Donghae’s POV

That was a pretty damn sweet story... they seemed like made for each other. And the good little boy inside of me felt sorry over the fact that they were going to be separated. But the bad boy in me couldn’t wait for it to happen. I loved her like crazy and it hurt me so much to see her with him.

And then Gabbi... She’d been a big help getting them together... had she ever tried getting me and Melissa together, barely. She said that she liked me and hoped that I would make Melissa forget about Heechul. But she said that for her, not for me. Deep down inside she wanted her to still be with Heechul. And now she wanted Melissa to be by his side till the end even if Heechul had a very good point with his idea of breaking up with her so that she wouldn’t get so hurt. I was actually really jealous of him for meaning so much to Melissa, for being so love by her and even by Gabbi, I wanted that love. I wanted to be the one that Melissa loved unconditionally. I wanted to be important enough to her so that she would cry because of me, that she would miss me like hell if we ever were apart or even broke up. I wanted her love so bad, the love that Heechul had.... And I wanted Gabbi to care for me enough so that she wouldn’t encourage Melissa to forget about me and get together with someone else if we were over. I wanted her to try to get us together. I wanted her to believe that we belonged together. Cuz I knew that she felt that way about Heechul and Melissa... They looked disgustingly perfect for one and other. And there he was dying. Life’s a and deep down I knew that I wanted Melissa to be happy even if that meant with Heechul not only these few days but forever... if only. , why wasn’t it me dying instead? Then I would be put out of this misery of seeing her with him...

“Great story” I told them. They had taken turns telling it, they had even finished off each other’s sentences. The love that surrounded them was so strong and it was so painful for me to witness

“Yeah...” Melissa said and Heechul placed a quick kiss on her lips. I noticed that it made her a little bit uncomfortable, well at least she cared about me enough to feel that way... Heechul noticed it too so he kissed her again but more intensely and then she couldn’t resist it anymore. I was playing a game that I would lose and Heechul wasn’t playing it fair...

“Hae we should go” Gabbi then whispered to me and grabbed my hands and lead me out of the room. Sigh... love ....

Heechul’s POV

When Gabbi and Donghae left I let go of Melissa and just looked at her. My princess, my beautiful princess. I was afraid of asking her but still, who could he be to her when she was here in my arms, kissing me, telling me to never leave her

“Melissa” I started and she looked at me with those beautiful amber eyes of her “Who is he for you?” I continued asking

“Who? Donghae?” she wondered and I nodded

“Yes, and I want the truth” I told her and her face twisted a bit

“Okey, we’re very good friends and maybe even more than that. That night you called we were going on our first date. I thought that I was over you but I’m not, I’m still madly in love with you Heechul” she said and I didn’t even know what to say. She had attempted to move on... Was I hurt? Yes and no. I was glad that she at least had tried but I was also glad that she had left all that to come to me. It hurt a little bit thinking about another guy loving her, a guy that wasn’t me. I was both sad and overjoyed though that she was still madly in love with me

“Oh...” I replied her simply not really knowing what to say but I regret it immediately that I didn’t say anything more because her beautiful eyes looked suffering

“If I’d known” she started but I cut her off by pressing my lips to hers, just like before

“Don’t” I told her “That was my plan from the start wasn’t it? It failed though but it was what I originally wanted for you. So don’t feel bad about it, I want you to move on after I leave you, remember?” I continued

“Yes...” she replied weakly, I couldn’t stand seeing her like that anymore so I wrapped my arms around her and buried my face in her hair. I smiled when I felt the smell of vanilla, she hadn’t changed her shampoo, and I had always loved how her hair always smelled like vanilla. “I know that you want me to move on but seriously Heechul, I don’t think that I can live without you” she said and I felt so destroyed

“Melissa, I want you to listen carefully to me now and don’t get mad at me, okey?” I then said and she looked at me suspiciously but nodded motioning me to carry on “When I die I don’t want you to do anything stupid, I know how you can get, you’re very emotional and breakable but you have to live, for me. Promise me that you won’t do anything in order to end your life” I told her and I saw her swallow hard like she was thinking about something painful and it made my stomach twist, it was like she had done something stupid before and that she now was trying her best to hide it

 “Heechul, I don’t want to live if you die” she started but I cut her off

“I don’t care if you don’t want to or not! You HAVE to live!” I said almost sounding panicked

“But without you life will lose its meaning” she told me but I shook my head

“Please do this for me! How can I leave you peacefully if you’re planning to kill yourself?”I questioned

“You can’t, so then you’ll stay with me, cuz if you don’t I’ll...” she said but I cut her off again

“Melissa just be quiet! You’re NOT going to freaking end your life just because I die!” I exclaimed, this was so frustrating! She couldn’t be doing this to me!

