Jay looking at the crumple picture of him and Jinyoung. His mind is blank. Apparantly he dont know anything at all. Jay feels so stupid and sadden when he finally realize that the only person his trust are lying about Jinyoung from him. But why? What is the reason they all lied to him. Jay cant think any reasons why does he beloved friend lie to him and is all the baby and kids picture is Jinyoung and Jay? So we knew each other? Childhood friend? Then he heart dropped when he realize that Jinyoung also lied to him. He cant take all this new news his tear fall down even when he did not realize it. How could they lie to me? 

Jay search inside the box and found a phone. He tried to turn on the phone but nothing happen. He took the phone and decided to repair the phone so he knows what inside the phone. Maybe there is something inside the phone will help him unsolve all the lie.Jay chcukle when he remember his friend totally lie to him. Why? Is his life a joke to them? They did not realize that I was so scared because I dont remember anything at all and they have a gut to lie to me. 

Jay took a deep breathe, he tried to be rational. They may have a reasons why they did that to him. Its been 2 years before he met Jinyoung and after he meet Jinyoung they still act like they dont know Jinyoung at all. What should I do? Do i confront them? Will they tell me the true? Will Jinyoung tell me the truth if I ask him? Will somebody tell me the truth? Jay feels like crying. He feels helpless.Jay always feels helpless when he lost his memory but his friends help him. Youngjae also help him. 

Youngjae

His boyfriend.

His lover

Lied to him, the guy who always smile so brightly and keep sayings he love me every morning without missing a day. That boy lied to him. Jay hearts hurt when he think the guy that he give his love even when he in doubt lied to him. Is this all an act? Does Youngjae actually love him? What with all this? Jay keep all the pictures inside the box except the phone and hide the box safely in the place when he knows that no one will found it. Jay decided to keep the content of box as a secret. He want to know why they hide Jinyoung from his life?

 

Its been a full week that Jinyoung stay at Seoul. He really love the me time in Seoul. He goes for every hunt for street food, play at the arcade, going to the gym and went to the spa. He feels so relax but at the same time he missed his Jaebeom. Tomorrow he will fly to Jeju Island so tonight he went out to eat with Mark and Jackson.

"So are you okay now?" Mark

"What with the question? I am always fine." Jinyoung

"Please, I still have the conversation from that one drunk call." Jackson

"Well I was drunk and being away a few day without seeing the sweet couple really make me feel refresh, you know what I mean?" Jinyoung

"Yes I know, I still cant forget the new model couple that we meet not long ago. Urgh keep touching each other, giggles between the shoots." Mark

"Are you talking about you guys?" Jinyoung

"Babe, dont snitch on him. He will bully us you know?" Jackson

"Even without him say that I can see okay with my own eye." Jinyoung

"Just say that you are jealous, you cant do what we do.Ouch." Jackson said and Mark hit him and gesture at Jinyoung

Jinyoung face turn crestfallen.

" Jinyoung I am sorry I dont mean that. My mouth is stupid I mean I am stupid." Jackson

"Its fine Jackson ah but yes I am jealous. Its almost 3 years that Ive been single." Jinyoung smile

"What about you find a new boyfriend?" Jackson

"Jacks, what with you huh? Why today you become extra jumpy?" Mark

"No I just dont like seeing Jinyoung like that. He deserve to be happy. Now you have found Jabeom and he totally forget about you so why not you find another lover? You are not cheating at all. He already got a new boyfriend." Jackson

"I should right? How about hooking me up with your model friend?" Jinyoung

"Really? There is a new boy that turn into model and he is quite good looking and you are just pulling my legs huh?" Jackson

"Yes, you can find me any new model or any handsome men in this planet but my heart belong to Jaebeom and I dont think I can fall in love with other guys. He is the only one for me and if I cant have him I can live with our memories but please dont ask me to found another lover again. I dont think I can do it." Jinyoung

"I am so sorry Jinyoung ah, I know I am being silly and I just ignore your feeling but are you happy?" Jackson

Jinyoung think for a while. He is happy when he meet Jaebeom. He is happy when they talk with each other. He is truly happy, more happy before 2 years he lost Jaebeom

"Yes I am happy." Jinyoung said while flashing his smile

"I believe you Jinyoung, its been a while i see you smile like this. This particular smile. I always saw the smile when you are with Jaebeom and I missed the smile so much. If you are truly happy and fine with everything. Keep doing what you are doing now. I will always support you and if you find its hard to do it just come here or call us. We will be there for you." Mark

"Thanks Mark, I will. If I need some break I will come and bother you guys" Jinyoung

"Just come wherever you want and we will come and visit you and Jaebeom soon." Jackson

"You need to call him Jay okay." Jinyoung

"Yes we will." Jackson and Mark said in unison

They continue talking and eating and teasing each other. Jinyoung was so happy he can spend time with his bestfriend. Now is the time he need to face reality. He already pack his things to bring for tomorrow. He cant wait to see Jay. He missed him so much.

