2016

"Hyung you can go home now." Bambam

"Thank god Bam, I feel bored in here. I want to go out and play with the cats." Jaebeom

"Gosh hyung, you and your affection for the cats. How bout me hyung? Dont you miss me?" Yugyeom

"How can i even missed you when I see you everyday? Who attend the cafe when you are here?" Jaebeom

"Dont worry hyung, Himchan and Junsu hyung are there." Yugyeom

"So hyung, you already know what the dr said right? You lost a few of your memories maybe because the after shock that you received." Bambam

"Yes I know and like I told the dr. I dont know what memeories that I forget. I think I remember everything like my family. You guys, the cafe, my hobbies. Like i dont missed anything. I think?" Jaebeom

Both Yugyeom and Bambam look relieve when Jaebeom told that he does not think he lost his memory. Eventhough they both know that Jaebeom forget 1 person in his life and they swore that they will not let that 1 person come near their hyung again

" Yes hyung that is all you need to know. Dont worry about anything else. We can help you with it." Bambam

 

Meanwhile at Markson apartment

Jackson and Mark were confused when Jinyoung came to their apartment while crying.

They dont know what happen and Jinyoung still did not talk to them after a week he come to their apartment

"Jinyoung?" Mark call him softly

Jinyoung just lay down at the bed and stare into the ceiling

"Something happen?" Mark

Still no respond

"Jinyoung, you know you can tell me everything okay. I dont want to push you. Tell me whenever you are ready." Mark

"I hurt him." Jinyoung said timidly

"What Jinyoung? Who do you hurt?" Mark

Jinyoung told everything to Mark. How he feel insecure with his relationship, how his mind always been thinking to keep Jaebeom to himself. How he thinks his love will only kill both of them and lastly how he tried to kill Jaebeom without he realize it

"I swear I did not realize what I did. My mind just blank and then I felt someona take me away from Jaebeom and when I see Jaebeom unconciously lying I was so afraid that I ran away. Please Mark dont report me. I swear I did not have intention to kill Jaebeom. You know me right? I love him so much. I cant live without him." Jinyoung

Mark just listen to JInyoung story and cant believe what his friend does to Jaebeom. He feel pity to Jinyoung but he knows what Jinyoung did was wrong. He dont know what to do.

"So how Jaebeom doing?" Mark

"I dont know man, he did not call me even Bambam and Yugyeom did not call me and tell me what happen. I am really afraid to know what happen to him. What if I kill him Mark?" Jinyoung

"I am sure he is alright Jinyoung, lets search for him okay? Lets go to your apartment." Mark

Jinyoung agreed with Mark suggestion

Both of them arrive at Jinyoung and Jaebeom apartmnet

The first thing Jinyoung realize how empty the apartment look.

There is no trace at all that someone live at this apartment

Jinyoung gasp

All Jaebeom related things is gone

His book at the bookshelf is gone

All his picture is gone even the picture of Jinyoung and Jaebeom is gone 

His sweatshirt that always laying on the couch is gone.

Jinyoung run into their bedroom and he gasp louder

The room is clear without Jaebeom things

He open their  wardrobe and all Jaebeom clothes is gone

Jinyoung cry loudly

"Shuuush, Jinyoung. Dont cry." Mark

"He left me Mark hyung, He finally left me alone." Jinyoung wail

Jinyoung cant believe what he saw.

He tried to find something related to Jaebeom

His camera, his fav beanie even Nora's toy is not here

"He left me and does not leave anything for me. Oh my god. Mark hyung. I want to see him please." Jinyoung

"Jinyoung stop crying, we can find him together. Lets go to the cat cafe maybe Jaebeom will be there." Mark

Jinyoung nod and followed Mark

But when they arrive at the cafe

Jinyoung heart broken

The cafe was closed with a sign "Will not operate again"

JInyoung feel restless

"Try to call Bambam or Yugyeom." Mark

"I dont remember their number and my phone is broken. Dont you have their number?" Jinyoung

"No I dont, we just hang out together without asking phone number because we rarely see each other." Mark

"How about Jackson?'' Jinyoung

"Im pretty sure he also dont have their number." Mark

"Is this it? I cant meet Jaebeom at all. Is this my punishment Mark? Because I tried to kill him , God take him away from me." Jinyoung said  while crying

"No, Jinyoung dont cry. You dont mean it. Maybe you are sick, I know you will think I crazy but you need to seek help about how your passive aggresive behaviour" Mark

"I will do anything as long as I can see Jaebeom." Jinyoung

 

2019

Its been 2 years that Jaebeom has left Jinyoung alone and until now Jinyoung dont know where Jaebeom is.

Jinyoung still working as a model with the help of Mark and Jackson

He also went to a theraphy to help him wiith his condition

Eventhough he does not want to believe it but he has a problem with his passive aggresive attitude towards Jaebeom and he realize it.

He remember he always have Jaebeom to do things without asking Jaebeom first.

Its happen all the time even before they start dating.

He always choose Jaebeom's friend

He always choose what kind of foof Jaebeom eat

He always make sure that everything Jaebeom do will include him

Jinyoung did not realize it but he always have a temper whenever Jaebeom did not agree with what Jinyoung want. But because Jaebeom is so kind he did not say anything and just agree and follow everything. Jinyoung really thought that his behaviours is normal. The therapist said, maybe beause Jinyoung always get what he want and this progress will make him feeling possesive towards something.

Jinyoung really regret it and try to be better.

He always go to the therapy and sometimes he go and do Social Work because the therapist advice him that maybe it will make Jinyoung feels less possessive when he see someone who are poor and rethink what he should do.

