Jonghyun's POV 

 

Once again, I was walking through the streets, nowhere to go.  Yes, I strolled around just to escape Kibum and my parents.  I always lied and said I'd meet my friends, but actually I didn't even want to see them.  Not even at school.  They annoyed me like crazy, asking me why I changed so much, telling me that I'm not myself anymore.  But seriously, I gave a on them.  I didn't need them, not in times like these.  But what I knew was, that Kibum actually needed me like crazy.    I had noticed how he changed, how bad his grades got after I broke up with him.  He also looked horrible, almost like a ghost.
He was pale as and I also noticed the dark circles under his usually bright and beautiful eyes.  I heard him at night, when he walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge to search something to eat, but he always left the kitchen without eating anything.    I've been noticing that he lost weight, what made me worry a lot.  He already was so skinny and after he lost even more weight, he really looked sick.  So I watched him a lot, especially when it came to eating.  I noticed how he always forced himself to eat the food, even if it was just a little bit.  He always told us he's not that hungry and it's okay, that he would eat some of the rest later if he's hungry, but I knew he never did that.  And I, I felt like .  I caused him all this pain and really thought it would be the best for us.    The best...   I remembered how I heard him cry almost every night and also whine my name.  I knew he needed me, but yet I just couldn't let him get close to me again.  Our parents always looked at us that curiously and were asking weird questions.  As much as it hurt both of us, it needed to be that way.  I couldn't imagine, what would've happened if our parents found out.  It would've been worse that it already was, definitely...      So I was just walking through the little park near our house, as suddenly my cell phone vibrated.  I pulled it out of my pocket and glared at the screen in shock.  A message from Kibum !?  I felt a shiver run down my spine.  Why did he send me a message ? Did something bad happen ?!  My hands began to get all shaky and sweaty as I pressed the 'open message' button.  I gulped as I read what he texted me.    " Jonghyun, please come back home quickly. I think our parents really found out about us, I don't know what to do Jjong, I'm scared. "     No...  " . " I cursed, slipping my cell phone back into my pocket and immediately walked back home.    Just minutes later