Can i love again?

Hyung's little sister

     Leeteuk never let go of Hyerin’s hand wherever he go, even in the airport he never let his sister out of sight that makes Donghae hard to approach Hyerin. And eveytime he will approach her, Leeteuk will always gave him a death glare to move away.

At the hotel room of Hyerin

                Hyerin is busy preparing herself to go out in the city, while the other will go to their practice

                Knock Knock

                “Come in” Hyerin

                “Hyerinssi” Donghae finally get a chance to go at Hyerin's room, he enter the room and sit at Hyerin’s bed

                “What is it?” Hyerin

                “Here” Donghae giving a basic Chinese language book to Hyerin

                “What is this?” Hyerin walk towards Donghae

                “It’s my book when I’m starting to learn Chinese language, you can have it” Donghae

                Hyerin smile at him “I mean what am I going to do with this?”

                “You’re going around the city right; you’ll need this to ask or talk with locals here” Donghae

                “I don’t need this” Hyerin throw the book on the bed

                She looked at mirror to fix her hair, Donghae notice that she’s not wearing the bracelet that he gave.          

                “Where’s my gift to you?” Donghae sulking

                “On the side table, I don’t want to get it wet when I wash my hand so I put it there for awhile”

                Donghae get the bracelet on the side table went closer to Hyerin.

                “Don’t ever remove this” he put back the bracelet on Hyerin

                “Wae?” Hyerin

                “Please” Donghae

                “Is there a problem between you and Jungsu oppa?” Hyerin get back to the mirror

                Donghae suddenly back hug Hyerin, he wrap his arms around Hyerin waist, trapping her arms on his arms and putting his chin on right shoulder of Hyerin, they both looking at the mirror.

                “Bouya? Donghaeyah” Hyerin struggling to get out on Donghae arms

                “Call me oppa” Donghae pouting

                “Let go” Hyerin

                “Call me oppa”

                “Wae?”

                “Wae? You call everyone oppa except me” Donghae whining

                “As if you’re acting like one, let go now” Hyerin

                “Aniyo, call me oppa then I’ll let you go” Donghae

                “Fine fine…Donghae…op…” Hyerin hesistating

                “Yes, go on..you can do it” Donghae is listening very carefully

                “Donghae..op..pa” Hyerin finally said it

                Donghae smile beautifully, his heart is jumping up for joy after hearing that           

                “I didn’t hear anything, repeat it” Donghae bossing around

                Hyerin nudge Donghae with her elbow that makes him let go of her “Yah, I already said it, I don’t want to repeat myself”

                “It just nice to hear it from you” Donghae whisper

                “What?” Hyerin

                “Nothing, I said you even look more beautiful today” Donghae move closer to her again         

                “Yah, stop annoying me and get out of my room” Hyerin

                “Araso” Donghae get out of the room then comes back again “Hyerinssi, saranghae” making a heart sign

                “Yah, get out” Donghae out again

                Hyerin still fixing her hair “Annoying fish” but she smiles after that

Skip

                The super junior member and their staff are eating at the hotel buffet room before going to their room.

                “Jungsu oppa I’m going now” Hyerin

                “Aren’t you going to eat?” Leeteuk

                “No, I’m just going to eat when I get hungry”              

                “Here” Leeteuk giving his credit card to Hyerin

                “Wae? I have my own” Hyerin

                “It’s included in my birthday gift to you but don’t over spend it” Leeteuk

                “Araso, as if I’m going to do that” Hyerin putting the credit card on her bag

                “Hyerinssi, where are you going?” Ryewook ask on other table

                “Going out to the city” Hyerin

                “Do you know way around here?” Siwon

                “I’m ok” Hyerin confidently answer

                “Yah, dongsaeng what if you lost your way” Kyuhyun is getting worried

                “Hyunnie don’t worry, if you know between left and right, forward backward, north south west east you will never lost in any place, especially when you know how to read a map” Hyerin show her map

                Kyuhyun gave a sign to Henry to speak in Chinese

                “Kyuhyun hyung, I thought she will be lost here if she go out alone” Henry and his broken Chinese

                “Henry it should be think not thought” Hyerin correct Henrys sentence in Chinese also

                They all surprise that Hyerin is better speaker than all of them

                “Do you know how to speak…” Siwon, now they talk in chinese

                “Yeh, uncle sad it better to be equipt with something in case of emergency”

                “Yah, stop talking like that, you’re making my head hurts” Heechul

                “I’m off now” Hyerin

                “Be careful and call me if you’re going to drop by at the concert hall” Leeteuk

                “Yeh, oppa”

                “Bye manager oppa, bye cordi unnie”

 

Skip

                Hyerin was enjoying her trip around the city of Taipei sightseeing, eating local foods and taking picture. Then there was a photo gallery that attracts her attention, she went there and to her surprise there is something that she doesn’t need to see when everything seems going smooth between her and Donghae.

