Min

Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

That night when the club closes DooJoon looks around for Uruha in the dressing-room. Ruki is the only one there “Where is Uruha?” DooJoon asks

Ruki sends him a weird look “Since when do you care where he is?”

“Don’t start” DooJoon sighs “I just want to know we are okay but I haven’t been able to talk to him”

“He left with DongHae. I don’t even think he changed before leaving” Ruki shrugs and gets changed. He waves at as he leaves shortly after. DooJoon changes as well far off in thoughts. He wonders why Uruha is changing so much. Is it because of DongHae that Uruha stopped asking him out? DongHae is gay and he and Uruha would be an obvious match. DooJoon starts feeling rather irritated. Is it DongHae who has told Uruha to ignore him?

He slams his locker shut and steps back “Why am I even bothered by this?” He runs his hands through his hair. He has been wanting Uruha to move on for a long time. He isn’t completely heartless and he always thought Uruha would be better off liking someone else.

DooJoon shakes his head “Just get over yourself, Uruha has moved on and that is what you want” He hits the locker and remembers Min “Oh ” he quickly runs out to meet her.

She sends him a big smile and he smiles back at her but he can’t really seem to find the usual cocky mood. Min notices it right away. She has known DooJoon since highschool, they used to date then but they cheated on each other all the time. That is when they learned that they were a perfect match but after highschool Min moved away for studies and DooJoon became a DJ like he wanted and they settled for just hooking up from time to time.

“Doonie what is with you?” Min pulls his sleeve. He looks at her shortly “Nothing”

She huffs and gives him a push “Bull and you know it. I know you Doonie” She chuckles “Some girl stood you up lately or what?”

DooJoon frowns “Hell no!”

She shrugs “You just look like a guy who is worried the girl he likes is seeing…” DooJoon stops and covers with a hand “Don’t you dare finish that sentence” he stares her in the eyes. She slaps his hands away “What the hell is wrong with you?”

“I just don’t wanna hear that. It is nothing so leave it alone” He hisses and then starts walking.

“You like someone” Min grins and crosses her arms “The player DooJoon has a crush. Who thought that could happen”. DooJoon feels his temper rising “I do not!”

Min smirks and stands in front of him with her head tilted backwards “Yes you do. Someone is messing with you head”

DooJoon takes a deep breath to calm himself but it fails miserably “I’m not gay, okay! I never was and never will be!” He bites his lip and curses realizing what he just said “” he shakes his head and looks down “Could you just forget I said that?”

Min stares at him in disbelief “A guy?... A guy is the reason you are acting this way?” She breaks down laughing and DooJoon gets even angrier “He likes me not the other way around okay! He just acted weird today and I wanna know why!”

Min looks at him but has to look away while she laughs her heart out. DooJoon crosses his arms and looks at her waiting for her to calm down “If you weren’t a girl you would be getting beat up right now” he mumbles. She wipes away a happy tear “Let’s talk about it at your place”

DooJoon just grunts and starts walking while Min chuckles the entire way. When they get to his place they take a seat in the couch and DooJoon tells her about Uruha and how he usually acts and about what happened this morning”

Min just nods and listens. When he is done she moves next to him and takes his hand “Maybe you have just gotten so used to him showing you affection that now it is weird when it doesn’t happen”

DooJoon nods and looks down.

“It doesn’t have to mean anything” Min reassures.

“I know I’m not gay” DooJoon frowns at her “That was never a question. You know me Min I can’t be…” Min frowns hard and covers his mouth to shut him up “You want to know what I know?”

DooJoon nods

“I know that you can’t make it function with a girl because you think most girls are a pain in the ” Min starts “I know that you don’t really have any respect for women…”

“That’s not fair. I do!” DooJoon frowns “I respect you…”

Min smiles “That is because I’m the female version of you”

DooJoon thinks about that and nods “Yeah sounds about right”

Min chuckles and DooJoon laughs and looks at her “It’s really nice seeing you again. You get me”

Min smirks “Yes I do”

They both sit in silence for a while when Min hesitantly clears “You don’t want to do it tonight do you?”

DooJoon frowns “Oh god no”

Min nods and frowns as well “Good me neither”

They both lean back in the couch with a sigh and DooJoon gives her hand a squish “Am I really a dog?”

She nods “Yes you are”

DooJoon nods “I thought so”

 

 

 

 

 

I don't think this will become a short story like I thought it would. I'm just getting way to many ideas about things that should happen so this will probably be a longer story than I expected.

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I changed the name and poster again. . . Well I just didn't think I was gonna want to develop it in the way I'm doing now so I had to!!! This is better anyway

