Super Junior has been busy with their schedule, Donghae rarely sees Hyerin and too bad for him that he has to go to Thailand for some fliming, calls and messages are the only thing that he can rely on while he’s away.  It’s bad luck for Donghae but its a good luck for Gu Donghae this gives me a chance to spend more time with Hyerin, he always visiting her at the apartment, waiting her off to work to have some dinner and a lot more, he make sure that he paid the one year that has been waste.

                One usual morning at Hyerin’s apartment, Ryewook is there cooking some breakfast for them, Kyuhyu is playing his games at Hyerin working room while Hyerin reading the books that Kyuhyun bought for her.

                Ding…Dong….

                “Kyuhyunssi, can you get the door” Ryewook yelled out

                “I’ll get it, wookie oppa” Hyerin stood up

                “I’ll get it, sit down” Kyuhyun stand up from his seat to open the door.

                “Who is it?” he said at the intercom

                “Who are you?” said the person outside

                “You are the one who disturbing this apartment, who are you? Kyuhyun got irritated

                “I’m Gu Donghae, Hyerin fiancee”

                “Oh, you mean ex-fiancee of Hyerin, who comes back from the dead” Kyuhyun with his sharp words

                “Is Hyerin there?” Gu Donghae ask

                “She’s not here” Kyuhyun

                “Can I get in?” Gu Donghae

                “No, you can’t, I’m busy, go away” Kyuhyun

                “Hyunnie, who is that? Hyerin comes out from her workroom

                “No one” Kyuhyun denying

                Hyerin stare at Kyuhyun suspectingly, she open the door herself.

                “Donghae oppa, what are you doing here?’ Hyerin letting Gu Donghae in

                “I thought you are not here” Gu Donghae

                “Hyunnie, must playing his jokes again” Hyerin

                “Hyunnie?” Gu Donghae as they fully enter the apartment, Kyuhyun was still there with cross arms in hi chest

                “Donghae oppa, this is Cho Kyuhyun he is also Jungsu oppa’s bandmate, hyunnie this is Gu Donghae my..” she was cut off by Kyuhyun

                “Your EX-fiancee” Kyuhyun emphasize the word EX

                “Hyunnie!?” Hyerin hit Kyuhyun in his shoulder

                “Yah! That hurts” Kyuhyun drag Hyerin to be on his side “It’s what Leeteuk hyung said to us”

                “Aishii, Hyunnie just be quite or I’ll destroy your games” Hyerin

                “Yah, Park Hyerin don’t you dare touch my games or you will be dead” Kyuhyun flick Hyerin’s forehead

                Gu Donghae didn’t like as he goes between the two “What do you think you’re doing?”

                “What is your problem?” Kyuhyun

                “Donghae oppa it’s ok, hyunnie just playing with me, we always flicking each other forehead” Hyerin go in between the two

                “But…” Gu Donghae

                “It’s ok” Hyerin scratching her forehead “By the way why are you here?”

                “I was going to ask you for breakfast then we can go somewhere afterwards” Gu Donghae

                “Neh, sure, I’m just going to change my clothes”

                “Yah, Park Hyerin, are you forgetting something?” Kyuhyun check Hyerin forehead

                “Oh, wookie oppa” she remembered “Donghae oppa can we have breakfast here instead, wookie oppa is cooking now, he will get mad if I don’t eat what he cooked” Hyerin fixing her bangs because Kyuhyun didn’t fixed it

                “Kyuhyunssi, Rinnie the food is ready” Ryewook yelled out at the kitchen

                Kyuhyun drag Hyerin along with him to the kitchen. Gu Donghae follow them

                “What did you cook Ryewookssi?” Kyuhyun let Hyerin sit first then he sits next to Hyerin

                “I cooked some fish stew” Ryewook as he place a hot pot on the table  

                “Wookie oppa, did you make some extra we have some visitor?” pointing out Gu Donghae who’s just standing there

                “Annyoung haseyo, I’m Gu Donghae Hyerin’s” “EX-fiancee” he was cut-off again by Kyuhyun

                Hyerin hit Kyuhyun’s head, he glared at her

                “I told you to keep quite right” Hyerin

                “Donghae oppa sit down”

Gu Donghae look to where he will seat, he wants to sit next to Hyerin but he knows that there is no way that Kyuhyun will move from where he was, so he just sit across to Hyerin.

