Hyerin had been staying in her apartment for almost two weeks, Hyerin is been avoiding Donghae in every way she can. She still grounded and Leeteuk talk to her boss that Hyerin will not work for the art studio anymore, which makes Hyerin mad and change attitude towards them, she always throwing temper, isolating herself to her apartment or in her room, not talking to anyone especially Donghae.

                Every morning, Leeteuk visit his sister to check on her while she’s asleep, cleaning up the mess she made from last night. While Donghae always visits Hyerin after his schedule brings some food, accompanying her at night, anything that can make Hyerin cheered up but Hyerin always leaving him alone and lock herself up to her room.

                One morning at super junior’s dorm they are eating breakfast silently before going to their schedule, Hyerin just staring at her food and playing with it.               

                “Hyerinssi, why are you not eating?” Heechul ask

                Leeteuk look at Hyerin across to him “Eat your food” Leeteuk in serious tone

                “Jungsu oppa, can I take my job back?” Hyerin ask a permission to his brother

                “We are done discussing this Park Hyerin”

                “But oppa” Hyerin whine

                “No but, it’s been decided” Leeteuk in his strict tone

                “Then at least give me back my ring, I know you have it” Hyerin

                Leeteuk remain poker face

                Hyerin stood up from her seat and bash the table with her two hands.

                “Why I’m being punished like this? Just give me back my ring” Hyerin and her temper

                “ this life, I should never come back here” Hyerin tearing up

                Leeteuk stood up and bash the table also.

                Heechul and Donghae was shock for the sudden action of their Hyung.

                “Leeteukssi” Heechul

                “Watch your words and you’ll do as I say, no more question” Leeteuk

                “Yah right, as if I’m your prisoner” she push the chair behind her and walk out from dorm without any words.

                “Yah, Park Hyerin” Leeteuk yelled out and he was about to follow his sister but Heechul was holding him

                “Just let it slide, she’s in the bad mood lately” Heechul

               “Teukie hyung, do you think this is too harsh for her?” Donghae flustered over Hyerin sudden behavior

                “It’s for her own good” Leeteuk answer with a firm tone

                “I know that you’re older than me in ten days but I need to say this, I know you just wanted to protect her but there are certain things that is beyond your limit, you can’t protect her from everything, locking her up won’t help” Heechul point out something to his hyung        

              “This is between me and my sister, step out of it” Leeteuk remove Heechul’s hand and slammed the door on to his room.

Skip

                Leeteuk was in his shooting in a show with Eunhyuk and Shindong, they have given a break. He checks for his phone there a lot of missed calls and message from Ryewook and Sungmin, he call back his dongsaeng.

               “Yobuseyo, Ryewookssi, why are you calling?” Leeteuk ask

               “Hyung… Hyung..” Ryewook voice is trembling

                “Wae? Wae?” Leeteuk

                “Hyerinie is gone? We can’t find her in your apartment even in dorms, we can’t find her, Kyuhyun and Donghae was looking for her

            Leeteuk drop his phone, after the shooting he drove himself to find his sister. Meanwhile Kyuhyun is in his car driving around with Donghae anxiously searching for Hyerin. Kyuhyun phone rings

             “Yobuseyo?” Kyuhyun

            “Hyunnie..”

            “Hyerinssi, Hyerinssi” Kyuhyun pull over the car to the side, he put the speaker on for Donghae to hear.

            “Are you drunk?” Kyuhyun ask nervously

            “No, I’m not” she sounded like a drank person

            “Where are you?” Kyuhyun

            “I don’t know” Hyerin answer, it sounds like she really drunk

              “My little dongsaeng, stop joking around, tell me where you are” Kyuhyun

              “Ok, I’ll tell you but promise me not to tell Jungsu oppa and you will play with me here” Hyerin

              Kyuhyun look (what am I going to do ) to his hyung. Donghae just nodded (just get along with her)

            “Ok, where are you?” Kyuhyun

               After thirty minutes Kyuhyun and Donghae arrived at karaoke place, they went inside to check the rooms and then they found Hyerin sitting on the couch inside the room with all the alcoholic bottles on the table.           

                Kyuhyun and Donghae entered the room.

                “Oh, hyunnie, what are you doing here?” not in herself

                “You called me babo” Kyuhyun just acting casual

                “Oh yeah, why did you bring him here?” pointing out Donghae

                “Did you drink all of these?” Kyuhyun

                “Yeh, why?I just want to have fun” Hyerin taking another bottle of drink but Donghae grab it from her hand

                “Yah, what do you think you’re doing?” Hyerin yelled

                “You’re drunk, stop it” Donghae is frustrated

                “I’m not drunk” Hyerin answer

                “Dongsaeng come let’s take you home” Kyuhyun grab Hyerin hand to stood up

                “No, I’m not going, just let me stay here. I just wanted to forget that I still have feelings because it hurts here” Hyerin tapping her chest “You don’t have any idea how much it hurts, it feels like dying everyday”

                Hyerin drop unconscious, Donghae help Kyuhyun to put Hyerin on his back, they rush back to the car. Kyuhyun put Hyerin on the backseat carefully and go to the driving seat. Donghae accompany her on the backseat, he put Hyerin’s head on his lap and put this jacket on her.

