Seunghyun felt like crying. Not just crying, sobbing, screaming and asking, why must it be him?
Why?
Why had it to be him?
It was the first time in his life he was scared of death.
Until now, the 24-years-old man had never thought of the possibility to be dangerously ill.
It all started with a splitting headache. A headache that lasted several days. Seunghyun thought of a migraine and went to his physician.
While he walked through the dark streets of Seoul, he remembered the words of his doctor.
He had cancer. A tumor in his brain, and it was malignant.  The doctor had sent him immediately to the hospital where had been taken a probation of his tumor. And the test results were not positive.
Seunghyun was told to be hospitalized as soon as possible to undergo chemical treatment, but he refused. One of the docs said there could be the possibility that the tumor would shrink and disappear on its own, so they came to the compromise that the young rapper would continue on living like before. But he’d have to come to the hospital once a week so the doctors could take a look at him and his tumor.
He was told not to lose his hope, there was a high possibility for him to recover again.
But it was hard. It was so ing hard.