                “This is Kim Ryewook, he is also a band member of Jungsu oppa” Hyerin introduced Ryewook

                “It’s nice to meet you, sorry for the inconvenience” Gu Donghae

                “No, it’s ok, be comfortable?” Ryewook look (is he a hyung or dongsaeng) at Hyerin

                “Oh, he is same age as you wookie oppa, it means he is older than this person beside me”

                “I’m an early so it doesn’t count” Kyuhyun pointed out

                “Really? Can we talk comfortable?” Ryewook ask

                “Sure, I’m not used with this formality thing” Gu Donghae          

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                After that delicious meal courtesy by Ryewook, Hyeirn and Gu Donghae went out together. They are walking along the street wondering around where to go, Hyerin eyes searching for something at the street.

                “Where do you want to go?” Gu Donghae ask

                “I don’t know, where do you want to go Donghaessi” her eyes on store windows

                “Donghaessi?” Gu Donghae in his mind, he shake his head to remove whatever he was thinking right now

                “Do you want to see movies?” Gu Donghae

                “Anni, there’s nothing to watch, all the movies that being shown today are about ghost or scary things” Hyerin drag Gu Donghae at accessory stand

                “You like those kinds of movies” Gu Donghae

                “But, you will get scared; you hate movies about ghost or something scary” Hyerin busy looking at the accessories.

                “We both love those kinds of movies” Gu Donghae

                “Donghaeyah, don’t push it, if we watch you will not be able to sleep at night again” Hyerin

                “Hyerinssi” Gu Donghae losing is patient

                “What?” Hyerin looked innocent as he turn to Gu Donghae holding a bunch of hairbands

                Gu Donghae takes a deep breath to subside whatever he feels at that moment

                “Are you buying all of that?” Gu Donghae

                “Neh” then she turn to the vendor “How much ahjumma?”

                “6000 won” Ahjumma

                Hyerin pick her wallet out

                “I’ll pay for it” Gu Donghae offer

                “Anni, I’m going to pay for it” Hyerin gave her payment to the ahjumma

                “Kamsahamnida ahjumma” Hyerin happily put the hairband to her bag

                “What are you going with all of that?” Gu Donghae curiously ask

                “I’m going to give this with my oppas” Hyerin

                “What?” Gu Donghae was confused

                “It’s an idol thing, so don’t bother too ask”

                “Do you want to go to lotte world?” Gu Donghae ask again

                “Why do you want to go to Lottle World, you’re afraid of rides, right?”

                “But I’m not afraid of any rides; in fact I really like it” Gu Donghae raise his tone a little bit

                Hyerin turn to him, as she finally realized that she was with Gu Donghae “Oh, I forgot about that, Mianhe oppa”

                “Do you want to go?” Gu Donghae ask again

                “Anni, let’s just go somewhere else” Hyerin

                “Then let’s watch some movie” Gu Donghae

                “Araso”

                The two went to a movie house to watch, Hyerin is quietly watching the movie while Gu Donghae have something in his mind.

Gu Donghae’s POV

                It’s like she a different person from Hyerin that I’m with before, she change a lot within one year. We’ve been going out for almost two weeks and I feel like I’m a stranger to her.

              Yes, she is with me right now, holding her hand but it feel like I’m with a different person right now, like what happen at the accessory stand, she won’t fight back if I insist to do something for her.

Like this one, I will try to kissed her

          “Donghae oppa, what are you doing?” she moved back and looking at me like puzzle

            “I just wanted to kiss my fiancee, Is that bad?”

                “Not in here, we’re in public place”

                    “In Paris we always kissed each other” I try to please her with my puppy eyes

                    “This is Korea not Paris,to the fact that I’m the sister of super junior leader Leeteuk, people might see or recognize me and it can affect Jungsu oppa’s image, just watch the movie” she is annoyed now from the tone of her voice

                   She always saying same reason to me everytime I want to be initimate with her when we’re going out.

