"What?" Jinyoung

" I remember." Jay

"What do you mean Jaebeom?" Jinyoung

Jay chuckle but his strare is a cold one

"You called me Jaebeom." Jay

"Uh, no I mean Jay. What are you talking about?" Jinyoung

"Dont fret Jinyoung." Jaebeom

But before Jaebeom continue talking the door open and Youngjae rushed to Jaebeom side. Youngjae hug Jaebeom while crying. Youngjae try to kissed Jaebeom but Jaebeom dodge him.

"Babe?" Youngjae

"Babe? Are you sure we are dating Choi Youngjae shi?" Jay

"What? Why?" Youngjae

"He remember everything." Jinyoung

"What?" Bambam

"The hell?'' Yugyeom

Youngjae just gasp loudly. He release Jaebeom from the hug and take a step backward. Youngjae face is so pale and with shocked. Youngjae just look at Jaebeom but Jaebeom did not even glance at Youngjae.

"Jay hyung?" Bambam

"Stop calling me that Bam, my name is Jaebeom." Jaebeom

"You remember?" Bambam

"Why?" Jaebeom ask.

Jaebeom ask a simple question but the voice that emit from his mouth really a heartbroken one. Jaebeom look shattered. With his hand and leg still in a cast, Jaebeom can move but all four of them can feel how Jaebeom look like he want to run from here.

"Jaebeom hyung, we did mean to lie to you. We just." Bambam

"Just what Bambam? Do you know how I feel? Even I remember myself as Jaebeom but I still did not forget everything that I feel when I was Jay Park. You know I dont remember anything at all, but I still remember you guys as my friend. But look what happen. I believe you guys so much that I accept everything without even questioning because I know you guys will not lie to me." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom hyung, we are really sorry. We never meant to lie to you, we just want to save you from." Yugyeom

"From who?" Jaebeom

"Me, they want to save you from me." Jinyoung

Jaebeom was thankful he is lying right now. He dont know if he can face with Jinyoung right now. All the memory when he was beaten by Jinyoung flashing back on his mind. He feel afraid but he dont know why. Then Jaebeom scream and he scream really scared the other four. He scream and his left hand is holding his temple.

"Arghhhh!" Jaebeom

"Jaebeom!" Jinyoung he tried to go closer to Jaebeom

"No! Stay dont come here arghhhhhh." Jaebeom

Jinyoung standing still then he heard the nurses and the doctor asking them to leave the room. They all waited outside when the doctor examine Jaebom. Nobody was talking, everyone keep quiet, they still cant grasp what had happen. How does Jaebeom suddenly regained his memory? This question is playing on therir mind but no one talking. Everyone is still in shocked what happen inside the room. After a while the doctor come out from the room.

"So, urmm how do I say this? The thing is, Mr Jay has regained his memory that was lost a few years ago as we have discussed before there is a few way to gain his memory back and I think in this case, because of the impact he has regained his memory.Sometime we call this as miracle in our job. Because we cant exactly told you what happen but then there is some side effect. After he woke up his state is really bad now. He will feel insecure not just because he is awake from the coma but also because he remember and in this state he is more sensitive to his surroundings and because we will keep our patient priority, we ask you guys to leave him alone a few days maybe? Mr Jay, I mean Jaebeom ask us to let you guys know that he dont want to meet either of you for now." 

"What? No you cant do that we are his guardian, who will look at him if we gone? This is bull."Yugyeom yell frustratedly.

"Mister, you are inside a hospital please control your voice and yes we can do this if the patient ask for it."

"But Jaebeom hyung is not in a good condition to think, his mind is still blurry now. He need us to be here." Bambam

"Because we want Jaebeom to relax and dont think to much of it and you guys saw right what happen if he is stressed? The way he act like that because he feel the so much emotion and its stresses his mind. So ask you guys nicely to leave him alone for a few days. Dont worry our nurse will look after him and we also have a few volunteer so they also can help Mr Jaebeom."

" Is this really necessary?" Jinyoung

" To tell you the truth, his mind stability is not heal enough to make him stay alone but the patient ask and we need to listen to him. But dont worry we will have him surveyed for 24hours."

"What if he had his episode?" Bambam

"That I cant confirm it, I dont know if he will get the episode but we will take a careful measure when than happen."

