Kevin’s P.O.V.
We went back inside the hotel and got inside the elevator. We were standing beside each other looking at the doors of the elevator while we were waiting for it to reach our floor. I kept stealing glances at Kiseop. He had his head leaning to the back and he was whistling a random melody as he was watching the floor’s number pass by in the elevator’s counter.
“I really can‘t believe he kissed you!” I was still shocked!
Okay, I knew Eli and Kiseop had feelings for each other but I was never expecting the rapper to be so random! Of course I knew that the blonde would be the one to break first and make the first move but...just not like that! He didn’t even confess! Oh, wait...that it’s probably mine and Jaeseop’s fault....
“Uh-huh, neither can I.” The Ulzzang responded, without taking his sight from the counter.
“And...what are you gonna do now?” Right at the moment I finished my sentence the doors opened and Kiseop started heading out and down to the corridor. I followed him, waiting for his reply. Which, it seemed, I wouldn’t get soon. “Kiseop!” I said and grabbed his forearm turning him to look at me.
“I..I don‘t know.” He said and lowered his gaze. “I guess we‘ll be pretending that nothing ever happened and won‘t discuss it, ever. Kevin...I’m tired with this whole thing. It hurts, it hurts so much when you love someone who doesn‘t love you back!”
He glanced at me again when he said that. He had his right palm open on his chest, right upon where his heart was beating. His eyes, saddened, were mirroring his broken heart.
Without thinking again I grabbed him for a bone-breaking hug.
“I know. I know, baby. Everything will go alright. I‘ll be here for you.” I tried to comfort him. As I knew everything he had gone through all this years, even things the rest of the members didn’t know, that was the least I could do now.
Hugging me back, he hid his face on my shoulder. We stayed like this for a while, me rubbing his back affectionately and he trying to hold back the tears I was sure he wouldn’t let fall even when he was alone.
“Haha, thank you Kevinie!” letting go of me, he kissed my cheek and then started making air with his hand to his face while blinking several times.
“You‘re okay?” We both were startled as we heard a familiar voice.
“Y-yeah! Just, fuuu~ it‘s so hot in here! ” Kiseop answered him, still making air to his face.
“Okay...Then go take your things the rest of us are heading down....”AJ looked suspiciously at both of us and then passed by, heading to the elevator but not before catching my lips in a soft peck that had my cheeks burning as I wasn't used to the dating thing.
After that we went to fetch our suitcases and followed the rest, down at the reception.
I could clearly see that Kiseop was kinda avoiding the blonde rapper. And that time, not only he was avoiding the eye-contact but even to stand near him.
As we were heading for our van, I left Jaeseop’s side.
“You wanna sit with me?” I asked when I reached him.
“What?! No! Of course not! You‘re gonna sit with AJ, mister!” he was astonished I even asked him that.
“I can sit with the cat whenever I want!” I retorded when I managed to close my hanging mouth.
“No you can‘t! You‘ll sit together now and on the plane! I became understood?!” I didn’t like his strict tone but, for now, I would let it pass.
“What‘s happening here?!” Eli’s voice coming from behind us, startled us both. Turning to look at him, we saw him standing beside Jaeseop, both having a questioning look on their faces.
“Nah, nothing we just argue about if we‘ll sit together or not.” I explained to them while wearing my most innocent smile.
“And~? what will you do?” Jaeseop asked while coming infront of me and putting his hands on my waist.
“I-”
“He‘ll sit with you! And I‘ll sit with Soohyun!” Kiseop cut me off, throwing me a glance full of meaning, and then he turned and headed to Soohyun, probably to announce him they’ll be sitting together in one of his most adorable ways!
“Is he avoiding me?!” Eli asked us, while pointing and glancing to the ulzzang.
“Probably.... I would avoid you too!” AJ retorted while he had a you-did-a-really-stupid-thing expression on his face.
“What?! WAE?! I didn‘t do anything wrong!” the rappers were glaring at each other. Jaeseop with his one eyebrow lifted and a lop-sided smirk on his mouth while Eli had wide eyes, gapping mouth and his palms open towards the sky.
