Jonghyun's POV   I turned around and left Key behind me.  Maybe I made a huge mistake to break up with him, but that moment it was the right decision in my eyes.  I just had to fight against the angel on my shoulder that was keep telling me to forgive him, that he just made a mistake.  Well I knew it was the truth, but he had really hurt me and even if I couldn't really understand myself, I just wanted that.  I whined desperately, running my hands through my already messy hair.  I needed to talk with someone, even if it was weird, but I needed to tell Jinki about it.  He was my friend since I was little, he would understand, right ?  Happily he didn't live that far away from the park, it maybe takes me 10 minutes to his house.  So soon I was standing in front of his door, being greeted by him and his warm and friendly smile.    " Hey, why are you suddenly here ? " He asked me cocking his head.  I sighed and looked up at him with a mixed expression.  " I wanted to ask If I can talk with you about something. "   " Is something bothering you ? " He asked me with a hint of worry in his voice, stepping aside so I could walk in.  " Well yeah, could we talk upstairs in your room ? " I asked him, lowering my voice a bit, because I didn't want his parents to notice I had a bit trouble in my life.    They treated me like their second son and would ask me what's up and I wasn't in the mood for telling lies again.  Jinki, who closed the front door quickly, walked up to me and wrapped his arm around my shoulder, pulling me to the stairs, before pushing me onto the first stair to walk up.  I lazily walked upstairs, followed by him.  " You really look tired. " He told me on our way upstairs.  " I know, I didn't sleep tonight. " I replied, walking into his room, immediately plopping down onto his bed right next to the door.  He came in right after me, chewing on his lower lip and pushing the door shut behind him.    " Alright then tell me what's up. " He said in a caring and comfortable kind of way.  " Uhm, promise me you won't think weird of me or something, okay ? " I asked him, being scared that he might be really disgusted.  " I promise. " He replied, smiling at me, but still showing he was serious.  " Alright. " I sighed and kneaded my knees nervously, watching my own hands.  " So uhm, I was clubbing with you and I told you that I was depressed because of my family right ? "  " Yep. "  " Well I lied, It was because of a certain member of it...Kibum. "   Jinki cocked his head to the side and scratched his temple.     " Kibum ? what happened ? "  " Well, once our parents were on a business trip and...we bought some alcohol and got drunk and then we...had . " I mumbled the last part, not daring to look up.  Jinki was silent I only heard him breathing.  " You...had ? " He asked me and I clearly heard that he was shocked.  " Y-yes...."   He gulped. " Well, tell me more. "   " U-uhm yeah... So we kind of got in a secret relationship a few days later and started dating and stuff, you know ? "  " Go on. "   " Well I...I really loved him, I still do, but he started dating t