At Uruha’s apartment things are a messed up. The normally neat apartment is looking very messy and Uruha is sleeping on the floor while someone is banging on the door.

He couldn’t really sleep after DooJoon left so he ended up pacing around his places knocking stuff over when small angry outburst took over him. He was mad at DooJoon for leaving, he was mad at him for coming and he was mad at himself for having kissed DooJoon and for letting him go.

The knocks on the door continues but Uruha has no intentions of opening. He just wants to be left alone, preferably till he dies of shame.

He pouts unhappily when he hears the sound of keys remembering that Ruki, Aoi and Seungho have his key just like he has theirs.

“Uruha!” the door is opens and several feet come in.

“What the hell happened here?” Ruki yells while DongHae and EunHyuk quickly search the place till they find Uruha behind the couch.

“ did he do this?” EunHyuk snares

“I’m fine” Uruha mumbles “Go away”

DongHae pulls Uruha’s arm and forces him to look at him “You don’t look fine”

“What happened here?!” Ruki yells louder and runs over to Uruha getting immediately worried “Oh no don’t tell me…”

Uruha jerks into a sitting position “No” he sends Ruki a stern stare and Ruki breathes a little easier “It just looks like when…”

“No” Uruha repeats and Ruki shuts up and looks away. EunHyuk and DongHae exchanges confused looks as Uruha rubs his temples and sighs

“Is DooJoon here?” DongHae carefully asks. Uruha looks at him and then EunHyuk immediately seeing his expression darken

“No I told him to leave” Uruha mumbles pulling his knees closer to himself and hugs them

“You did?” DongHae frowns “But when we left you looked… happy”

Ruki is now frowning “What was DooJoon doing here?”

“Punching my boyfriend” EunHyuk snares and gets a push from DongHae.

“He what?” Ruki frowns and looks at DongHae

“He was just jealous because I was touching Uruha” DongHae shakes his head and sighs

“You were what?” Ruki yells a little louder

EunHyuk sighs “We have been trying to make DooJoon jealous and it worked”

“You guys did what?” Ruki frowns completely stunned and very confused. He looks at Uruha in disbelief “I never took you for a person who would do that?”

Uruha pouts “It was a stupid idea”

EunHyuk frowns “What happened after we left?”

Ruki is about to say something but EunHyuk, who has never met Ruki before, covers his mouth with a hand and sends him a look very clearly letting him know he has to shut up. Ruki grunts and crosses his arms clearly not pleased but he does as told regardless.

“He said he wanted to be with me but that he had only wanted it one day and I got scared. He said he would prove himself and said he would do anything but when he asked what I wanted him to do I realized that I don’t trust him and I don’t think I will” Uruha stares blankly ahead of him as he talks “Then he left”

“Just like that he left?” DongHae frowns

Uruha sighs deeply “Because I told him to”

“So… DooJoon is gay?” Ruki frowns and scratches his neck.

“When did he leave?” DongHae Uruha’s back

“I don’t know” Uruha mumbles. DongHae sends a look to his boyfriend who is looking concerned. He sighs and pulls Uruha up “You need to sleep in a bed”

Uruha shakes his head “I have to clean up”

“No I’ll do that” Ruki quickly starts cleaning up. EunHyuk frowns and looks at Ruki who stops and looks at him “He won’t sleep till the mess is gone. Trust me”

EunHyuk nods and starts cleaning up as well while DongHae gets Uruha in bed. Ruki sends glances to EunHyuk every now and then “You are DongHae’s boyfriend?”

EunHyuk nods “Yup through 2 years” he looks at Ruki hesitating before asking a question he has been thinking about “Is this way of being in love normal for Uruha? You know like liking someone who hurts him”

Ruki keeps picking up stuff and puts them back in place thinking it over “Normally when Uruha likes someone they fall for him pretty quickly as well so not really” He glances at EunHyuk

“How does he handle break ups?”

“Uruha is always the one doing the breaking up so fine. His boyfriends used to get kind of possessive and he hated it”

“DooJoon could be very possessive judging by the fact that he almost attacked DongHae” EunHyuk mumbles “But off course they did make him jealous”

“This was more… Like they kept calling him and stalked him when he was out and I actually had some problems with them because they didn’t like that I was closer with him then them and that is where Uruha says stop” Ruki grins “No one is gonna try to split us up. His boyfriend used to hate Aoi and Seungho as well and Uruha just can’t stand that kind of jealousy. Most people have the idea that he is a sweet mellow person who is about as innocent as one can be and needs someone to look after him”

“Well yea” EunHyuk frowns “Isn’t that right?”

Ruki stops biting his lip considering if he even trust this stranger “More lately than he used to”

“How so?” EunHyuk stops and looks at Ruki who shakes his head and looks down to the side “I have known Uruha since we were like 5 when I hit him because I thought he looked too happy”

“He looked too happy?” EunHyuk chuckles

“I was a very angry child” Ruki chuckles “He apologized to me and said he was sorry and that he would be sadder. I said he was stupid and he hit me back and we have pretty much been friends ever since”

Eunhyuk laughs and shakes his head “That is a weird story”

Ruki nods “We grew up together and we weren’t exactly the pride of our families. We always got in problems and never really cared about pleasing anyone. Uruha is a smart guy so he still managed to get good grades but I was a huge failure” Ruki looks at EunHyuk “We drank, smoked, mingled with the wrong people until we met Seungho who straightened us out. Actually he broke my arm but that is a whole other story” Ruki chuckles “Uruha has always been the type people like but he actually used to be quite a tease. He quickly figured out that people found him charming and he would use it to get his way, mostly to get me out of problems. Uruha has always been able to handle every situation better than most”

EunHyuk smiles “I could see that”

Ruki nods and frowns

“But?” EunHyuk can see something is on Ruki’s mind. He isn’t a journalist for nothing

Ruki looks at him “Uruha is a strong person, stronger than he looks. Maybe not physically but mentally he is so that he get’s this messed up because of DooJoon… I don’t know if it is just DooJoon or if something ripped open an old wound but I’m worried”

 “What happened to Uruha?” EunHyuk frowns

“What do you mean?”

“Old wounds?”

Ruki taps his fingers against his leg “We don’t talk about it and I’m not gonna start. You better just forget I said anything”

EunHyuk nods “Okay” They quickly gets back to cleaning up and shortly after DongHae returns “He is sleeping now”

Ruki nods “I’m gonna stay here so he isn’t alone when he wakes up. Did he say anything?”

“Just that he hates himself for hating DooJoon… and himself” Donghae sighs “I could stay if you don’t want to”

“No I better stay here. If I leave I’ll just hunt down DooJoon and kill him” Ruki mumbles

“Can I come with you?” EunHyuk smirks

“EunHyuk he was very upset. You saw him!” DongHae walks over and pushes EunHyuk who just smiles and slides an arm around DongHae’s back “I saw them hugging and that is about it”

“Well he was upset” DongHae tries to stay mad but the loving way EunHyuk looks at him puts a smile on his face “I hate you when you do that” he softly says looking at EunHyuk’s lips

“Do what?” EunHyuk leans closer

“Act so damn loving” DongHae smiles and gives up. He lets EunHyuk pulls him into a tight embrace and kisses him tenderly.

Ruki turns his back and frowns “Bloody stupid bananas and mental images” he walks into Uruha’s bedroom and sits on the bed next to him “I’m not leaving your side my friend. Not this time” He sighs and frowns with horrible images returning to his mind.