“both!” L answered

You was surprised by his answer.

He was jealous? Really?

You didnt respond for a couple of minutes.

“Agh! As i expected.” L said plainly, and he walked away.

Your nerves went back in your system, and you saw him walking away.

“hyu-hyung!”

He stopped and turned to faced you.

“what?” L said.

You turned speechless, because you didnt know what to say.

“Damn it~! What do you want?”

Still, you didnt respond.

“What??~ you always doing this to me! You always taking me for granted! You dont... you dont care about what i feel, cause you didnt think first before you did something that... that can hurt me...”

“you’re driving me crazy~!!!” he continued, still using his impatient tone.

He kicked the garbage can, and now, you can also sense how pissed-off he was.

“Kim Myungsoo! I-I-I never took you for granted. Its just that... its just that you cannot understand me right now.” Finally you speak.

“yes! I cannot really understand you, as well as i cant understand myself. I dont know why am i doing this! Its so hard for me, really hard!” L said coldly.

You swallowed hard and make a fist, controlling your emotions.

“its also hard for me too. Its also hard for me seeing you with Kara, knowing that you’re into her.”

“especially... especially...” you continued.

“especially?” L asked

Tears run down on your face.

“especially knowing that... im starting to feel something for... for... for my brother.” You said.

You swallowed hard and tears continuously running down on your face.

You feel weak. You feel your heart is beating abnormally that makes you want to collapse.

Until, L went near you.

He suddenly wrapped his arm around your waist and hold the back of your neck, which make you to face him.  and he leaned closer to you, and his lips touches against yours.

Your eyes widened, while your heart still beat faster, and your tears continously running down on your face and the warmth of his lips against yours.

Then, he let go still looking at you. And leaned his forehead against yours.

You can clearly see his smile w