I coughed to catch their attention.
“No, you stupid idiot! You did nothing wrong! Just, didn‘t do all the things you had to do!”
“Eh? What do you mean?” He asked me, not taking the hint. Oh! God, just how dumb can he be sometimes!?
“I think I helped you enough, the rest figure it out on your own! Let's go!” saying that I took AJ’s hand and got into the van. “So, you know too?” I asked Jaeseop when we had taken our seats, on the very last raw of the car of course, and had closed the door.
“Yeah, Eli told me.”
“And..?”I seeked for more.
“And...I‘ll tell you more when we‘ll be alone.” He informed me and gave me a light peck on the lips. Right after that Dongho, Eli and Hoon gotten into the van too, taking the rest of the seats.
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Kiseop’s P.O.V.
We were heading to the airport. The atmosphere inside the van was filled with laugher as Soohyun and Manager-hyung were picking on each other and the poor car driver. They had chosen to sit at the middle row together so they can have their own troll-ish fun.
I, on the other hand, had chosen to sit alone at the back row. That way I could lose myself in my thoughts whenever I wanted. My usually, bright and happy self just didn’t wanna make an appearence today. I was sitting there, silent and I was trying to place my thoughts in order as a true A blooded. But the thing is, however much I try, my thoughts are still scattered in the place. And I hate messiness!
The same unanswered questions I had from last night, are still that, unanswered! Ugh! Whatever explenation I might think off, it just doesn’t make sense!
“Kiseopie, are you sleeping?!” opening my closed eyes I saw Soohyun’s face just a few inches away from mine, looking me with a questioning expression. Whatever! I’ll think about it some other time. Not that it’ll change anything...
“No, I don‘t.” Smiling at him I lifted my body to a sitting position. “Why?”
“No, nothing. Just, you're really quiet today. Something‘s on your mind?” His expression was showing how worried he was.
“No, I‘m just a little tired with all this practice, the trips et cetera.” I smiled comfortingly at him.
“Just bare with it for a while, we‘ll have a vacation soon!” He shuffled my red hair and turned to sit correctly on his seat.
“I know...”
From that point onwards I tried to participate in the conversation, laughing with the dirty jokes manager and Soohyun were saying and leaving my worries about
him behind. For the meantime, at least.
ElseopLove: Uhmm...yeah....soo...short chapie is short :/
Kiseop: Yeah, it is. *nods*
Eli: Is it just me or that chapter is a little uhmm...sad...?
ElseopLove: Haa~ I don't know...I wasn't in the best of moods when I was writing it plus my hard-disk gotten jabbed (by me...accidentaly) and I lost everything except the story!
Eli: You're unbelievable! You jabbed it?! How!
ElseopLove: weeelll~ you seee....*averts glance*
Kiseop: Anyways! I don't think the readers care about that! Now, let's continue!
*puff!*
AJ: Yeah! Kiseop is right! Ah~ My Kevinnie has his P.O.V.! I want too~!
Eli: Were did you come from! Aren't you in America?
AJ: Details, details! *makes motion with hand*
ElseopLove: AJ baby, your p.o.v. will be soon~ btw I had this new idea... *goes off with AJ while discussing*
Kiseop: *looks around* Well I think we're left alone...
Eli: *stalks closer* yeah it seems like it~
Kiseop: Uhm, Eli? I don't think this is a good place...
Eli: Wae? *corners Kiseop*
Kiseop: We have an audience...?
Eli: Ok, then... Everyone! You know, the usual... ElseopLove blah blah blah loves your comments and everything and the next update will be soon~blah blah blah so look forward to it and comment/subscribe~! Bye! Peace! \/(^__^) *turns to Kiseop* Where were we?
Kiseop:.....
Eli: ah yeah where I was ready to....*snap!*
ElseopLove: he turned off the laptop! Anyway, thanks for reading till here! the next chappie will be up soon~ and ugh! I got to make a real cover! Bye now~ :*
*runs to sis to make cover*
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