 

 

"Hyung?" Yugyeom knocked on Jay door. Its weird, Jay never lock his door so his younger friends will always ambush him just so they can hug him 

"Wait for a while Yugyeom." Jay

Yugyeom just stand awkwardly in front Jay room.

"Whats up?" Yugyeom

"Urmm Youngjae buy some black noodle for us. Lets eat." Yugyeom

"Okay, you go first I will come later." Jay

"Okay hyung." Yugyeom.

Yugyeom think that is something different with Jay today, his hyung usually will be the happiest person when he heards about food and leave everything to get the food. Whats wrong with him today? Maybe Jay hyung feeling little under the weather. Yugyeom just shrugg it off and went downstair

Okay Jay, you can do this. You have to act natural so that they will doub anything about you. Be normal. Be yourself, you can do it. Jay took a deep breathe and went downstairs. He was greeted by kiss from Youngjae and he flinch. Failed attempt to be normal Jay.

"Babe? Are you okay?" Youngjae

"Urm nothing I have a little cold and I dont want you to get sick. I am sorry." Jay said while rub Youngjae arm.

Youngae just smile and said " Ouh okay, lets eat hyung." 

All of them keep talking about what happen at the cafe today. They reported everything to Jay. But Jay just nod and continue eat his dinner.

"Hyung. Are you sick? Want to go to the doctor?" Bambam

"No, Bambam I am fine. I just a little tired today. Urm I am full. you can continue eating." Jay

Three of them look at each other.

"What happen? He never would leave at dinner this fast, He does not finished his food either." Youngjae

"Maybe he lost his appetize? He said he is under the weather today." Yugyeom

"He did not touch the dessert at all. Jay hyung never leave his dessert even when he is sick. he usually feel better when he eats sweets things." Youngjae

"Dont over think, just let him rest. He need it." Bambam

 

Jay lay down on his bed when he heard someone want to open his door.

"Babe? Its me Youngjae. Why you lock your room? Let me in, I want to cuddle." Youngjae

Jay sigh. He dont know if he ready to do this. He still feel anxious when he thinks that his friend lied to him

"Not today Youngaje, I am sick. Sorry." Jay

Youngjae are shocked. Jay never pushed him away like this before even when he has a fever he always have time for cuddling.

"But babe, I missed you." Youngjae

No answer from Jay

Yougjae wait for a while and when he sure that Jay will not open his door Youngaje leave.

"Okay, hyung. Good night. I love you." Youngjae

Still no answer from Jay. Youngjae was so scared, Jay always answer his I Love You before. They always bid good night with a kiss and I Love You. They never sleep without seeing each other. Youngjae always visit Jay room before he go to sleep to make sure Jay is fine and ready to sleep. This is the first time Jay act like this.

Dont over think Youngjae, everything is fine.Youngaje walk away and went to his room. 

That night all of them cant sleep well enough, thinking about each other. Yugyeom. Bambam and Youngjae were weird out with Jay action towards them. While Jay tried to sleep when his mind keep remind him that he cant trust no one even himself because he feels like he want to cry out of frustation but because he is scared he just keep everything inside. He is just a lost man in this world alone.

 

Jinyoung arrive at 12pm, he went straight to his apartent to put his things. He was so thankful to the owner who keep his house clean and also throw away all the bad food from the week before. He already told the owner and the owner just agree without saying anything whenJinyoung said he still want to rent the apartment as in the contract.

He get ready to go to the cafe. He wears his new shirt that he buy just for today occasion. He cant wait to see Jay. He drove his car and went to the cafe. Luckily its open. Jinyoung took a deep breathe and come inside the cafe. Its full as usual. Jinyoung look around to see if Jay is here. Maybe he is inside the kitchen and he is right. He listen to Jay voices when Jay come out with a tray full of strawberry sandwiches and Jinyoung just stand and see Jay lay out the sandwiches on the display shelves. Jinyoung just smile watching Jay. Jay did not realize Jinyoung yet.

"Urm can I know who is the baker who make this delicious cake?" Jinyoung

Jay look up and see Jinyoung. Jinyoung was waiting for a smile or anything from Jay. But Jay just nod and walk away.

Jinyoung was upset is an understatement. He was sure that Jay will treat him like before but what is this happen? Jinyoung cant see Jay face clearly because Jay stood up to fast but he can sense a little cold treatment towards him. Not even a smile?What is this. Jinyoung try to calm himself. He ordered his usual drinks and just take a seat. Jinyoungwas waiting for Jay. But afer a few minutes Jay still did not come out from the back.

Jinyoung ready to go to the back area so he can see Jay but then Jay walk out from the kitchen and walk towards Jinyoung

"Hi" Jinyoung smile

Jay face is still cold like before

"So how long will you be stay here?" Jay

Jinyoung were shocked by Jay question

"What?" Jinyoung

"Just joking, so where were you a weeks ago?" Jay 

Jinyoung still did not see the smile but Jay face stil cold as usual

"I have an emergency at Seoul. Ive sent message to you but you did not reply." Jinyoung

"You have?" Jay look suprise.

