You are scaring him!

Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

He runs down the street looking for Uruha and DongHae but he can’t see them anywhere. He gets to Uruha’s building and opens the door front door. He can hear Uruha’s voice and jumps up the stairs just managing to get a hand in the door before it closes. He hesitates for a sec and then walks in seeing DongHae with a hand on Uruha’s waist with a thump under his shirt. Both Uruha and DongHae look at DooJoon as if he was an alien.

Doojoon walks over and pushes DongHae harshly away “Don’t touch him!” he yells. DongHae frowns “What the hell!” he snaps at DooJoon who throws a punch in DongHae’s stomach sending him falling to the floor.

Uruha, shocked, runs over to DongHae “Are you okay?” DongHae nods but he is gasping for air and looks like he is in pain.

DooJoon pulls Uruha away from DongHae by the wrist. Uruha stumbles back and manages to get his wrist away from DooJoon “What the hell are you doing?”

“He… he was…” DooJoon points at DongHae and frowns not sure what he wants to say.

“DooJoon you punched him!” Uruha shakes his head and walks over to help DongHae up but DooJoon once again snaps and pulls Uruha away. He pushes him up against the wall a bit rougher than he meant to and Uruha lets out a pained grunt.

“DooJoon what are you doing?” DongHae yells

“You have to listen to me” DooJoon looks at Uruha who shakes his head and pushes DooJoon away “Not when you are like this I don’t”

“DooJoon you have to calm down” DongHae slowly gets on his feet

“Shut up!” DooJoon yells at DongHae who frowns “Are you drunk or something?”

“I said shut up!” DooJoon yells again and glares at DongHae.

Uruha shakes his head and puts a hand on DooJoon’s shoulder pushing him slowly backwards “You should go DooJoon”

“NO!” DooJoon slams Uruha back up against the wall making him flinch in pain.

“You are hurting him DooJoon!” DongHae comes over trying to pull DooJoon of Uruha but DooJoon is in better shape than both and easily throws DongHae back on the floor “Stay out if it” DooJoon snarls

DongHae holds on to his stomach and frowns.

“DooJoon…” Uruha softly tries getting through to him

“Be quite!” DooJoon hits the wall next to Uruha’s head. Uruha swallows and starts to tremble “Doo…Joon” he carefully utters starting to feel really scared.

DooJoon looks up seeing how Uruha presses himself against the wall looking like he just wants to run away. He glances at DongHae who is also looking rather scared and he steps back realizing now how he is acting “I just… I just…” he covers his eyes with his hand.

DongHae takes a deep breath to muster up some courage to stand up to DooJoon “Get out! You have nothing to do here” he starts pushing DooJoon out but DooJoon snaps again and pulls his hand as he tries to push him sending DongHae to the floor for the third time. Uruha tries to step over to Donghae but DooJoon grasps his wrists and pins him against the wall again.

Uruha looks DooJoon in the eyes. The fear he feels showing and DooJoon swallows and sighs. His breath it heavy from the run, his clothes soaked in sweat and his head is one big mess “What the hell is happening to me?” he mutters as his head drops

Uruha tries to squirm away but when DooJoon looks back up he freezes.

“DooJoon you are scaring him!” DongHae yells

“Shut UP!” DooJoon yells sending a cruel glare back at DongHae

 “What is with you DooJoon?!” Uruha softly asks with fear painted on his face. He sends a look to DongHae who is slowly sitting up rubbing his arm. DongHae looks at Uruha and DooJoon shocked with how things have progressed. He did not expect DooJoon to become violent.

“You did this to me” DooJoon mumbles. Uruha turns his head back to DooJoon and stares at the hanging head. He has never heard DooJoon like that before.

 “You are the reason” DooJoon looks up directly at Uruha with tears in his eyes. Uruha looks in his eyes still afraid and confused. He has never seen DooJoon so out of it

“I can’t take it anymore” Doojoon cries looking directly at Uruha

EunHyuk walks in with a frown immediately spotting DongHae on the floor. He sees how scared and hurt Uruha is looking as he is being held against the wall by a clearly agitated DooJoon and he is gonna go over and in but DongHae catches the leg of his pants and EunHyuk instead turns his attention to him checking if he is alright. DongHae just nods and then they both look back at DooJoon waiting to see what will happen.

