Suho's. Luckily, you weren't called in this round.   Soon, 3 more games were played, and almost a little fans left from the stubs on the members' jars.    "Are they really gonna call everyone? I mean.... Everyone would be playing with them on stage?!" You asked your friend anxiously. While she was still in an after-glow of spazzing near Chanyeol, she gave you a weird look. You sounded like you were actually dreading it.   "...er I mean," "Ticket holder 319" "OMG UNNIE THAT'S YOU!" You friend who dragged you to Baekhyun's line jumped at you. You too almost jumped out of your skin. Your friends who like pairing you with Baekhyun literally pushed you towards the stage. Your eyes automatically sought Suho, but he was looking at the audience, and doing a great job of fanservice. You took cautious step towards Baekhyun who gave you a encouraging nod. He too knew that Suho might be a little jealous that you chose Baekhyun over him. But maybe, just maybe, he would be a little understanding.    You were the first one to be called on Baekhyun's team. You were standing in front of him, feeling self conscious. This is actually the first time you feel this way. Maybe because you're so exposed before a lot of people. Or maybe because Suho never once set his eyes on you after he saw you on Baekhyun's line.   Soon, there were a total of 5 fans in each teams. It was a game of "How well you know your bias?". You were pretty nervous, and kept glancing at Suho, who did nothing but pay attention to all his fans in front of him. The other members sensed your tension and felt bad. You were then distracted momentarily when you were given a small white board and a marker.    First questions were just basics. It was all too easy. Until it came to the predebut questions. Fans who answered wrongly will be given small tokens and were asked to go back to the audience area. Your eyes scanned the fans left. In your team, Baekhyun's team, you were still 3 left. Suho's team also got 3, Kai and Sehun still got 4 of their fans, while D.O. and Chanyeol still got 5 of theirs each.   "What is your favorite member's childhood nickname? Start!"   You racked  your brain for a bit. You knew the members called Baekhyun that name just to . You looked up at him, and he started making playful faces at him. By instinct, you stuck a tongue at him, and started writing that funny nickname Baekhyun would always groan hearing.   "Boards up!"   Most fans have blank answers. Childhood nicknames were so rarely disclosed in public. You were quite sure it's not yet around the internet. The others managed to guessed right. One by one, the fans have left. D.O has 1. Chanyeol has 1, Baekhyun has 2: you and another fan who looked like she would kill to be the 'grand' winner in Baekhyun's team. She never once offered a polite smile, nor nod at you. Kai has 2. Suho has 1, and Sehun has 2. You tried catching Suho's eyes. You were pretty sure you're the only one and the members who knew about Suho's childhood nickname.   "Breaking question for Baekhyun, Sehun and Kai's fans : Write down 3 of your favorite member's weird habits."   You clenched your jaws. You can easily name Baekhyun's 10 weird and worst habit. But you didn't want to put yourself in a suspicious light.   '1 - snores while sleeping, and couldn't sleep without wearing his holey socks. 2 - bats his eyelashes when he wants you to say yes to him 3 - likes shaking his legs before and after live performances'   The MC checks everyone's answers. You sat on your seat obediently, but the MC gave you an odd look. you got every single thing right, while the other fans merely just guessed theirs. The other Baekhyun fan scoffed that she didn't get any right, while Kai's 2 fans had to be asked another question since they both didn't get any correct answer.   ~   The fanmeet was nearing its end, but you were no where near excited. Around your neck hung a very special backstage pass to meet Baekhyun, as a price for 'Knowing-your-idol-well'. In fact, you're nervous. You're very nervous.    You friends hugged you goodbye, and congratulated you, since you deserved it and no one else. You gave them a weak smile. If only they knew your troubled heart right now. You were asked to wait on the waiting room, before being ushered to where EXO-K were. Suho