Jonghyun's POV 

 

Hours passed slowly as Kibum was on the so called date with Nicole.  I tried to do some of my homeworks, but instead I began to think of them again. Slowly I got annoyed of my jealousy, but I just couldn't stop to think that she was more than just a friend to him.  I just was afraid to get hurt, because I never had feelings like these for someone ever before.    While I was lost in my thoughts, I received a text message from Kibum, making me jump up and open it quickly.  " I'll be home in a few minutes, I'm already on my way home. "   I smiled and threw my cell phone onto the couch, turning around to the door of the living room and walked into mine.  I wanted to have a romantic evening with Kibum before our parents would come home again and decorated the whole living room with candles and other things that would make a cozy atmosphere.  After I set up everything perfectly, I sat down next to the window in the living room and stared outside, waiting for him to come finally home.       Some minutes later I finally saw him walking down the street towards our house.  A bright smile appeared on my lips as I quickly lit all the candles and some slow and romantic music.  I was proud of my work and sat down onto the huge couch, waiting for him to come in.  " Jonghyun I'm back. " I heard his voice from the front door and then the sound of him kicking off his shoes.  " Jonghyun ? " He asked carefully and slowly walked into the living room.  I watched him staring around blankly and stood up from the couch, slowly approaching him.  " Hey. " I said, voice deeper that usual.  " Jjong, you did that ? " He asked in disbelief.  " Yes. "   " It's beautiful. " He spoke and looked straight into my eyes.  I smiled shortly and cupped his face into my hands to kiss him, but as my lips almost touched his, he turned his head to the side and bit his bottom lip.    " Kibum-"   " Jjong I... I-I need to tell you something. "  I let go of his cheeks and gazed at him, heart beating rapidly.  Kibum's eyes wandered around the floor as he began to speak again.  " I... After I brought her home, w-we stood in front of her door and...- "  " No..." I whispered, already feeling some tears well up in my eyes.  "-  I kissed her. " He muttered slowly glancing up to me.  " Kibum ...I... " I couldn't bring out more words that moment. " Jjong I'm so sorry I...I don't know. I just did it I... "  " How could you do this to me ? " I asked, voice being shaky.  " Jonghyun, please I love you-"  " Don't tell me you love me after you did something like that. " I said harsher than I actually wanted.  " Jonghyun really I- I don't like her that way okay ? I just... I don't