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Mianits
#1
Chapter 32: Oh my! I'm sooo loving this story! Please keep it up ♥
-Angela-Zhang-
#2
Chapter 28: This is very interesting...I remember a part about Uruha having relationship problems, himself, although of a different nature than Doojoon's.
What is it that Doojoon will have to find out?
hehe~ you seem to be deliberately putting Doojoon back into his arrogant, protective character ^^ I like how they are mutually submissive ^^ It suggests the equality that ought to be in a real relationship :)
That's one thing I particularly like about this story- the characters' reactions and the way in which Doojoon and Uruha are progressing with their relationship.
I'm very interested by this "secret detail" that seems to be undisclosed to Doojoon, though. Hopefully it won't have a negative impact on his and Uruha's new relationship...
-Angela-Zhang-
#3
Chapter 27: And I forgot to mention- your writing has improved a lot since the beginning of the story ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#4
Chapter 27: I certainly have enjoyed this chapter just as much as the last^^
I hadn't ever really thought of it, but now that it seems as though Doojoon is being portrayed as the delicate one in the relationship, or, as a commonplace term, the "submissive", I can say that I find this newfound fragility in Doojoon to be quite tasteful. It's really quite a nice inversion; a stray away from the conventionality of what might be expected from any pairing involving Doojoon and I really like it ^^ Somehow, it certainly seems much more realistic that someone as unsure of himself, as frightened and as estranged from love as Doojoon is, would need someone to take care of him both physically and emotionally. And it just seems appropriate that that someone is Uruha, no matter how pretty or "girly" Uruha's appearance might make him out to be.
It seems like a theme in this story- not judging someone by their appearances or reputation ^^ Like how "player" and "manly" Doojoon certainly has a full range of emotions, as does anyone else, and is by far much more hurt than anyone would ever have perceived. And how Uruha, who seems to be publicly more of a flamboyant type of person, attentive to his implied feminine appearance seems to be the one who can offer Doojoon a sense of safety and protection that he seems not to have ever had before.
Uruha kissing Doojoon's palm is such a tender moment in the story ^^ And, having read and written some mpreg, myself, Uruha wrapping his arms around Doojoon's stomach gave me a faint impression of Doojoon having a baby or something hehe~ ^^' (my mind out of wraps...) but a very loving gesture, indeed ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#5
Chapter 26: Hehe~ second time reading this chapter today ^^
Doojoon is so cute when he was crying and wanting his Uruha ^^ poor Doojoon... He thought he messed up again...
I'm so happy about this chapter (⌒▽⌒)
-Angela-Zhang-
#6
Chapter 26: Yes, yes YES!!!!!!! :D
This chapter made my day, even though it's just starting ^^
I'm so glad it wasn't Doojoon's fault and that girl is just horrible DX.
Yay!!! Uruha asked Doojoon out again!! :D
They're already so cute together and poor Doojoon when he wanted 'his' Uruha ^^ he seems so fragile in this chapter and I liked that ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#7
Chapter 25: Oh no...! :(
Doojoon...! What have you done...?!
I have a pretty bad feeling for how things are going to go for Doojoon now... Actually not so much in terms of a relationship, but I think Doojoon himself is going to suffer a lot with what happened...I feel like he's going to give up on himself, not just on a relationship with Uruha but give up on himself as a person...
-Angela-Zhang-
#8
Chapter 24: This is one of my favorite chapters ^^
I really like Doojoon's dad and how he so easily accepted that his son is in love with a man :)
The chapter was so full of warmth and love and this chapter, more than any other, really shows how Doojoon had changed. It's great to see that he really is love with Uruha and that he's reconciled with his father. It certainly seems necessary for him to love his family before entering into a relationship with Uruha.
It was actually quite striking to hear how Doojoon's father married a year ago and Doojoo wasn't even aware of it. It shows just how distant from those close to him he became.
Hopefully Yoonja's daughter won't give Doojoon a hard time... ^^'
It would be very interesting, indeed, to see Uruha meet Doojoon's parents ^^
and hopefully Doojoon will fnd some solace about his relationship with his mother. That rejection when he was only seven must have been terrible.
-Angela-Zhang-
#9
Chapter 23: :'(
What an emotional chapter!! It was great, but poor Doojoon! It seems like this was really the breaking point for him,but I'm actually glad that he got so many negative feelings out in the open. It seemed like a necessary thing to do and now people know exactly how he's feeling. I think it is time that he's given a little more care and support ^^ and I think that the fact that he went to apologize to Donghae shows that he is changing and him pushing Donghae out of the way is proof of the good person that Uruha sees in him :D
I really love the realism in this- how Uruha's not plunging into a relationship, but not giving up on Doojoon, either and how Doojoon's coming to face himself :)
-Angela-Zhang-
#10
Chapter 22: <3
Thank you for thinking of me ^^~ And my exams did go well ^^
That's okay! You take your time in updating- I always love reading this story and I will patiently await your updates :D

I was really glad that Uruha and Doojoon privately spoke with each other in this chapter and that Uruha noticed not only the effort that Doojoon has been applying in trying to change, but also how Doojoon's been struggling with a rather rude confrontation of his faults. I think that having bad feelings go unacknowledge by others is just as bad as dealing with those feelings alone and I was happy that Uruha stood up for Doojoon, despite how much trouble Doojoon's put him through. Doojoon certainly does deserve some notice for his genuine efforts to change.
I like how Uruha is just as protective of Doojoon as Doojoon seems to be over Uruha ^^~ And there was really quite a bit of wisdom in this chapter, about having to trust yourself first, before expecting others to trust you.
I think the seriousness with which Uruha told Doojoon that he liked him and shouldn't let people tell him that he's heartless had quite an impact on Doojoon. It seems to me that this may have been one of the first times, if not the only time, that someone has really seen Doojoon's vulnerability and said to still have feelings for him, regardless. It feels like this sort of reassurance and support is not at all something that Doojoon would have received, prior to speaking with Uruha, on account of his mother not being in his life anymore.
hehe~ in my opinion, there should be even more subscribers for this story! ^^ Although there are not many jrock stories on here and even less "cross-overs", I think that there is a significant audience for this and this is a really awesome story ^^