                They went back from watching, Gu Donghae still trying to please Hyerin for making her annoyed but she remind unmove until the end of the movie Hyerin didn’t say any words. Gu Donghae brought Hyerin to a French restaurant for dinner, he reseved some special room for just the two of them.

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Gu Donghae’s POV

                “Are you still mad at me?” I slide my right hand forward to touch her hand but again she pulls it away

                “I’m not mad at you” she said now her cold voice was gone

                “I won’t do it again, I promise, please don’t get mad at me” I successful reach her hand, and place it at the top of table, I‘m holding to her hand now.

               “Donghae oppa” her tone change again like she will say something that she can’t say it

           “What is it?” I ask

              “I have something to tell you…it’s me and…”

              She was about to say something when the food are ready to be served. I was relief there for a second.

Ring Ring Ring Ring

               “Yobuseyo? Jungsu oppa”

It was her brother; he still doesn’t trust me, he always calls Hyerin for every one hour.

                  “Neh, I’ll be home early, neh, Don’t forget to eat, araso, bye oppa” she put down her phone beside the table, I think she’s been expecting a call.

                 “Let’s start” I said

                We start eat but there an awkward air is going around us, we never been like this before, we always talk about a lot of things while having our dinner.

                “Baby, are you close with Jungsu hyung’s member?” I wasn’t supposed to ask that one but there’s nothing I could think of.

                “Neh, because I used to with them at their dorm” what did she just say; she live with them and her brother allow that to happen.

                “You live with them? Why?” I need some explanation, how come my fiancée living in a house with full of guys.

                “When I get back from Paris I was staying at our old house until somebody broke our house and I was injured for fighting back, Jungsu oppa was worried to leave me there alone so he drags me to live on their dorm for awhile until he can find an apartment for me”

                “It must be hard for you” I know her, she’s too shy being around with people especially with guys, that is why she always needs me by her side.

                “Neh, it was hard at first, they all have different mood, temper and crazy mind but later on I can get along with it.” she’s describing them enthusiastically like she didn’t get a hard time being with all those guys.

                “Are they all staying at one apartment” I want to know more

                “Anni, there are two dorms, one is at 11^th floor where Jongwoon, Sungmin, Ryewook, Hyukjae oppa and hyunnie were staying and then on the 12^th floor where I stay with Jungsu oppa, Heechul oppa, and Donghae. Siwon and Donghee oppa are not staying at the dorm but sometimes when Zhoumi oppa and Henry are in here the stay at 12^th floor dorm.”

                What there still more members, how come Jungsu hyung let Hyerin live with more than ten guys in one roof. What if something happen when he’s gone, they still men and Hyerin still a woman.

                “Jungsu hyung let you stay there with all of those guys, what if something happen to you while he was gone, what if” I’m getting furious

                “Jungsu oppa won’t leave me just like that if he knows the place is not safe for me and they won’t do anything to harm me”

                “Really? How sure you are?” i just raise my voice

                Before she can answer, her phone rings, who is it this time? Is there will be a day that no one from her super junior oppa will call her; I admit it pissed me off, she was about to answer it went I grab it from her hand and throw it away

                “What is wrong with you?” she yelled and stood up from her seat

                “I…I’m…just” her yell woke me up from myself

                “I want to go home” she pick her broken phone and walk towards the door, I manage to grab her arm.

                “Wait… I’m sorry, I just lose my temper back there but I’m sorry”

                “Let’s just end it here” she said with cold voice

                “Are you breaking up with me?” I ask her

“Donghae oppa, let go”

                “What?” I was shock to her words

                “Let go of me, I want to go home, I’m tired” she remove my hand off her

                I can’t let her leave like this; I hug her from the back

                “Please, stay here, I won’t get angry again, I promise”

                “Donghae oppa, I want to go home” she still insisting to go

                “Ok, I’ll let you go if you promise me that we’re going to talk about this tomorrow” she can’t be breaking up with me, no, never.

                I heard her sigh before answering me “Araso, can I go now?”

