All the thing that happen last night still linger on Jinyoung mind when he awake from his sleep, truthfully Jinyoung did not realize when he fall asleep. He still thinking why de does not remember what he does to Jaebeom 2 years ago, he know he strangle him but he did not remember hitting Jaebeom at all, is his mind playing a trick? The therapist always said that his illness maybe will fail his memory or he will imagine things maybe I just imagine stragle Jaebeom even though in real life I beat the out of him until  he lost concious and also his memory?

Jaebeom lost his memory. That the answer that I look and need for. That is the reason why he did not remember Jinyoung, but Jaebeom still remember Yugyeom, Bambam and Youngjae, why dont he remember Jinyoung? Its a mystery that need to be solved. Jinyong getting ready to went for Jay house. He look at the mirror. His eye look so  puffy. This is all because he keep crying before he fall asleep. He still cant cope with the idea of Jaebeom lost his memory. He forget all about his memory with Jinyoung. Jinyoung confession, their first kiss, their date and their first time.

He still can manage if Jaebeom hate him for what he done that Jaebeom forgot all about him. But Jinyoung never blame Jaebeom when he forgot him. This is all his fault, he is the reason he lost his Jaebeom and he determine to make sure Jaebeom will stay in his life even if he forgot the past. Jinyoung is fine with Jaebeom forgetting all the sad past memories now he want to make a new memory with him. Even if Jaebeom or Jay think Jinyoung as a friend. He dont care anymore. He want his friend back even though Jinyoung really want his lover back. He just happy if he can be with Jaebeom's side.

He told everything that happen to Mark and Jackson, he told them how hurt he felt when he saw Jaebeom in that state. Mark try to console him and give a lot of positive thoughts he still remember Mark words "At least you saw him right? He still alive right? Why you want to be sad and cry all over again?". Yes, at least Jaebeom still alive, he already seen Jaebeom smile and his laugh what else he want right?

Wrong

He want Jaebeom laugh and smile at him. He want Jaebeom to hug him. He want Jaebeom to soflty pet and play with his hair. He want Jaebeom to cook his favourites foods. He want Jaebeom to be with him when he open his eye. He want Jaebeom and Jaebeom only. But Jinyoung know it will be impossible with the way Jaebeom's friend react last night. He understand they are angry after what he done. But  Jinyoung also enraged with the way they lied and hide Jaebeom away from him and after last night incicdent he realize only him can control his Jaebeom when he is in rage.

Exactly 10 am in the morning, Jinyoung ring the bell.

Bambam open the door. Even before Bambam can say anything Jinyoung interupt him

"I am so sorry what I have done in the past and God already punished me when he took  Jaebeom memory about me. Now I just want to be friend with Jaebeom and also with you guys. I already asked my therapist to write a letter to you about my condition. I was sick before and now I have been better. I took my meds regularly. I just want to be there for Jaebeom. Please Bambam, its hurt me to see him like that yesterday. I will never ask anything else from you guys and you guys ant tell me whatever reason that you guys hide him from me anytime you ready. I will never push you guys to ask for it. I jsut want to be in Jaebeom life. That is all I ask." Jinyoung plead while looking at Bambam

Bambam look at him for a while and the he do something that make Jinyoung stunned.

Bambam give a big hug to Jinyoung.

"I am so sorry Jinyoung hyung. I just afraid when I thought I will lose Jaebeom hyung. I was so afraid and cant think and when Yugyeom told me his plan I thought it was brilliant. I am so sorry too hyung. Actually when in Seoul I want to tell you the truth but its hard to persuade Yugyeom and Youngjae. I know you change hyung. I can see it yesterday. I will never stop you to be friend with Jaebeom hyung but you have to be patience with Yugyeom and Youngjae. Both of them are so protective of Jaebeom hyung, even though I am Jaebeom hyung best best friend." Bambam chuckle

"Thank you Bambam, thank you so much." Jinyoung sadi while hugging Bambam tighter

"Come inside." Bambam

Jinyoung come and look around he just realize that their house is so cozy and warm withh light pastel colour and also the decoration is so simple yet elegant.

"Jay hyung is still asleep upstairs. I already discussed with Yugyeom and Youngjae about you. Even though Yugyeom did not agree with this idea but I want you in Jay hyung life too when I see the way you console Jay hyung last night. Usually it was hard for Jay hyung to trust a stranger and usually the people who find him only call us because Jay hyung dont want to interact with them but when we saw you bring him to the house, to be honest I was shocked. I was still rememer the first time Jay got his episode, we need to call a doctor to give sedative to him so he can calm down. Even I cnat do that." Bambam

"Does last night incident keep happening? What does it call? Episode?" Jinyoung

"Yes episode, it was like whenever Jay hyung got his episode he will not remember at all. This is all because of the strong hit on his head and its make some of his brain lost his function and I dont know how to explain it but yes before this he always got his episode and that is one of the reasons why we always make him stay with us. But thankfully the episode subdue for a while but never healed yet." Bambam

"This is all my fault, I am the one who make Jaebeom like that." Jinyoung

"Hyung, can you call Jaebeom as Jay? We already decided to used that as his official name and we dont want to confuse him. If you are okay with it. I am so sorry we actually have a plan to make this all organised again." Bambam

"I am totally fine with it. May I know if he already remember a little?" Jinyoung

"We dont know yet, Jay hyung is still sleeping. We dont have a heart to wake him up yet." Bambam

They heard someone walking down the stairs. It was Youngjae with a puffy red eye.