"Yes Im sure. You dont get it?' Jinyoung

"Urm no." Jay

"So why dont you text me?" Jinyoung

"I dont have your number." Jay

"You dont have my number?" Jinyoung

"Yup."Jay

Jinyoung look at Jay, he does not look like he acting likes he pretend but he genuinely dont know

"Urm maybe i forgot to give you my numbers." Jinyoung

Then there is an awkward silent. Jinyoung fidgeting, they never had this kind of vibe when no one talking. He just left for a week only but why does he feels like there is a wall around Jay?

"So can we get out for dinner tonight?" Jinyoungsaid hopefully

"Sorry, I am so tired today. Maybe another day?" Jay

Jinyoung was speechless by how fast Jay turn down his invitation like he did not consider at all. Jinyoung feels so down. He was hoping that Jay will talk to him so that he can stare at Jay face. He really missed him so much.

"Urm kay." Jinyoung 

Jinyoung want to talk more with Jay but Jay just walk towards the counter without saying anything to Jinyoung.

Jinyoung pout when Jay walk away from him. Why does Jay look like he dont want to interact with me? Does something happen to him? Then he heard the cafe door and Youngjae walking inside with Bambam. Youngjae just glance at Jinyoung and just leave him while Bambam walk towards him and say hi.

"So Jinyoung hyung, you are here? Everthing okay at Seoul?" Bambam

"Yes, I just arrive today." Jinyoung

Jinyoung watch as Youngja walk towards Jay. Youngjae give his smile and try to kissed Jay cheek but Jay just flinch away and keep doing his job.

"He has been ignoring us for a few days. I dont know what happen. He ignore Youngjae hyung the most. I dont know if they arguing or something but Youngjae hyung said they did not fight at all. Poor Youngjae hyung. Jay never ignore him like this." Bambam

Jinyoung feels so sorry towards Youngjae. He also know the feeling even Jay did not ignore him 100% but he can feel the different towards how Jays act with him before and now.

"We need to talk Jinyoung." Youngjae

"Urm here?" Jinyoung

'No, somewhere else. Bambam I will leave for about 20 minutes only and tell that to my boyfriend if he still care and ask about me."

Jinyoung and Youngjae went for a little walk and went into some small playground

"What did you tell to Jay hyung huh?" Youngjae attack

"Tell what? I did not call or even text him. Why do you meant by that?" Jinyoung

"Or so you lying right now? You must have contacted Jay hyung in a way because Jay will never reached you because I already deleted your number on his phone." Youngjae

"What?  You delete my number? So you also delete my text right? Why are you doing that Youngjae?" Jinyoung

"Why not? I am his boyfriend, I can do anything about it." Youngjae

"Does Jay know about this?" Jinyoung

Youngjae look guilty.

"Well, he will not mind if I do that" Youngjae

"How are you so confident about that huh? Like you dont feel any regret at all?" Jinyoung

"You were doing it to me worse when you were dating him. I remember every moment you call me his . You did not see how sad and tired he is when he need to act everything was fine? Now your wishcome true I am his and I love it every second we make love to each other" Youngjae

Jinyoug took a deep breathe. He try to calm down.

"You are loving it but Jay? Do you really know about all his weakness? His favourite place to make him moan? He is mine at the first place youngjae and I can take him back if i want too. Now I see you have a little trouble in the paradise huh?" Jinyoung fight back. He is so tired being nice towards someone like Youngjae.

"The hell you talking about? Thanks for your concern but we are fine.Why cant you just disappear? Dont even come back here. Why are you here?" Youngjae

"I was gone only for a week but Jay has change right?" Jinyoung smirk

"So you want to say he is like that because of you? You are wrong the first few day he is fine. Like usual, nothing happen at all. He did not even missed you. He ws fine without you. But now, maybe he feels moody because he have been little under the weather a few days." Youngjae

Jinyoung heart broken when he heard Youngjae word

"Whatever it is, something has happen. Jaebeom will never act like this. He always considerate for other people." Jinyoung

"He is Jay, Jinyoung and this Jay always have a moody side." Youngjae

"So this Jay you are talking about become like that because of you guys? Because my Jaebeom will never ignore his friend even for a few seconds." Jinyoung

"You have to face the reality that this is Jay, not Jaebeom. He is my boyfriend. Not yours. Even when Yugyeom, Bambam and me lied about our relationship at first but now he love me. You can only be his friend." Youngjae

"What are you saying?" Jinyoung

"Well the cat is out of the bag already so I just tell you the truth. Jay when he wake up he does not remember about you at all but Bambam and Yugyeom was worried if he remember about you and they are right but he does not remember Park Jinyoung but he know that he have a boyfriend and because Bambam and Yugyeom want to hide their friend from you. They ask me to pretend to be his boyfriend." Youngjae

Jinyoung was so angry when he heard what Youngjae said. So thats mean they literally hide Jinyoung from Jay. They told lies to Jay?

"How could you?" Jinyoung

 

 

 

 

 

 

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