                “I’ll take you back home”

                “Anni, you can just go home, I’ll take a cab from here” she release herself from me and went out of the room without looking back at me.

                I know she said to me to go home but I’m just so curious about what is going one with her, she change a lot over for one year. I thought she was going to take a cab right in front of the restaurant but she walk down on the street and stop by a food shop,is she still hungry we just have dinner. After five minutes, she went out of the store with two bag of plastic on her hand with a smile on her face then she took a cab from there, I got more curious about it so I follow her along.

                Like she said to me she went home after buying some food, she took an elevator and I took the other one. I still following her, I hide myself at one corner,  she was walking along the hallway humming happily, she open her apartment door, so there is nothing to worry about it anyway, I was about to leave when I heard something that makes me turn around

                “What took you so long my angel?” voice of a man

                What angel? Who’s angel? I peek to see who is calling my fiancée as his angel

                “Mianhe, are you hungry? I bought something for you”

                She went inside the apartment; I don’t see who’s with her right now on her apartment. As the door close I run towards to it.

Other POV

                “What took you so long my angel?” Donghae is already waiting for Hyerin at the door

                “Mianhe, are you hungry? I bought something for you” Hyerin show the bag to Donghae as she enters inside.

                 Donghae took the bag from Hyerin’s hand; they both went to the kitchen.

                “I’ve been calling you but you won’t pick up”

                “My phone got broken, I accidentally drop it on the street” Hyerin lied about her phone, she knows that Donghae will get mad to she tells what happen at the restaurant.

                “You should be more careful, huh” Donghae

                “Araso, so, how was Thailand?” she ask while taking out the food from the bag, Donghae is just sitting beside her

                “It was fine” Donghae answer while opening all the food that Hyerin bought

                “I bet you have a great time over there” Hyerin sit down

                “Hmmmmm… Thailand is a beautiful place..” Donghae put his point finger on his lips

                “I knew it you wil….” she was cut off by Donghae kiss

                “But it will be more beautiful if you are there with me”

Donghae pull her to sit on his lap, sitting like a baby.

                “I miss you” Donghae turn Hyerin head to face him and kiss her again

                “Did you miss me?” Donghae ask in between their kisses

                “Let me just think about it first” Hyerin smirk

                “My angel doesn’t miss me but I miss her a lot, if I can just put you in my pocket I will, so you’ll be always with me.”

                Hyerin broke the kiss and she lean her head on Donghae’s shoulder

                “Are you with him before you got home?” Donghae knew it already

                “Neh” Hyerin sad voice

                “Are you feeling bad because of me?” Donghae

                Hyerin didn’t answer

                “There is nothing to feel bad for me, I’m okay and I understand it completely” Donghae tighten his hug to Hyerin

                “Mianhe, Donghaessi it’s just tha..” before Hyerin could say another word Donghae kiss her

                “As long as you want me to stay, I’m going to be ok, I won’t let you go because you are my girl” Donghae “Saranghae my angel”

                “. . . . . . . “

                “Still shy to say it to me”

                Donghae lean his forehead t o Hyerin’s

                “It’s ok; you will say those words to me later on” Donghae kiss her again

                “You should eat now” Hyerin goes back to her seat

Hyerin’s POV

                Mianhe, my Donghaessi, I can’t still say those words to you, I know that you been wanting to hear it but I feel like I still don’t deserve to speak those words to you, please wait a little bit my fishy.  I just need to fix things first so you won’t get hurt, for now let those words remain unspoken.

Gu Donghae POV

                I really want to go inside to see who is that man she with right now. Is she cheating on me? Anni, she is the most loyal person that I ever known, she will not do that to me. But still, she is there inside with another man, just the two of them what if something happens between them.

               In my raging anger I punch the wall with my right hand, it hurts the pain is not coming from the fist but in my heart. I feel so threaten right now, it is the first time I feel this way, she been mine before and she will be forever.

              I won’t let you have Hyerin,  whoever he was I won’t let him get my wife away from me, I endure a year without her in my life now I’m back I going to get her back no matter what happen, I won’t let anyone ruin our love for each other. She only belongs to me, only  to me.

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