"Bambam ah, he is awake." Youngjae without even steal a glance at Jaebeom

"Can I come?" JInyounng

"Of course. Lets go hyung." Bambam

They walk inside Jay room. The sight that Jinyoung saw broke his heart.

Youngjae was hugging Jay tighter while keeping Jay under him.

"Hyung?" Bambam

"It came huh?" Jay

"Yes, hyung." Bambam

"Is it bad?" Jay still unmoved under Youngjae embrace

"Quite but not that worse." Bambam

" I am so tired, i dont know why and my wrist is hurting too." Jay

"Shusssh, of course you are tired love. About your wrist you were a ittle bit injured but there is nothing to worry about." Youngjae coo

"Jin? Why are you here?" Jay

"Actually, he is the  one who found you." Bambam

Jay suddenly sit straight and make Youngjae flinch

"You saw me in that state? Oh my god, I am so sorry if I did something to you, I did not remember anything." Jay

"Its fine, you did not do anything." Jinyoung calmly said

"Babe you just need to rest more, dont worry about anything at all. I already prepared your breakfast and you need to eat your meds okay." Youngjae

"Can both of you please leave him alone he need to rest." Youngjae said and glare at Jinyoung

"Okay hyung, we will be downstairs if you need anything just call us." Bambam

Bambam took Jinyoung even when Jinyoung stood there unmoved.

"Jinyoung hyung, I am so sorry about Youngjae. He urmm.. He truly in love with Jay hyung and Jay...." Bambam

"Its fine, as long as I can be with Jay I am fine." Jinyoung said even when his heart really hurt right now

 

After a while Youngjae come down. He straight sit down beside Bambam.

"I am not agreeing with all Bambam's idea because I think its stupid but because you take a good care for my boyfriend yesterday. I can accept it with one condition. You cant never talk about your past relationship with my boyfriend. Not even a slight memory of it. No touching either," Youngjae

"Thank you Youngjae, I will try, I just want to be there in Jay life as a friend." Jinyoung

"He is my boyfriend remember it, no flirting!!" Youngjae with a sulky face

"I will, I promised." Jinyoung said but he did not said anything about what if Jay fall in love with him without flirting. He will make Jay as his friend.

"I love him and he love me too. You cant separate us." Youngjae still bitter.

"Okay you can stop it Youngjae hyung, now we need to make Yugyeom to agreed. He is quit a headstrong boy. He maybe will need a while to accept all of this." Bamba

"I can endure it, I just so happy and thankful to you guys. I thought you will never let me see him again. I missed him as a friend, he is my childhood friend. Thank you so much for taking care of him." Jinyoung

"We took a good care of him more that you do." Youngjae said bitterly and then went upstairs

"I hope you understand." Bambam

Jinyoung just nod.

He stay at their house and waited for Jay.

"You are home Yugyeom?" Bambam

"Why is that guy here?" Yugyeom

"Please, Yugyeom, we talk about this remember? Jay hyung need Jinyoung hyung in his life Yugyeom. Cant you see last night? He calm Jay hyung easily. We cant always used sedative as usual. Its also taken a worse turn to his health. We need Jinyoung help. He already ask for his forgiveness." Bambam

"I will do anything for you to accept me. Whatever you want." Jinyoung

"Can I punch you?" Yugyeom interupt

"Yugyeom." Bambam yell

"Yes you can do anything, whatever you want. I can endure it." Jinyoung

Yugyeom take his fist and try to hit Jinyoung but a sound of someone coming downstairs make him stop.

They all look at Youngjae helping Jay to come down the stairs

"What are you guys doing in front the door?" Jay

"Hyung you awake already?" Yugyeom run towards Jay and give him a big hug.

