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Jinyoung still in fazed when he arrive at his and Jaebeom apartment (Yes jinyoung still live at the old apartment)

He cant believe what Yugyeom said or he dont want to believe that his Jaebeom died.

Before this he already try and call the hospital and ask if there is someone named Jaebeom admitted to the hospital but because its confidential he did not get his answer. 

Does his Jaebeom really die?

He cant right, I can still feel that he still alive. 

Right?

Jinyoung cant calm himself after the idea that his Jaebeom died.

He try to keep positive think and ask for Mark to come to his apartment

Unfortunately Mark really have full schedule today.

Jinyoung decided that he need to do something if not he will done something that he will regret.

Meanwhile at Glam Hotel (fiction only)

Youngjae cant keep calm. He keep fidgeting on his bed. He still cant manage the idea that they meet with Jinyoung. Its only 2 years after the accident. Why they meet so soon and the way Jinyoung ask for Jaebeom really make his heart hurt. He cant belive that Jinyoung just ask about his Jaebeom and the worst is he cant do anything bout it. They need to keep the secret and so he cant tell Jinyoung that Jaebeom is his. 

Yugyeom and Bambam saw how Youngjae look and try to assure him

"Dont worry Youngjae hyung. We will keep Jinyoung away from Jaebeom." Bambam

"But what if he found him? What can I do? I cant win Jaebeom over Jinyoung." Youngjae

"What are you talking about? We will make sure that he never found Jaebeom hyung." Bambam

"But Bam, we cant hide Jaebeom forever. Remember how he snucking behind us and sent his picture to the competition online?He can do anything if he want. Thank goodness that we are fast so we can manage to held Jaebeom from coming here. He is not that stupid. He will done something. I know it, I can feel it. Its been 2 years only but I can feel that Jaebeom knows we keep a secret from him. He just ignore it because he believe in us. He is so kind he just let us be. But what if one day he become curious and what to know everything? And what if Jinyoung found him first and told him eveything? He will hate me, i can feel in. You know how I feel right knowing Jaebeom heart still did not give 100% of his love?" Youngjae

"Hyung, what are you talking about? Jaebeom hyung love you. If not he will never act like that with you and about the secret we will make sure he never know." Yugyeom

"You dont see it hyung, yes we act as a couple but have you seen Jaebeom eyes spark and his big smile when he with Jinyoung? I cant see the spark and smile when we are together. Hell sometime i feel like he know that he love someone else but not me. I feel like all the thing we done is only an act." Youngjae

"Hyung, I know my Jaebeom hyung. He will never do something if he feel its not right. I know the looks that Jaebeom give Jinyoung but do you see the look when he secretly watch you? The way he worried when you ae not around? I dont know about how he truly feels but I know he love you hyung. Dont you worry about it." Bambam

"But what if Jinyoung take him from me? I cant live without Jaebeom." Youngjae

"We will make sure that hyung and Jaebeom hyung wiill stay together, I promise." Yugyeom

After they talk about how Youngjae insecure about his relationship they went into their sleep. But that night Youngjae cant sleep because of his nighmare that Jinyoung will take Jaebeom away from him.

Jinyoung tried to find Bambam where about but he still cant track the other guy.

One day he went into a mall to buy his groceries when he came across with Bambam and Yugyeom

He want to call them but he afraid that if they saw him they will run from him. so he decided that he will trail them.

He follow them secretly. He wonder where Youngjae is and he get his answer when he saw the younger guy come with a laughter.

They went inside a restaurant. Jinyoung take a second before he go inside the restaurant he is so thankful that he wear his mask.

He choose a place behide them and try to listening to their conversation

"Have you found the thing yet?" Yugyeom

"Yup, I am sure he will love it." Youngjae

"I dont know why you keep buying him black hoodie. You should buy him other's colour than black. I think he own a lot of black hoodie" Bambam

"But its the different brand. I saw him search this exact brand but when he see the posting cost he just shrugg it off. I am sure he will be suprise and happy if he know i bought this for him." Youngjae

"Euww hyung, stop with that love struck face. We know you love Jay hyung so much but he is not here right now. Just wait when we come home." Bambam

Jinyoung cant hear the conversation because at that time the waiter bring his food.

