Uruha stares at the door. His breathing has become heavy and he shakes his head trying to understand what just happened.

“Uruha open up” DooJoon drunkenly calls from the other side

Uruha runs his hands into his hair “No” he shakes his head again “You… How could you?”

“Please” DooJoon mumbles and knocks softly on the door.

Uruha hits it with a fist “Go away!”

“Uruha please open up” DooJoon mumbles through the door

“No” Uruha feels his eyes stinging and there is no way he is gonna let DooJoon se him cry over him again “Just go away”

“I’m not going till you hear me out” DooJoon’s muffled voice pleads

“You got more?!” Uruha says through gritted teeth “Are you gonna tell me how you slept with her too?” he hammers his fist in the door

“No. I didn’t do anything” DooJoon whines

“Other than kiss her you mean!” Uruha snaps.

“Uruha listen to me please” DooJoon begs

“No” Uruha hits the door again “You’ve said enough. I believed in you DooJoon!”

“Uruha please…”

“I thought… I thought you cared for me…” Uruha leans his forehead against the door again.

“I do Uruha, so much so please just listen” DooJoon continues to beg

“Is it because I pushed you away?” Uruha frowns “Is it my fault?”

“No Uruha! I didn’t mean to I… I need you to hear me out. Please” DooJoon’s voice cracks

Uruha yanks the door open and glares at DooJoon “What?”

DooJoon looks down shamefully “I… I… I…”

“Get to the point” Uruha snaps

DooJoon looks like he is becoming smaller and smaller “I don’t know what happened… I didn’t mean to…”

Uruha crosses his arms and frowns

“She kept coming on to me. I told her I had someone, I even told her I am gay but she didn’t believe me. It was like it was some game for her” DooJoon looks to the side “I didn’t mean to drink. I didn’t think I drank that much...” He closes his eyes trying to focus his thoughts “I didn’t want to kiss her. I didn’t want anything to do with her. Uruha I only want you”

Uruha huffs “So why did you kiss her?”

DooJoon looks at Uruha completely distraught “I don’t know. My head is a mess. Suddenly she was just there with her hands on me” he frowns “and her lips and I pushed her away. I just wanted to get away and I came here” he rubs his eye and stumbles to the side hitting the wall. Uruha takes a step towards him “How much did you drink?”

“I…I don’t know” DooJoon tries straightening up but he stumbles again and drops to the floor.

Uruha rubs his tired eyes “DooJoon why would you get so drunk?”

“I…” DooJoon lets out a sob “I didn’t try to get drunk. I didn’t want to I just…” He rubs his eyes “I don’t know what happened”

Uruha sighs “Well you can’t go anywhere like that. I could get you a cab home but in that state you probably fall the second you got home. Ruki will be pissed at you so I have to call Gi Kwang”

“He is out of town” DooJoon mumbles as he tries to get back up with little success. Uruha sighs again “You really think I want you in here?”

DooJoon looks away shamefully and hurt “No” he mutters “Why would you” he hides his face in his hands and cries silently. Uruha watch his shoulders tremble and feels like crying himself. He still loves the guy but he just doesn’t know what to think. He takes a deep breath and steps over to DooJoon pulling him up by the arm and drags him in. He places him on his couch and looks at the broken down person in front of him. DooJoon is just looking at the floor like a dead man.

He hears his phone ringing and walks to his bedroom to fetch it. He is up anyway so why not. He picks the phone up from his nightstand and frowns seeing DooJoon’s name on the display. He walks back to the living-room seeing DooJoon sitting motionless on the couch.

“DooJoon who has your phone?” Uruha calls out with the phone still ringing in his hand.

DooJoon doesn’t react.

Uruha sighs and picks up “Who is this?”

“DooJoon is with you right?”

“I asked a question first” Uruha coldly states as he walks back to DooJoon and sits on the table across from him.

“It is JunHyung. DooJoon left and we really have to find him. He can get really hurt!”

Uruha looks intensely at DooJoon who really looks messed up, his eyes are blank and empty except for a few tears leaving them every now and then. His shoulders are hanging and his skin is pale.

“He shouldn’t get that drunk” Uruha mumbles “He is here”

“Oh thank god he didn’t injure himself” JunHyung sighs relieved “Uruha he didn’t drink that much. He was very clear about not wanting to drink but I don’t know. A friend handed him something which was supposed to be a simple beer but afterwards he just became confused and that stupid girl refused to leave him alone. I told her to off and DooJoon tried as well. Uruha he didn’t do anything I swear! She was the aggressor. When he pushed her away he looked like everything was lost. You have to believe me when I tell you he is probably more upset about it than you. He started yelling at her and then stormed out. She freaked out and said he couldn’t leave. I was stupid enough to let him. I didn’t know she had put something in that bloody beer until afterwards and I tried calling him just to find out  he left his phone here”

Uruha stares at DooJoon “She put something… in it?” He frowns and feels himself getting quite angry.

