Kyungsoo POV:

"Are you alright?" I asked sitting next to Luhan.

"No." Luhan replied wiping his eyes.

I rubbed Luhan's back soothingly. Luhan suddenly grabs me into a hug and he sobs.

"Shhhhh .... its alright." I said softly.

"I hate him, I hate him so much." Luhan sobbed into my shoulder.

"You dont hate him, he can ..... sometimes do stupid things but you could never hate him." I replied and pull back.

I grab a tissue from my pocket and wipe Luhan's eyes and nose. Luhan rubs his eyes, they were red and puffy.

"Your right, I cant hate him. I love him to much." Luhan whispered.

My eyes widened and then I smiled. Luhan let out a tiny yawn.

"You can lay your head on my lap if you want to sleep for alittle. Im sure being away from the camera wont be a problem." I said.

Luhan nodded and laid his head on my lap. I hummed softly as I softly his hair.

"I envy you." 

I looked down at Luhan, confused.

"W-why?" I said softly.

"You have such a special relationship with Kai." Luhan replied. "I can tell he loves you alot."

I couldn't say anything, he loved me? I was about to say something until I noticed Luhan was already asleep. I sighed. 

Kai POV:

I sat in the tent as if I was waiting for Kyungsoo to come back, I didnt know what I was even doing in the tent still. I shook my head and went out the tent. A few feet away I see Kyungsoo and Luhan; Hes laying his head on Kyungsoo's lap and I hear Kyungsoo's softly humming. 

I gulp as a stab of jealousy goes through me. I turn away. I know that Kyungsoo is just comforting Luhan. Though I wish that I was the only one getting her attention. I go over to Sehun. 

"Whats with Luhan?" I ask.

Sehun looks at me and looks away. 

"Its nothing, I just had an argument with him thats all." Sehun said.

"Thats not nothing." I replied. "What did you guys argue about?"

"....... I .... I dont remember how it started but it just ended up wit Luhan crying and going over to the tent." Sehun sighed. "I didnt mean to make him cry."

"What'd you say to him?" I asked. 

"I .... I told him ... Okay I was really mad and I didnt understand why Luhan was getting so upset even though I just confessed; I liked him and .... I told him ... that ... He probably flirted so much with the Exo M members that he didnt realize my feelings." Sehun said quietly. "I didnt mean it, I was just mad. Thats all."

"Thats harsh. You do know that its just all fanservice." 

I shook my head. I wanted to whack Sehun on the head but I controlled myself and continued to look at Kyungsoo and Luhan.  

"Later you should probably apologize. You dont want Luhan to leave Korea with a heavy heart." I said.  

"Yeah, I know. I wont let him leave until I apologize." Sehun replies. 

I nod and pat his back. 

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"Kai ...." 

I shifted and ignored the angelic voice.

"Kai!" I open my eyes but close them again.

I hear a soft sigh and a gentle hand is on my shoulder shaking me. I finally open my eyes and find a very angelic girl staring down at me.

"Yes? Do you need something Kyungsoo?" I asked groggily.

"Were leaving." Kyungsoo replied softly. "I already put your stuff into the car, so you just need to get into the car." 

"You didnt have to do that." I yawned. 

"Well, I did now cmon." Kyungsoo said holding her hand out.

I grabbed it without hesitation and pulled myself up. Kyungsoo smiled.

"Are you excited were going back? Its only been one day and I already miss our room." Kyungsoo said.

I wonder why Kyungsoo is acting like nothing happened between us? Is she wondering why I kissed her? Does she know how I feel? So many questions yet no answers.

"Yeah, it feels good. Cant wait to sleep on my bed." I replied.

We both get into the car and sit next to each other. I fall back asleep.

Kyungsoo POV:

I looked out the window of the car. I could feel my heartbeat still pumping fast from Kai. I realized something earlier. I liked Kai, more than a brother or a friend. I had to stop this feeling. What happens if I turn back into a guy? and Kai is only interested because I was a girl. I took my hand that was still in Kai's gasp and pulled out of it.

My hand started to shake in my lap. I crossed my fingers so it wouldnt be so noticeable. Will he still want to be around me? I think silently. It'll feel so different without him always being there, I mean we wont be so far from each other but .... he probably wont be as close to me as now.

I take a deep breath and shake my head slightly. This stupid feeling. I feel a sharp around my fingers and I must have added pressure to my crossed fingers, I separate them and stretch my fingers. A clammy hand goes around mine. I look up and see Kai. 

I take a gulp and try to smile at him.

"My hands cold." Kai said.

"It doesnt feel like it." I reply.

"Well it is." 

Kai puts his head on my shoulder and hes nodding off again. I could feel a smile errupting on my lips. I might as well enjoy it until the very end.

"I .... I love you." I whisper softly.