Kibum's POV 

  " Bummie....Hey sweetheart wake up ~. " I heard someone say softly.  " Jjong ? " I asked, letting my eyes slightly flutter open just to get disappointed.  It was my mother.  She chuckled shortly and over my messy hair.   " Come, we prepared breakfast for you and your brother. "  She smiled nicely and left the living room.  I rubbed my eyes so I could open them completely, what I couldn't before, because my eyelids were like glued together from my dried tears.  I hesitated a bit, before I stood up and stretched my arms in the air and yawned loudly.  I then walked into the hallway, wondering why my father stood at Jonghyun's door that was slightly opened and tried to press it more open.    " Jonghyun ? " He asked him through the door.  I carefully walked up behind my father, glancing into the slit of the door and saw Jonghyun's hand lying on the floor.  " D-Dad...seems like he's sleeping on the floor at the door. " I said lowly to him and pointed at Jonghyun's hand.  " What the hell is he doing there ? "   I bit my lip, moved my hand up to my collar and began to play with it nervously.  He slept on the floor, because of me.  I pressed my lips together and thought about our fight, not noticing that Jonghyun actually stood up and came out of his room to go into the kitchen.  I first noticed it as he bumped into my shoulder hardly.  " Ow..." I muttered and rubbed my shoulder, but I didn't get a sorry at all, the only thing that he did was gazing at me, eyes filled with hate.  My father followed him into the kitchen, just I was standing in the hallway, my shoulder and fighting against the tears that shot into my eyes.  I hated myself so much, but all I could do is to pretend that everything was fine in front of our parents.    " Kibum ? " My mother asked.  " I'm coming. " I immediately answered and sighed heavily as I stepped into the kitchen and sat down on my chair in front of Jonghyun.  " So my sweeties, did something interesting happen while we where in Daegu ? " Our mother asked and put us scrambled eggs onto our plates.  At first Jonghyun and I both kept silent, but after Jonghyun took a few bites of his food he began to speak.  " Well yeah, look Kibum...Uhm, am I allowed to tell our parents ? " He asked me, mouth slightly filled.  I didn't reply to that with words, I only nodded.  " Okay, look...Kibum began to date Nicole. " He said proudly to our parents, but I heard the pain in his voice, even though he covered it almost perfectly.  " Really ?! " My mother exclaimed happily and hugged me from the side.  " Aww that's so cute. "   " Yeah... " I almost whispered and pushed my plate a bit away from me.  " Look mum, I love your breakfast, but I'm not hungry, I'm sorry. I'd like to go into my room. "  " Oh...okay, no problem, just go. " She smiled and wanted to take the plate away, but then my father grabbed her wrist and pulled it back down.  " No, I gonna eat it. " He said and shoveled the food onto his still half filled plate.  I chuckled as I watched the scene, before I walked out of the kitchen, but not to