"Yah, I missed him okay, I just want to pinch his cheek. He is so cute." Youngjae squeal

"Those cheek who doesnt want to pinch it." Bambam

Their food also arrive and the conversation stop

"Urghh this meat is so good my JAY will definitely love this." Youngjae

"Yup that glutton of yours will definitely love the food here." Yugyeom

"Its a shame this kind of food is hard to find in Jeju. Jay hyung will definitely love this food." Bambam

Jinyoung were shocked when he heard they talk about Jay person. He cant put this new information right now. He wrote all the infor inside his phone and decided to went back home. He know something now and he is determine to know if Jaebeom is dead or not.

Jinyoung went back to his apartment and saw that his friend are already waiting in front of his apartment.

"Yo man, you said you want to talk." Mark

"Yes I do! Lets come inside." Jinyoung

The setlle down at the living room

"You guys will never believe me." Jinyoung

"What? What happened?" Jackson

"I meet Bambam last week at the airport." Jinyoung

"Bambam? Who's that." Mark

"You dont know him? Bambam the skinny guy? Friend of Jaebeom. The foreigner one." Jinyoung

"Okay I remember now. So what about him." Mark

"Mark are you stupid or what? Jinyoung said Bambam is one of Jaebeom friend. So its must be related to Jaebeom." Jackson hit Mark's arm

"Yes and I think I have a clue where he is." Jinyoung

"You found him?" Jackson

"No, not yet. Ive just come back from my groceries shopping when I came across Bambam and Yugyeom with Youngjae too. I follow them and while I coincidentally eat at the same restaurant with them I accidentally heard their conversation." Jinyoung

"Coincidentally? Accidentally? Cut the crap you stalk them right." Mark

Jinyoung just rolled his eye

"Whatever, but listen to me. They talk about some guy and Jeju Island. So I think maybe they talk about Jaebeom" Jiinyoung

"Some guy? You dont know who that guy is? Are you sure?" Jackson

" I really dont know becase when I asked them about Jaebeom, Yugyeom told me angrily that Jaebeom is already die." Jinyoung

" Im sorry Jinyoung." Mark said while carressing Jinyoung's back

"No, no, no I dont think so. I believe he is still alive." Jinyoung

" One more thing, the way they describe the other guys is like Jaebeom, having a cute cheek and love to eat and when I was at the airport I bump into someone that look like him. But because we need to be in a hurry I cant see him longer to make sure that iis him. But I believe that is Jaebeom. My jaebeom." Jinyoung

" They guy that they talking about does not have any name?" Mark

"I heard some name like Jay or something but I dont really know." Jinyoung

"I dont know what to say man. Its been 2 years, if Jaebeom is still alive why he did not look for you? You are always here waiting. Even Mark cant persuade you to move from here. You really afraid if some day Jaebeom will come and found you are not here but he still did not come." Jackson

" I dont know why Jackson and I dont really care. I just want to see him or even know how he is doing. Even if he die, I really hope not I want to see his grave." Jinyoung

"So? What do you want to do now?" Mark

"I think I will try to find Jaebeom at the Jeju Island." Jinyoung

"Suit yourself, I will always support you. But remember that maybe Jaebeom is not there please dont give such a big hope. I dont want to see you sad." Mark

"Thank you." Jinyoung

Jinyoung determine to find Jaebeom, after a week he finishes all his job at Seoul. 

He is ready to take a one month leave, to search for Jaebeom and also to ease his mind. He really do like Jeju Island the last time he went there.

TO BE CONTINUE

A SHORT UPDATE BECAUSE I WILL BE BUSY AFTER THIS

WILL TRY TO UPDATE SOON