 DooJoon lifts his eyes seeing Uruha looking angry and being confused and tired he is sure Uruha is mad at him making his misery that much greater. He forces himself to stand up making Uruha stare even more “I-I’ll go” he mumbles and takes a step but Uruha forcefully pulls him back on the couch

“You aren’t going anywhere!” Uruha says very determined. DooJoon frowns confused.

“Yes JunHyung I’ll look after him” Uruha turns his attention back to the phone. DooJoon pouts “Why does he have your number?”

Uruha looks back at DooJoon “He is calling from you phone”

DooJoon searches his pockets and frowns “Where is my phone?”

Uruha rolls his eyes and sighs. He stands up and walks further away from DooJoon listening to JunHyung telling him more about what has happened.

DooJoon rubs his eyes once again forgetting about the missing phone. He looks in front of him and frowns not really sure where he is. He looks to the side but movement makes him feel sick so he just leans back and closes his eyes “I have to find Uruha” he mumbles drunkenly “I have to”

Uruha turns his head from where he is standing some meters away “He is really far off. I don’t think he knows where he is”

“I love him so much” DooJoon mutters and frowns “I just want Uruha, my Uruha” he messes a little with his hair “I need… Uruha… My Uruha” his mumbles turns into sobs and he wipes his eyes with his sleeve “I ruined it again”

“I-I have to go” Uruha tells JunHyung goodbye and hangs up. He looks back at DooJoon hearing his pleads and slowly walks over to him.

“My Uruha… should be mine… I love him so much” DooJoon just keeps repeating to himself

Uruha places a hand on DooJoon’s shoulder making him jerk away

“DON’T TOUCH ME!” DooJoon yells moving backwards, away from Uruha “Only Uruha can” he cries and shakes his head “Only him”

Uruha frowns  softly “But that is me DooJoon”

“No” DooJoon shakes his head “Uruha is mad at me. I messed up. He won’t forgive me”

“DooJoon open your eyes it is me” Uruha begs

“No” DooJoon keeps shaking his head

“DoonDoon look at me!” Uruha yells. DooJoon sits frozen for a minute before he slowly looks at Uruha and he immediately starts crying “Uruha?”

Uruha smiles and nods. DooJoon jumps at him and wraps his arms around Uruha’s neck and hides his face in his shoulder “I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I’m so sorry”

Uruha moves his arms around DooJoon “It’s okay. There is nothing to forgive”

DooJoon holds on tighter “I love you so much, I don’t wanna lose you”

Uruha smiles softly “I know”

“I’ll do anything for you Uruha just please forgive me” DooJoon mutters

Uruha “There is nothing to forgive DooJoon. It wasn’t your fault”

DooJoon moves a bit back without looking Uruha in the eyes “No?”

Uruha smiles bigger “No”

DooJoon looks down and frowns confused “So… I didn’t mess up?”

Uruha chuckles “No you didn’t”

DooJoon slides his arms down and tries stepping back but Uruha doesn’t let him. He keeps smiling at him instead. DooJoon looks at the arms holding him and then looks up at Uruha like a child would look at their parent when they weren’t sure what is going on.

“DoonDoon go out with me” Uruha says softly. DooJoon’s eyes go huge and he stares at uruha “R-really?”

Uruha grins “Please”

“B-but you….? Am I…? I’ve proved myself?” DooJoon rambles confused. Uruha laughs at his adorable expression “DooJoon you just refused a girl while being drugged… what more can you do to prove you want to be with me?”

“I-I don’t know” DooJoon blushes and looks from one eye to the other. He feels like a school girl who is for the first time being noticed by her crush and he doesn’t mind.

Uruha looks at DooJoon’s face smiling softly “And you were damn adorable mumbling about wanting your Uruha” he smirks playfully.

DooJoon hits him and pouts “I didn’t know you heard me” he sighs and leans against Uruha resting his forehead on hiss shoulder “I don’t feel so good”

Uruha his back “It is okay. I’ll take care of you”

DooJoon smiles and moves his arms lazily back around Uruha’s neck “I love you Uruha”

Uruha smiles and kisses his ear “I know”

Surprise!!!!! Don't worry the story isn't near finished yet but I really thought it was time for this.