"Guys, I think we should listen to the doctor. its for Jaebeom hyung healing process too." Yugyeom

Youngjae still did not speak, his face really pale. Bambam look hesitate for a while but he nod, agreeing with Yugyeom. While Jinyoung, Jinyoung still looking at the doorframe.

"Hyung I think we need to go." Bambam

"But doctor what if I jjust stay outside? I wiill never come inside can I? Please?' Jinyoung

The doctor sigh and shake his head but then he saiid " Make sure you dont interupt him. I need to excuse myself"

"Thank you!" Jiinyoung

"What are you doing hyung?" Yugyeom

"I am so sorry guys, but he remember me. My Jaebeom is back I cant leave him even if he beg me." Jinyoung sadi then he look at Youngjae

"I am sorry Youngjae." Jinyoung

Youngjae look devastated but he still did not say anything, he just left.

Both Bambam and Yugyeom look at Jinyoung and Youngjae then they also left.

Jinyoung slump himself on the wall and just silently cry. He feel so sorry for Youngjae but this is the real deal. His Jaebeom remember everything and its also his chance to get his Jaebeom back. Inside the ward is not Jay Park but Lim Jaebeom. His one and only love. He feels all the burden are beiing lifted when he heard Jaebeom sarcastically talk to him. Jinyoung know its not a right thiing to be happy bit he still feel relieved when Jaebeom call his name.

"Jinyoung?" Youngjae

"Youngjae ah" Jinyoung said while hugging Youngjae

"Im so sorry, sorry...I am so so sorry." Jinyoung

"Its fine Jinyoung ah, I cant keep pretending that Jaebeom is mine. I always know this will happen sooner or later and when he ask me the question, I suddenly felt like someone throw at me a really cold water. I just realize that I also lied to him just because of my feelings. I am greedy, I should tell him the truth. i really want to tell him whenever he ask me but they ask me to keep the secret and because of my greediness, I want him just for me. But then you come, I actually so scared Jinyoung, I always have a nighmare about when you will take him away from me because I know and I can see in his eyes. There is no spark when he look a me but when he look and speak with me there is a little glint in his eyes and even when he saw you he still act normal with me and that is the reason why I feel angry because he just treated me like usual but I can see it in his eye. I am so sorry again and just like I said if the fate said you were the right one for him I will let it be. I was so thankful I have my 2 years being happy with me. But please dont make me leave him, I dont think I can handle not seeing him" Youngjae

"Youngjae, I will never do that. Thank you Youngjae. Thank you so much! You really have a kind heart. Let do our best to be like we used to minus me being a to you." Jinyoung

Youngjae chuckle

"Be happy."Yungjae said and leave.

"Thank you." Jinyoung

Youngjae walk faster when he is outside then he really broke down crying. He never thought he will said those words. Its all a lie, he cant live without Jay. But he knows that inside the room is not his Jay anymore. The way Jaebeom dont want to see him really hurt his heart but he realize that its all his fault. He lied about their relationship just because he was happy with Jay loving him. Oh god, please help me to get stronger. I know it will come to an end. His life is so happy in this 2 years time and now its time to face the reality. Lim Jaebeom is not Jay Park, he is not his lover. Jaebeom is Jinyoung's and its hurt Youngjae more when he see how stubborn Jinyoung is. Jinyoung really really want his Jaebeom back while Youngjae is still a little bit bitter when he knew that Jaebeom regain his memory. He should be happy but he is not. This what make Youngjae feel guilty. Youngjae take a deep breathe and walk away.

"What shoud we do?" Yugyeom

'I dont know, i seriously dont know." Bambam sigh

"Jaebeom hyung is really mad at us right?" Yugyeom

"Yes, Yugyeom and frankly, i will too if I was in his spot." Bambam

"Oh, gosh what have we done?"Yugyeom

"In a span of a few days we literally lost eveything." Bambam

" We need to pray that Jaebeom hyung will forgive us. " Yugyeom

Jaebeom open his eyes and the first thing he saw is the bright light from the ceiling. Urgh. why its so bright.  Jaebeeom want to close his eyes with his right hand but its hurt then Jaebeom realize. He is still in the hospital. He look around and he was thankful that he is alone now. Jaebeom just remembered how he was so angry at his friend because they lied to him. He really dont like when people lied to him and what make him angry is they lied to him while he lost his memory. Jaebeom remembered the feeling when he is lost and afraid. No one can give him answer when now he knows that his friend knows everything and hide it from him. The sad things is they involve the naive Youngjae. Poor Youngjae, he need to act as his boyfriend. Oh my god, all the things that we done. How can I fogive myself? Stupid Jaebeom! Now I have remember everyhting it feels like I am in a ing drama as Jay Park.What the hell?  Keep your together Jaebeom! You should be thankful when they help you not ing about how they lied to you! But still I have feeling too. Urghh sometimes you are too kind Jaebeom! Both Jaebeom right conciousness and his emotion are fighting with each other.