 

Skip

                At the concert hall

                Super Junior is doing their practice when Hyerin arrived at the dressing room.

                “Hyerinssi you’re back how’s your trip?”  cordi unnie

                “Its fine unnie” Hyerin seat at the sofa and lean back, looking so tired

                “I think you went to many places you look so tired” cordi unnie

                “Neh, Unnie miane, I didn’t get anything for you on my way back” Hyerin

                “It’s ok, you’re such a sweet kid like your brother” the cordi unnie sit next to Hyerin

                “Unnie, can I?” Hyerin pause

                “What is it?” cordi unnie

                “Nothing, unnie” Hyerin move her head sideways

                “You want to go outside to see them in practice?” the cordi is bother to sudden change in Hyerin’s mood

                “Is that ok?” Hyerin

                “Yeh, come on now” cordi unnie

                Hyerin together with the cordi went out they seated at the side of the backstage to take a look what going on, the other members are resting a bit because it’s time for super junior m rehearsal.

                “This is your first time seeing them like this?” cordi unnie

                “yeh, unnie”

                The music started

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eH9X9GhI5Sc&feature=related

 

Kyuhyun: when it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again

                   sitting in the shop at the end of the road

                   I ordered a cup of missing(you)

Zhoumi: When it’s tomorrow,we can only let love pass by

                Before daybreak, two peoples smiling faces

                Will become a yellowed photograph

Ryewook: around me (Donghae: loneliness is spreading)

                    Vision (is being blurred by tears)

                  I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

Siwon: When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side

             When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone

             Just like the ending of a movie

Henry: our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears

Kyuhyun: Broken promises all over the ground

                   The yesterday that cannot be pieced together again

                   But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle

Henry: But your voice is drifting further and further away

Donghae: Love is still lingering in my room

                   Before the memory becomes real, in a moment

                  It felt like you were in front of my eyes

 

                Hyerin felt some aching in her heart again, she breathe is getting shorter, she hold her chest tighter as she could.

                “Are you ok?” cordi unnie

                “Animida, unnie can you get me some water please” Hyerin

                “Ok, wait here”

 

Zhoumi: without you, love starts to hibernate

                Loneliness will occupy everyday

                I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street        

Ryewook: That place where we once embraced

Kyuhyun: is the roof under which we once sought shelter from the rain together

 

                Tears starts to fall down on her face as the pain inside her chest is getting worst every second, every breathe she takes is like someone is stabbing her heart.

                “Mianhe, Donghaessi, Mianhe, it’s not supposed to be like this, mianhe” She grip her chest tighter

 

Donghae: I still miss the past when we were in love

Zhoumi: I am still waiting for you to return to my side

                Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow

Ryewook: I hit the pause on the time until you appear again

                    I cannot stand the days without you

                   I love you, it will not change

Kyuhyun: I’ll be loving you till eternity    

 

                “Hyerinssi, are you alright? Why are you crying?” the cordi when back with a glass of water on her hands

                “It's nothing, Please tell Jungsu oppa that I’m going back to the hotel” Hyerin stood up, wiping her tears

                “Hyerinssi, are you alright?” cordi unnie

                “Yeh, unnie, I’m just tired that’s all” Hyerin run away from that place

                Donghae saw Hyerin on her way out crying.

                “Noona, is Hyerin just arrived here?” Donghae

                “Neh, she was here, but she already left she said that she will go back to the hotel but she’s crying on her way out”

                “Wae?” Donghae was bothered

                “I don’t know, maybe your song is just too sad that makes people cry”

                Donghae is getting worried about Hyerin, he knows that there something happen to her, every break he tries to call her but there’s no answer.

                “Hyerinssi, what’s wrong? If you hear this call me back”

                Another minutes pass

                “Hyerinssi, did you received my message, tell me what’s happening?”

                Another minutes pass

                “Hyerinssi, are you alright? Please call me back”

Skip

                They are back at the hotel tired from the practice, they all need to get some rest for the tomorrow’s concert, Donghae is dying to go upstairs to see Hyerinssi but how can he do that without Leeteuk seeing him going to Hyerin’s room.

                Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Zhoumi, Henry and Yesung are the first one who went up to the elevator, they are walking at the hall way.              

                Leeteuk knock on Hyerin’s room to check on her when he heard as scream inside the room, Leeteuk was alarmed by the scream, lucky for him the door wasn’t lock.             

                They found Hyerin on her bed, curling her whole body, screaming in pain as she sleeps.

                “Ahhhhh…………………..” Hyerin scream in pain as tears falls down on her eyes

                Donghae noticed that Hyerin’s room was open and he heard all the commotion so he run towards to the room.

                Leeteuk went to Hyerin’s bed, he gently tap Hyerin that startled her to wake up

                “It’s ok, It’s me Jungsu oppa” Leeteuk

                “Oppa” Hyerin immediately hug her brother

                “Jungsu oppa “Hyerin cried out

                “It’s alright, it’s alright, it’s just a dream” Leeteuk

                “It hurts here, it really hurts” Hyerin tapping her chest so hard

                Leeteuk hold her hand to stop her from hitting herself

                “I miss him, I really miss him, why does he leaves me here, I miss him so much” Hyerin cried and bury her face to Leeteuk chest.

                As for Donghae who witnessing all that doesn’t know what to do, he was hurting too but into different way, first he was hurting because he can’t do anything to his beloved, second was seeing his beloved crying and hurting for some other guy that he can’t compete with.

                Leeteuk stay in Hyerin’room to put her to sleep, Hyerin is finally sleeping peacefully. When Leeteuk is going to leave he was Hyerin’s phone blinking someone is calling her.

                “Yobuseyo?” Leeteuk answer the phone

                “Hyung!?”

                “Why are you not sleeping yet Donghae?” Leeteul strict voice

                “I’m ju…just…wanted to know if she alright?” Donghae

                “Didn’t I tell you to stay away from her” Leeteuk

                “Wae? Why are you asking me to stay away from her” Donghae

                “I don’t have time for this, just do what I tell you to do, this is your last warning stay away from her Lee Donghae” Leeteuk hang up the phone

                Hyerin was awakened by her brother yelling.

                “Jungsu oppa, why are you yelling at” Hyerin

                “It’s nothing” Leeteuk get back to the bed lie down beside Hyerin “Go back to sleep, oppa won’t leave you”

                “Oppa, it wasn’t supposed to be like that” Hyerin

                “What is it?” Jungsu          

                “I hurt him, I really hurt him” Hyerin drift off to sleep”

Skip

                The next morning, after breakfast Leeteuk check Hyerin on her room. Hyerin was all sitting on the bed drying her hair all dressed up.

               “Where are you going?” Leeteuk sit at the back of Hyerin takes the towel off her hand, he do the hair drying for her.

                “I just need to find out something” Hyerin

                “I should go with you” Leeteuk

                “No oppa, I have to do this by myself and you’re going to be busy today” Hyerin

                “Oppa, can I ask you something?”

                “What is it?” Leeteuk

                “Did something happen between you and Donghaessi?

                “Wae? Did he say something to you?” Leeteuk turn Hyerin around to face him

                “Anni, I just felt it, you were so cold towards him, are you angry of him because of me?” Hyerin

                “It’s not like that princess” Leeteuk deny it

                “You like him as your dongsaeng but you don’t like him for me do you” Hyerin

                “Hyerinssi, I just don’t want to see you get hurt again” Leeteuk

                “You don’t need to worry, there’s nothing going on between us and there will none in the future”

Skip

Super junior pressconference

                “This question is for Leeteuk; your sister is Park Hyerin right? How do you feel about that your sister become a model on a photo that has just been awarded in two consecutive awards in photography?”

                “What?” Leeteuk was clueless about what the reporter is saying

                “This is your sister right?” the reporter show a picture of Hyerin

                It’s a picture of Hyerin capturing her tears at the right moment that it will drop on her eyes, its like she was crying in somewhere open field that the reflection of the sunset can be seen on her soft and gentle face that makes the picture mesmerizing to look at.        

                “This photo titled as Tears of Eternal Pure Love, it won two consecutive award in the world of photography, this photo is exhibit in a photo gallery here in Taipei, you can see there that model name was Park Hyerin and the photographer was Gu Donghae.” The reporter said

                Luckily, Leeteuk can think fast like lightning, he able to think of his answer right away.