“You can’t tell me what to do!” she yelled back feeling upset “it is my decision if I want to continue living or not, not yours! Not after leaving me alone” she continued and that hit me hard

“Of course I can! If you love me then you’ll live, for me!” I yelled, I was starting to get really desperate

“I can’t believe that you just pulled out the “If you love me” card!” she said to me upset with tears staring to flood down her cheeks “You don’t understand Heechul! If it was me dying you would’ve thought the same thing!” she cried out and then she unwrapped my arms and stormed out of the room crying more than ever... and my heart was bleeding more than ever

Donghae’s POV

After sitting outside of his room (again) for about twenty minutes the door slammed open and out comes a crying Melissa, she ignored us and ran away. Gabbi motioned for me to stay when I stood up and then she ran after her. Great... I realized that Heechul was the reason why she had stormed out of the room and I felt the anger build inside of me. So I went into the room, I wanted to tell him a thing or two. When I came into the room I noted quickly that he was crying. But when he saw me he immediately dried his tears and looked at me painfully

“She said that she can’t live without me if I die” he then said and I got mad

“You don’t need to stick it up my face more than necessary you know! Don’t you think that it’s enough that I’m here in the first place watching the two of you!?” I snapped at him and Heechul looked very surprised

“You’re in love with her” Heechul then stated, it wasn’t a question and I froze, was I that obvious? “You’re in love with my girl” he continued

“She’s not your girl” I snapped at him

“She is and always has been, if she’s not my girl then why did she hurry here and threw herself in my arms and kissed me?” he asked and I felt a sting in my heart and just wanted to punch the guy, he was so annoying! “Donghae she’s my life” he continued

 “But you’re leaving her” I continued

“Oh my god! Are you stupid!? It’s not like I have a choice! I’m not freaking leaving her on purpose!” Heechul exclaimed and I realized that he was right, I was too mad to think about that “I would do anything, ANYTHING to be able to stay with her” he continued upset

“Sorry, I didn’t realize” I started but he cut me off

“Don’t, I understand, I guess” he told me and I smiled at him weakly

“Are you afraid?” I then after a while asked him

“Of dying?” he wondered and I nodded

“Yeah, are you?”

“No, I’m just afraid of how I’m leaving Melissa. She’s so breakable you know. I’m terrified of what shape I’ll be in. I’m so afraid of that she’ll be a living dead after I die” he said and his words hurt me, a living dead... It would kill me to see her like that. And his words also made me realize just how much he actually loved her

“Yeah I’ve noticed her fragility”

“She wants to kill herself you know, and I told her no and she got mad” he said and my eyes widened in shock, he had to be joking with me, but then again she had told me that day that she had a knife...

“Really?” I asked him anyways

“Yeah... she said that she don’t want to live without me, so I forbid her to kill herself and then she got mad at me” he told me and I shook my head

“Sometimes I wish she wasn’t such a drama queen” I muttered and Heechul chuckled

“To be honest I have never wished that” he said and I thought that he was crazy, such a strange guy

 “Donghae, listen...you seem like a good guy, god I can’t believe that I’m doing this but can you promise me to take care of her after I die? You seem to be able to take care of her and love her for who she is; well you probably already do, so just continue with that okey? Not that you’ll ever be able to love her as much as I do but I just want you to make her believe in love again, she has to move on, I’m not gonna be selfish” Heechul then said and it surprised me that he asked me that, he must really love her

“I promise” I said and he smiled weakly

“Thanks”

“Don’t worry about it, love makes you do crazy things after all” I told him and he nodded

“Tell me about it”

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