No… I’m too tired to walk right now.

“I’m so sorry Onew, but I’m really reaaally tired you know…”

He looked disappointed, “It’s OK, good night” He said and went to their room.

Oh…I was feeling really guilty.

Anyways, I walked to my room and lay on my bed without putting on my pajamas. I tried to read something to kill time; Vogue magazine had a lot of pages... It remembered me of Key.

AAARGHH, I’M FEELING SO FREAKING GUILTY RIGHT NOW.

Poor Onew... OK, I’m not thaaaat sleepy, I’ll ask him if he wants to hang out for a while.

I stood up, walked through my room and went directly to the guys’ room. I entered slowly, assuring that I didn’t make noise to not wake any of them up.

I approached and see them…

ASKJDHASJ!!!They look so cute sleeping all together like thaaat!

I approached more to Onew to see if he was really asleep.

Nothing to do anymore, he was sleeping like a rock.

Then, I guess I’ll talk to him tomo-RRAHW!

Jonghyun, who was sleeping beside Onew,  suddenly took my hand and threw me onto bed next to him; he hugged me like if I was a teddy bear. YAAAAH! Let me go Jongie!

I don’t like this situation at all! When I finally realized well everything, I felt more embarrassed than ever: Not only Jonghyun was stick at me, also Onew’s face really near to mine! WHAT THA-!!!

I wasn’t particularly nervous about Jonghyun hugging me, I was more nervous about having Onew’s face so near to mine…

My body started to feel hotter and hotter and my lips almost unconsciously approached Onew’s.

SH*****T, stop it _____~! What in the world are you doing!?

OK… I have to calm down.

Maybe this will pass quickly. Maybe Jonghyun will let me go or Onew’s going to turn.

But I don’t care if Jongie lets me go, I don’t really want Onew to turn…

Holy crap… Do I like Onew?

NO, I CAN’T LET MYSELF.

Think cold _____~, just think cold. Calm yourself, calm your…self…

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“WOAH!” I woke up feeling someone jumping and screaming behind me,

“What’re you doing here _____~!?” Jonghyun asked altered.

Onew woke up as well and when he saw me and how close we were he flushed like a tomato.

“H-Huh, I’m sorry! B-But I came here a-and Jonghyun hugged me and didn’t let me go s-so I didn’t know what to do, I am sorry I just didn’t know what to do…”

Jonghyun seemed embarrassed, “I’m sorry, I forgot I use to do that… The members can tell”

“Yeah WE can!” Key stated.

Onew looked very red, I think I was like that too. He stood up avoiding my look and left the room.

“What’s with him?” Minho asked.

Don’t ask me, I’m just as confused as you are.

Thinking about it again, it wasn’t a bad night. Actually, I was very happy to be that close to Onew.

But does he feel something for me like I d-…?

DAAAAAAMN. Ugh, I like him!

I guess is not that bad to like him, he’s a really good, handsome and sunny guy. The bad thing is that I’ll get hurt when I have to leave Paris…

Ahh… I need some help here.

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