 “You…” DooJoon moves closer to Uruha “Did this” His hands lets go of Uruha’s wrists and they fall down his sides as he steps even closer. His head drops forward and lands on Uruha’s shoulder “I can’t… You…” he mutters half choked by tears and his hands moves around Uruha’s waist pulling him into a tight embrace. Uruha hesitantly moves his arms around DooJoon letting him cry in his shoulder. He frowns and closes his eyes leaning his head against DooJoon’s

“I’m sorry” Uruha mumbles having no clue what is going on. DooJoon is holding him so tight. He has never even hugged him before. It has always been Uruha hugging him.

“I’m sorry” Uruha repeats felling DooJoon shaking his head against his shoulder.

“Don’t apologize” DooJoon mutters and holds Uruha a bit closer “I’m the one who should apologize. I have been an … I’m so sorry”

Uruha swallows and closes his eyes not able to stop the tears now building up in them. DooJoon releases him a little and moves his head back. He wipes Uruha’s tears away while his own keeps moving down his cheeks “Don’t cry” he whispers looking at Uruha’s beautiful face “I don’t want you to cry”

Uruha is now the one pulling Doojoon into a hug. He buries his face in his shoulder with his eyes tightly shut. DooJoon closes his eyes as well and frowns holding Uruha closer than he ever has held anyone, feeling just how right it seems. None of the girls he has been with… never has he wanted to hold any of them so close. He feels like he can’t get close enough to Uruha, like he just wants to be one with him, be a part of him.

EunHyuk and DongHae smiles at the two and silently tries to leave but DongHae trips and makes a bunch of noise.

DooJoon and Uruha moves a bit away from each other and turn their heads towards the noise. DooJoon frowns “Who is that?” He stares at EunHyuk. Uruha holds on to the front of DooJoon’s shirt “Uhm DongHae’s boyfriend”

DooJoon looks at Uruha and then EunHyuk and Donghae before looking at Uruha again “So you and DongHae aren’t…?”

Uruha shakes his head.

DooJoon sighs relieved and hugs Uruha again “Thank god”

Uruha smiles and looks over DooJoon’s shoulder at the other two.

“We are gonna go” DongHae pulls a grinning EunHyuk with him.

 

 

 

 

 