                “Yobuseyo, Teukie hyung, we found Hyerin, we’re taking her home now” Kyuhyun talking to his phone

                “Is she alright?”Leeteuk ask

                “Ah..” Kyuhyun hesistate to answer his hyung

                “Kyuhyunssi, is she alright?” Leeteuk used his strict voice

                “She’s a little bit drunk hyung” Kyuhyun answer

                “Yah, hyunnie, you’re such a jerk, I told you not to call him” Hyerin shouted Leeteuk over heard it

                “Just bring her home” Leeteuk

Skip            

                Hyerin enter the code on her door and open it, Kyuhyun and Donghae was just behind her. Leeteuk was already there waiting for her but this time Leeteuk is not mad.

                “Annyoung haseyo, Jungso oppa” Hyerin passed by her brother as she walks in, she went straight to the kitchen open the refrigerator to get the wine that Leeteuk left out the other night, before she could drink it up Leeteuk grab it from her hands.

                She gave a glare to him “Aishi” walks to the living and sit at the couch, she lean her head back.

                “Ah, this life”

                “How many did she drink?” Leeteuk ask the two

                “Three soju bottles plus three wine” Kyuhyun answer

                Hyerin stood up, walks towards Leeteuk.

                “Yah, Park Jungsu, give me back my ring” Hyerin started to cry all of sudden, she sit over the floor. Leeteuk tries to stand her up but Hyerin stubbornly remove Leeteuk’s hands. Leeteuk bend his knee to level with Hyerin, open her right palm and put a necklace with a diamond ring on it.

                “Here’s your ring, I thought it is best for you not to see this again” Leeteuk gently said to Hyerin

                As Hyerin saw the ring, she can’t stop from crying, she lean her head to Leeteuk’s head, looking down to see the ring on her palm.          

                (you can play this while reading this part, it also describe Hyerin's feeling  (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGzKCTDGxbU&feature=related)        

                 “Do you know what day is today?” Hyerin

                “Mianhe, princess” Leeteuk controlling himself not to cry but tears just flows down

                “Today is the day when my heart died, when my heart stops beating” the ring was soaking with Hyerin’ tears

               “It easy to be dead than to live, I really hate myself, as time goes by I’m starting to forget him all about him; his face, his voice, his touch even his kiss, I can’t remember them all, it’s like he doesn’t exist at all. This pain inside me is the only link that I have to him, it’s the only thing that tells me that he exist in this world, this thing is the only way that I could keep him to myself. I try to smile and live my life as it is but it was so hard to live in the world where he doesn’t exist. Why does he have to leave me here all alone? He promises not to leave me he promises to make our fairytale come true but what happen all the bubbles have been popped out, there’s no such thing as happily ever after, its only end, there is nothing, I should be the one who died” Hyerin burst out all of her emotion

Flashback: one year ago in Paris

                “Oppa, I’m almost there, I was just going to cross the street” Hyerin talking to her phone, she was just waiting for the stop light so she can cross to the other side.

                “My little wife look over here” a man’s voice

                “Where?” Hyerin look around then she saw a man waving at her in other side of the street

                “Wait for me there, I’ll come to you” the man said over the phone

                The light turn green, it is safe now to cross, the man crossing the street when a car truck lost its track and hit the man, the next thing that Hyerin saw is her fiancé was lying down on the ground with blood all over.

                “Oppa!!!!!!!!” Hyerin screams

End of flashback

                “He said that he will come to me that’s why I’m still here waiting for him. I just need to see him just once so I can live my life even without him, just once that’s all I ask.” Hyerin crying her hearts out

                Leeteuk don’t know what to say or do, the only thing that he can do at the time was to hug his Hyerin who’s in deep sorrow.

                “Why did you leave me here? Don’t you know how painful it was, Donghae oppa, why did you leave me here?” Hyerin cried out and fall into sleep.

                Donghae and Kyuhyun was surprise by Hyerin’s last words.             

                “What did she just say?” Donghae in shock

                “Donghae is the name of her ex-fiance” Leeteuk wipe his tears and Hyerin’s tears.

                “Gu Donghae to be exact” Leeteuk stood up carrying Hyerin on his arms “They supposed to get married after she graduate but her fiancé died on a car accident exactly one year ago”

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What will happen now after knowing about Hyerin's ex-fiance?

How will they heal this little angel's heart? to make open her heart again...

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I feel like crazy while writing this because i'm literally couldn't stop crying