Jinyoung feeling better than ever.

He still searching for Jaebeom eventhough Mark and Jackson want him to stop and just forget the past

He cant do that.

How can he forget his lover.

Yes Jinyoung love stil grow eventhough he know that Jaebeom maybe hate him

He dont have any evidence about Jaebeom and his relationship its is because his phone is broken and the memory cant be retrieve. And all their pictures and couple thing at home also gone.

Now he just rely on his memory of Jaebeom

The way Jaebeom smile to him

The way Jaebeom said I love you

The way Jaebem kiss him lightly

The first time the make out

And the thing that Jinyoung miss is Jaebeom's laugh

He will do anything to heard his laugh again

Jeju Island 

Bambam and Yugyeom just finished cleaning their little Cafe shop call Mine Cafe.

After what happen 2 years ago, with the help of his parents thay manage to clean all Jaebeom tracks so that he cant be found.

They actually change his name but Jaebeom does not know about it. They convince Jaebeom to used Jay Park as his official name and not Jaebeom

They all lied and said that they actually live at Jeju Island and open a cafe there.

Eventhough Jaebeom do not believe it but he just ignore it because as the dr said he actually lost his memory.

"Jay hyung!" Yugyeom

"What?" Jay

"Where is your lover? He suppose to help us." Yugyeom

"How should I know? Ive just arrive here." Jay

Yes as Bambam and Yugyeom worried Jaebeom actually remember a bit about his relationship but he still does not know about Jinyoung

They ask Youngjae to play pretend but Youngjae told them that he truly love Jaebeom. Actually Youngjae has a little crush at Jaebeom and the crush litle by ltlle turn into love when he see how Jaebeom treats other people with kindness and how he treat Jinyoung but he tried to ignore it because he do not want to become the third person in their relationship.

Bambam and Yugyeom introduce Youngjae as Jaebeom lover and although its awkward at first with how Youngjae always flinched when Jaebeom touch him or the way Youngjae blush when Jaebeom kiss his cheeks. Now after 2 years they feel like a real couple.

Even when they did not have physical connection aka , Youngjae did not complain at all. He feel happy whenever Jaebeom smile at him. Jaebeom's little touch here and there. Jaebeom's hugs and Jabeom's laugh. He always in awe whenever he see Jaebeom handsome face

But inside Youngjae's mind he is still worried.

He worried whenever Jaebeom stare longer at the sky full of star

He worried when Jaebeom sometimes flinch when Youngjae kiss him in the mouth

He worried that Jinyoung will find Jaebeom

Everyone were worried when they think Jaebeom will remember Jinyoung so to not trigger Jaebeom memory they will throw away or burn anythings related to Jinyoung and whenever Jinyoung face surface on the tv or magazine they will change the channel or throw the magazine. It was not that hard at first but now when the model Park Jinyoung become a hot topic his face is everywhere. 

Sometimes Jaebeom saw his commercial but he just shrug it off

They all think Jaebeom already forget Jinyoung and they all are right.

But then fate change everything.

 

 

 

SEOUL

MIN MANAGEMENT OFFICE

"Have you heard about Jay Park?" Jackson

''Who?" Jinyoung

"The freelance photographer who wins a compatition with his picture." Jackson

"Never heard of him and dont care." Jinyoung

"You should see his picture. Eventhough its only a scenery but I feel somethings when i saw his picture especially the winning picture." Jackson

"Why are you so interested with him?" Jinyoung

"Because he like a mystery puzzle. He never show his face even when he win he only sent someone to take the award for him. A lot of his fans was intrigue to know who is this Jay Park. Even when you search his name nothing came out. No picture, no SNS, nothing." Jackson

"So how do you know that guy?" Jinyoung

"Someone actually post a picture taken by him and the person dont know who is the photographer is. I dont know if the blogger take it accidentally or illegally but when he took the picture and sent it to his blog the picture get a wild response. And after a few month that guy name surf in the internet when he win that competition and everyone really belive he is the same person." Jackson told Jinyoung eagerly

"Wow, some mystery huh. Where is the picture let me see." Jinyoung

Jackson shove his phone to Jinyoung

Jinyoung see the picture. Its only a picture of a moonlight with some editing on it but he actually feels the moon is lonely. The moon is alone in the dark sky and the colour contrast with how the light from the lamp psot really shone how the moon is very light and beautiful but still Jinyoung feel lonely seeing the picture

"Its really beautiful." Jinyoungs blurt out

"Right? This guys is a freelancer win the competition with this picture against the professional. And our boss want to hire him." Jackson

"How? Everyone dont know who he is?" Jinyoung

"There is another blog where they disscussed about that Jay Park where about. Someone said he is a foreigner some said he is just a really old person but yesterday someone said maybe he is at Jeju Island. They saw a little cafe that have a same vibe with the picture and next week yo gonna go there." Jackson

"Why me?"Jinyoung

"You already have a schedule there right? Just help me and see the cafe. I dont want to go there and turn out its only a rumor. You go and see it first and if you think its there I can go and ask the owner." Jackson

"But Im only have 3 days and my 2 days is full with photoshoots. " Jinyoung

"But you have one free day right?" Jackson

"Urgh you killing me Jackson." Jinyoung

"I will do anything you ask." Jackson

"Okay, but I need to ask Ayeon first if I have a free time. Dont you even think that maybe my photoshoot location is far from the cafe?" Jinyoung

"But its still on Jeju Island right?" Jackson smile

"Whatever, if i hhave the time i will go," Jinyoung

"Thanks buddy! I owe you so much!" Jackson

 

 

TO BE CONTINUE