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Mianits
#1
Chapter 32: Oh my! I'm sooo loving this story! Please keep it up ♥
-Angela-Zhang-
#2
Chapter 28: This is very interesting...I remember a part about Uruha having relationship problems, himself, although of a different nature than Doojoon's.
What is it that Doojoon will have to find out?
hehe~ you seem to be deliberately putting Doojoon back into his arrogant, protective character ^^ I like how they are mutually submissive ^^ It suggests the equality that ought to be in a real relationship :)
That's one thing I particularly like about this story- the characters' reactions and the way in which Doojoon and Uruha are progressing with their relationship.
I'm very interested by this "secret detail" that seems to be undisclosed to Doojoon, though. Hopefully it won't have a negative impact on his and Uruha's new relationship...
-Angela-Zhang-
#3
Chapter 27: And I forgot to mention- your writing has improved a lot since the beginning of the story ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#4
Chapter 27: I certainly have enjoyed this chapter just as much as the last^^
I hadn't ever really thought of it, but now that it seems as though Doojoon is being portrayed as the delicate one in the relationship, or, as a commonplace term, the "submissive", I can say that I find this newfound fragility in Doojoon to be quite tasteful. It's really quite a nice inversion; a stray away from the conventionality of what might be expected from any pairing involving Doojoon and I really like it ^^ Somehow, it certainly seems much more realistic that someone as unsure of himself, as frightened and as estranged from love as Doojoon is, would need someone to take care of him both physically and emotionally. And it just seems appropriate that that someone is Uruha, no matter how pretty or "girly" Uruha's appearance might make him out to be.
It seems like a theme in this story- not judging someone by their appearances or reputation ^^ Like how "player" and "manly" Doojoon certainly has a full range of emotions, as does anyone else, and is by far much more hurt than anyone would ever have perceived. And how Uruha, who seems to be publicly more of a flamboyant type of person, attentive to his implied feminine appearance seems to be the one who can offer Doojoon a sense of safety and protection that he seems not to have ever had before.
Uruha kissing Doojoon's palm is such a tender moment in the story ^^ And, having read and written some mpreg, myself, Uruha wrapping his arms around Doojoon's stomach gave me a faint impression of Doojoon having a baby or something hehe~ ^^' (my mind out of wraps...) but a very loving gesture, indeed ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#5
Chapter 26: Hehe~ second time reading this chapter today ^^
Doojoon is so cute when he was crying and wanting his Uruha ^^ poor Doojoon... He thought he messed up again...
I'm so happy about this chapter (⌒▽⌒)
-Angela-Zhang-
#6
Chapter 26: Yes, yes YES!!!!!!! :D
This chapter made my day, even though it's just starting ^^
I'm so glad it wasn't Doojoon's fault and that girl is just horrible DX.
Yay!!! Uruha asked Doojoon out again!! :D
They're already so cute together and poor Doojoon when he wanted 'his' Uruha ^^ he seems so fragile in this chapter and I liked that ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#7
Chapter 25: Oh no...! :(
Doojoon...! What have you done...?!
I have a pretty bad feeling for how things are going to go for Doojoon now... Actually not so much in terms of a relationship, but I think Doojoon himself is going to suffer a lot with what happened...I feel like he's going to give up on himself, not just on a relationship with Uruha but give up on himself as a person...
-Angela-Zhang-
#8
Chapter 24: This is one of my favorite chapters ^^
I really like Doojoon's dad and how he so easily accepted that his son is in love with a man :)
The chapter was so full of warmth and love and this chapter, more than any other, really shows how Doojoon had changed. It's great to see that he really is love with Uruha and that he's reconciled with his father. It certainly seems necessary for him to love his family before entering into a relationship with Uruha.
It was actually quite striking to hear how Doojoon's father married a year ago and Doojoo wasn't even aware of it. It shows just how distant from those close to him he became.
Hopefully Yoonja's daughter won't give Doojoon a hard time... ^^'
It would be very interesting, indeed, to see Uruha meet Doojoon's parents ^^
and hopefully Doojoon will fnd some solace about his relationship with his mother. That rejection when he was only seven must have been terrible.
-Angela-Zhang-
#9
Chapter 23: :'(
What an emotional chapter!! It was great, but poor Doojoon! It seems like this was really the breaking point for him,but I'm actually glad that he got so many negative feelings out in the open. It seemed like a necessary thing to do and now people know exactly how he's feeling. I think it is time that he's given a little more care and support ^^ and I think that the fact that he went to apologize to Donghae shows that he is changing and him pushing Donghae out of the way is proof of the good person that Uruha sees in him :D
I really love the realism in this- how Uruha's not plunging into a relationship, but not giving up on Doojoon, either and how Doojoon's coming to face himself :)
-Angela-Zhang-
#10
Chapter 22: <3
Thank you for thinking of me ^^~ And my exams did go well ^^
That's okay! You take your time in updating- I always love reading this story and I will patiently await your updates :D

I was really glad that Uruha and Doojoon privately spoke with each other in this chapter and that Uruha noticed not only the effort that Doojoon has been applying in trying to change, but also how Doojoon's been struggling with a rather rude confrontation of his faults. I think that having bad feelings go unacknowledge by others is just as bad as dealing with those feelings alone and I was happy that Uruha stood up for Doojoon, despite how much trouble Doojoon's put him through. Doojoon certainly does deserve some notice for his genuine efforts to change.
I like how Uruha is just as protective of Doojoon as Doojoon seems to be over Uruha ^^~ And there was really quite a bit of wisdom in this chapter, about having to trust yourself first, before expecting others to trust you.
I think the seriousness with which Uruha told Doojoon that he liked him and shouldn't let people tell him that he's heartless had quite an impact on Doojoon. It seems to me that this may have been one of the first times, if not the only time, that someone has really seen Doojoon's vulnerability and said to still have feelings for him, regardless. It feels like this sort of reassurance and support is not at all something that Doojoon would have received, prior to speaking with Uruha, on account of his mother not being in his life anymore.
hehe~ in my opinion, there should be even more subscribers for this story! ^^ Although there are not many jrock stories on here and even less "cross-overs", I think that there is a significant audience for this and this is a really awesome story ^^