"Ohh, my baby brother, why so clingy?" Jay petting Yugyeom backs

"You dont know how worried I am when Youngjae hyung call me yesterday saying you did not pick up the phone." Yugyeom

"Sorry Yugyeom ah, I will be extra careful okay?" Jay

"Promise?" YUgyeom

"Promise." Jay

Jay take a seat and Yugyeom and Bambam sit between Jay

"Jin you are still here?" Jay

"They want to say their thanks to me." Jinyoung

"Yes, thank you again for helping me. Urm guys have you introduce yourself?" Jay

"Ouh we forgot hyung" Bambam

"This big baby name is Yugyeom, this little snake is Bambam and that beautiful sunshine as you knowis Youngjae my love." Jay introduce his friend to Jin

"Hi, I am Jin or my full name is Jinyoung." Jinyoung

"Ouhh I thought your full name is Jin only hahahhaaha, only Jinyoung?" Jay

"No, Park Jinyoung." Jinyoung

"Hahahahaha, well nice meeting you again Jinyoung, Park Jinyoung." Jay laugh

Bambam, Yugyeom and Youngjae look so serene when they see Jay laugh. They really adore Jay so much even if they hated Jinyoung they all realize how Jinyoung can help with Jay illness.

 

Its been a week after the incident happen, now Jinyoung alwasy come to visit at the cafe. He also helping them with the cafe. Jinyoung was so happy whenever he went to visit Jay. He really is content with his life now. 

As usual he will go to the Mine Cafe and as usual he will greet by Jay.

"Already here? Do you want to work here? Its not a big pay but its something." Jay

"No, I just bored. That is why I came." Jinyoung look at Jay

" So do you feel bored everyday? You always come here. hahahhahahah." Jay

"Nah, I just missed you," Jinyoung say without thinking

"What?" Jay

"Ouh I mean I missed your strawberry sandwiches hahahahahah." Jinyoung laugh anxiously

"Babe?" Youngjae

"Yes babe?" Jay turn his attention to Youngjae

Jinyoung always feel a little sad whenever Youngjae interupt their little talk (read: always)

" I feel so tired can I take a little rest for a while?" Youngjae whine while pouting his lips

"Aww" Jay coo and give a little peck at Youngjae lips

"Babe! Jinyoung here." Youngjae said while blushing

"Sorry Jinyoung, I cant resist this guy cuteness." Jay said with a wide grin

Jinyoung felt a little slump inside his throat

"Nevermind." Jinyoung said and leave the lover to order his food

He try to not feel jealous at them but still its hard seeing them together and Youngjae did not make it easier. He always be clingy-er around Jinyoung. Jinyoung know that Youngjae feel insecure but he is trying not to touch or even carress Jay face. He always feel lonely when he come back to his apartment but he tried not to complain. Now he can freely see Jay and he is so thankful.

"Order already?" Jay

"Yup." Jinyoung smile

"You know you really have a beautiful smile and the eye whisker hahahahahah." Jay

Jinyoung blush, he knows that Jaebeom really adore his eye whisker and when Jay compliment him he feels like Jaebeom talking to him and not Jay

"You dont worry about Youngjae? He will get jealous?" Jinyoung

"Nah, he is not like that. He went to take a break. You want to test my new recipe?" Jay

"What it is?" Jinyoung

"Do you want to follow me or you want me to bring it here?" Jay

"I want to see your kitchen hahahahah." Jinyoung

"Lets go" Jay

 

They went to the back area of the Mine Cafe.

"So I dont know what to call this creation yet. Have a little test." Jay

Jinyoung look at the beautiful cake and took a little bite

"Wow, its feel different like wow. What is this?" Jinyoung

''Heheheh, I used a really ripe strawberry and blend it with a peach a really sweet one so they will have sweet and sour but different kind of sweet and sour. Am I right?" Jay

"Yes it is, I cant said it in words." Jinyoung took a bigger piece and shoved it inside his mouth

Jay just laugh looking at how silly Jinyoung look.

He see all the cream from the cake smear around Jinyoung mouth and jaw. Jay wipe the cream from Jinyoung without a care. But Jay action make Jinyoung froze. He cant do anything when Jay wipe his face again.

"You like a baby" Jay laugh

"Jinyoung?" Jay

"Huh?" Jinyoung

"Why are you in a daze?" Jay

"Nothing, the cake is so delicious I just cant take my mind out of it." Jinyoung

"Thank you." Jay

They keep talking about what they can do to improve the cake and all. Jinyoung really like to talk with Jay, he even learn a few things on internet about baking just so he can start the conversation.

They did not realize a really jealous Youngjae watching over them with a sad face.

 

 

Youngjae realize everything, he realize the way Jinyoung watch Jay. All the smalls touch when they talk. Youngjae dont know why but he really feels like a stupid person like he knows something sparks between Jay and Jinyoung but he still cant let Jay go. Jay still treat Youngjae like usual. But he become more talkative when he with Jinyoung. Youngjae still get all Jay attention when they were alone but when Jinyoung came he divided his attention and Youngjae dont like it at all. He knows Jinyoung really have a good heart. Jinyoung tried not to be touchy at all but Youngjae still can feel the love from Jinyoung whenever Jinyoung watch Jay. He dont want to be a bad guy but he still want his happiness and his happiness is Jay so he will do anything to make Jay stay as his boyfriend. Youngjae determine to make sure that Jay will always be his and only his.

 

 

TO BE CONTINUE