November 1st 1975

Greetings Jeongyeon-ssi,

Today is your birthday, isn't it? 

I wish you all the best and to spend it however you like it, as long as you're happy. 

Since it is your birthday today, I wanted to write to you about something I have been keeping to myself way too long now. I initially thought of waiting until you finally came back home but it seems like you are not.

It may sound really absurd but I have had these feelings for a long time and now that you have gone away, I can confess. 

The truth is that I feel a strong attraction to you, I always did. I know you are a girl and I am not supposed to be feeling this way, but I really cannot help it. I am married now so there is no problem of finally letting it all out, nothing can change my fate.

I love you, Jeongyeon. I wish I could have told you before you left. Maybe, this way you could have stayed.

After this letter gets delivered, I will stop writing to you. I really wish you can someday read these. 

I love you very much.

Sincerely,
Im Nayeon