He want to be thankful but he is still hurt inside. They literally lied to him when he ask about it. The feeling of not knowinf anything is . Its make you feel small, it make you wonder if you should trust or become warry? Its make things 2 time harder. Should I do this like this or like that? Jaebeom always think like that. He accept his fate when he lost his memory. He cant do anything about it but when he think his friend, the one he depend his life are lyng to him. Its hurt, now does he need to believe in them or what? Do they even like me? Am I a burden now? Urgh this thinking always make my head hurt

I am thirsty, I need water. Jaebeom tried to push the call button but unfortunately he was lying flat and because his right hand is in a caste he cant manage to grab the button. He tried harder but unfortunately because of there is not a rail beside his bed Jaebeom fall down with a loud thud!!

"!! Ouch." Jabeom cry.

Meanwhile Jinyung still waiting outside Jaebeom's room he was worried that no one were looking for Jaebeom. Then he heard a loud thud followed by a loud curses. He does not think twice and open the door and he was shocked when he saw Jaebeom on the floor

"Jaebeom." JInyoung

Jinyoung come closer, he want to help Jaebeom up.

"Dont touch me!" Jaebeom

Jinyoung gasp

"Its hurt, stupid. Please call the nurses or doctor or whoever." Jaebeom grunt

"Okay," Jinyoung went outside and ask for the help from the male nurse.

The male and female nurses trying to get Jaebeom on the bed again. Jinyoung feel sorry to Jaebeom, his face look like he is in so much hurt bur he just keep his mouth shut not a sound at all

"How do you fall from the bed?"

"Urm, I tried to push the button to call one of you guys." Jaebeom

"Why though?"

"Because I am thirsty." Jaebeom

"You should just stay put, you are not in a right condition to move around."

"Urm excuse me? Dont you hear he said he is thirsty and he tried to call you guys? How do you want him to call you? By yelling? You guys is the one who suppose to look after him. Why nobody check on him?" Jinyoung feels frustrated

"Eh, nobody watch him? Isnt Yuri is in charge to look after him every 30 minutes?"

"Nobody come, I was outside standing at the door. No one come and you guys still blame him?" Jinyoung

"Our mistake, I am sorry."

"What if something bad happen to him? You guys want to be responsible?" Jinyoung still unsatisfied by the way they treats Jaebeom

"Sorry we will be extra careful and alert."

The nurses when out from the room

Jinyoung look at Jaebeom, Jaebeom's eye were closed.

"You want a drink?"Jinyoung

Jaebeom sigh and give a little nod.

Jinyoung pour the water inside the cup and he took the straw. He take the cup closer to Jaebeom mouth and help him drink but because the way teh straw bend its hard for Jaebeom to drinks.

"Urm let me help you." Jinyoung said while support Jaebeom head. Jaebeom did not said anything, he just drink the water. In this moment Jinyoung took his time to watch Jaebeom face. The way Jaebeom the straw really cute. Jinyoung let out a little chuckle. This is the first time he is that close to Jaebeom's face. There is a few scratches on Jaebeom face but thankfully its not that bad. Jaebeom still look handsome as ever even with the cut.

"You can let me go now." Jaebeom said looking anywhere else and not at Jinyoung

"Sorry.' Jinyoung put Jaebeom head slowly. He really love the feel of Jaebeom's hair on his hand.

"I should go now." Jinyoung

"Thank You." Jaebeom said then he close his eye.

Jinyoung just smile and walk out.

This is a progress right? Jaebeom are not scowling at him, yes he still did not talk to me and giving me the cold treatment but he say thank you. I know he is still the same kind Jaebeom. My Jaebeom. Jinyoung smile when he think about Jaebeom's Thank You. A chic kind of thank you. Jinyoung hope that Jaebeom's heart will forgive his friend and also me. I really really really want to be together again with Jaebeom.

TO BE CONTINUE