                “Oh yeah, it was taken two years ago while my sister still studying in Paris, she just help her friend that’s all but she had no intention to be a model or something like that”

                Meanwhile in a photo gallery where Hyerin was yesterday, she was standing in front of her picture, the same picture that the reporter show to Leeteuk, she’s been standing there for almost two hours now.

                “So this is how you answer me?” Hyerin starts to cry again

                “Is this how you tell me that I betray you? Huh?”

                Hyerin looked at the card name on the side of the photo, it’s been a long time since the last time she saw the name of Gu Donghae, it hurt her but at the same time she feel so happy.             

                “You still here?” an old man approach her

                “Yeh, sir” Hyerin politely answer the old man

                “This picture is been here for one year now; it said that the photographer died on such a young age.”

                “Yeh, I heard that also”

                “This photo is title as tears of eternal pure love, do you know why is that?” the old man asked

                “Mr. Can you tell why?” Hyerin

                “The person who brought this picture said that, the girl on the picture was the photographer first and eternal love. On his death bed the young man is worried about this girl, he was worried that he will make her cry in all her lifetime, he said that her tears is so precious when you see her tears it will break your heart, her tears for him, he will bring it until his grave and he will love her until the next time they will see each other again” The old man

                Hyerin starting to cry hard, she can feel the pain in her heart again.              

                “Their love for each other are too pure that even death can’t take that away from them, seeing this picture makes me understand what the young man said”

                The man turns to face Hyerin

                “It must be so hard on you my dear”

                Hyerin was surprise by the old man, he recognize her.

                “But you have to be stronger as you are now; you still have a long battle to fight for”

                “But how can I fight for something I don’t have it anymore” Hyerin

                The old man kindly comfort Hyerin by hugging her

                “You still have more than you can ever imagine but before you see it you must learn how to let go something in your hands”

                “But how can I do that?”              

                “Don’t rush yourself my dear, you will know it within you when it’s time to let go”

Skip

                Hyerin didn’t attend the concert; she just stays at the hotel after staying the whole afternoon at the photo gallery. She was in the poolside dipping her feet on the water, Donghae approach her and sit beside Hyerin.

               "Where have you been?" Donghae

                "It doesn't concern you" Hyerin stood up

                 "What's the problem?" Donghae stood up also and grab her arms

                 "Let go of me" Hyerin with stern voice

                 "Aniyo, tell me what's wrong with you?" Donghae is almost yelling

                  "Let go, you're hurting me" Hyerin trying to free herself

                  "Didn't i tell you not to runaway from me anymore" Donghae pull Hyerin closer to him until their lips are touching each other.

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PhinkLipsThick
#1
Chapter 56: Wahhhh! It was really great. Second time reading this one and still amazing especially now that hae is in the army. Huhuhu. Fighting authornim. Gonna read the sequel now~
ieyas_ckh #2
Chapter 56: Waaa daebakk ♡ please update your sequel.. i'm waiting for it. Gaahhh
exoticnicks #3
Chapter 44: <3 <3 dont give up dong hae oppa
livihwang #4
Chapter 56: cuteee <e love this story ^^
evewon #5
Chapter 55: Yayy happy ending!! :D I'm so scared that Hyerin & Kyuhyun will become a couple. And I hate Gu Donghae so much, it would be better if Gu Donghae's name is not Donghae. But I still enjoy reading this fanfic! :) It is awesomeee :D but I don't wish to see Park Hyerin to suffer anymore, it is too much for her. :'(
heenisms95 #6
you know what?! thats its!! i cannot hold it anymore!! this gave a lot of tense!! the rivals were just soooo damn evil!! why can't she lives a happy life??! arrrrrrgggghhhh!!

you know what thats mean? you've done a great job! people were so into you story!! you made the characters alive!! Good Job!! i still have a few chapters more to go..i will comment more when i finish reading.. :-) the funniest part was that i read the 'my little wife' story before this! haha me=epic fail!!
fishyangelic #7
GU DONGHAE...LEAVE THEM...ALONE!!
SonElf139
#8
Just Finished Reading This.. ^^
Its So So CUTE♥ Kyyaaa♥
clinaoh
#9
just finished reading :D
it's great, i loved it <3
Yuheechullie #10
Donghae is really sweet,, yeah they love each other donghae and hyerin.
But how i wish kyuhyun got the chance,, Wow kyuhyun is a real guy~his heart hurt so bad but he willing to sacrifice his love for her happiness~this fanfic make me cry~seriously!!!~ Daebak to the owner of this fanfic!!you are awesome!! hwaitting -your greatest fans-