It was a rainy day the day everything started to pull apart.

Jaebeom dont know what happen but after a few month he started working at the cafe Jinyoung become weirder.

Usually Jinyoung will always have a schedule for photoshoot because he really a hardworking person and want to be the best in what he does.

But Jaebeom realize Jinyoung will always accompany him at the cafe and always a lil bit clingy (i mean yes he is a clingy boyfriend but he never shows it on public)

He always want to kiss him or hug him and dont misunderstand he love all the affection Jinyoung give him but its hard for him to cook or serve the customer when Jinyoung being clingy as . He always ask Jinyoung to not disturb him at the cafe but Jinyoung just shrug him off.

One day, Jinyoung did not follow him to the cafe because he is so tired after all night asking Jaebeom to cuddle with him, kissing and just sulking when Jaebeom says no.

Jaebeom was helping cleaning the table when Youngjae walk beside him but Youngjae did not realise there is a cat on his way and when he want to avoid the cat he missed the step and he gonna fall but luckily Jaebeom is fast enough to hold him.

"Are you okay?" Jaebeom

"Yes, hyung. Thank you." Yungjae said with a red face

Unfortunately for them Jinyoung just come inside at the time when Jaebeom hold Youngjae

"Yah Lim Jaebeom!" Jinyoung

"Jinyoung? You came?" Jaebeom

Even before Jaebeom said Hi Jinyoung stomped towards both of them and drag Jaebeom away from Youngjae

"What are you doing with my boyfriend?" Jinyoung

"Nothing, Jinyoung hyung." Youngjae

"Liar! You hug him right? Why do you hug my boyfriend?" Jinyoung said while gripping Youngjae hand hard

"Ouch Jinyoung hyung its hurt." Youngjae

"Jinyoungie, what are you doing? Its a misunderstanding. Youngjae here almost fell down then I help him. Thats all. Nothing happen." Jaebeom try to take Youngjae away from Jinyoung

"Dont touch him, nobody can touch YOU. You are mine Jaebeom." Jinyoung said angrily

Jaebeom knows Jinyoyng is really a hotheaded person and try to persuade him. He knows that when Jinyoung is angry nobody can stop him even Jaebeom himself cant stop him.

"Okay I dont touch him but please let him go and we can have a tea and talk about it? Honey?" Jaebeom said with a smooth voice

Jinyoung think for a while and with a loud huff leave Youngjae hand and went beside Jaebeom and hug his arm

"You are so good Jinyoung. Let me make your tea. Come lets go." Jaebeom

Jinyoung just smile and follow Jaebeom

Youngjae who was watching everything felt unreal and truly scared 

He watch his red mark hand that Jinyoung grip and wonder what happen just now

At Jinyoung and Jaebeom apartment

Jinyoung was really satiesfied when Jaebeom followed him home

He really dont like Jaebeom spent his time at the cafe

"Jinyoung ah, why are you getting angry at the cafe?" Jaebeom ask after they had their dinner

"What? You gonna say you will not get angry if somebody hug me?" Jinyoung

"Jinyoung let be realistic here. I already explain to you what happen and you still hurt Youngjae." Jaebeom

"Please dont speak his name, I dont like it." Jinyoung

"But why Jinyoung? He is our friend like Bambam, Mark and Jackson. Its the same." Jaebeom

"No its not, you dont know its because you are so oblivious to what happen around you. You dont see the way he look at you. Like yes Yugyeom look at you in adoration but with Youngjae he look at you with lust in his eyes." Jinyoung

"Lust? What are you talking about Jinyoung? Whe does not have feelings at me. Hell i dont even know if he is gay." Jaebeom

"But I do Jaebeom. I can see it, I can senses it. And I dont like it. You know how i dont like other people take my things?" Jinyoung

Jaebeom knows very well what will happen when someone takes Jinyoung property.

Its happen as early as Jinyoung in 6 years old when he grab and pull Sooyoung hair just because Sooyoung mistakenly took Jinyoung cute bird eraser. Its happen again when in highschool Jinyoung just punch some guys when the guy try to take his precious book. Jinyoung is really a possessive towards his things but Jaebeom knows he is not a bad person just because of that. And he also can see it earlier in their relationship when Jinyoung does not like it when other people talk to Jaebeom he always has a way to make them ignore Jaebeom or Jaebeom ignore them. Its not visible at all but when Jaebeom thinks he always wonder why nobody want to approach him. This is all happen when he started dating Jinyoung.

"Jinyoung you need to understand, i am not a things. I am your boyfriend, you need to trust me okay?" Jaebeom said while Jinyoung face lightly

"I promise i will not being a over jealous boyfriend." Jinyoung

It was their first small fight.

But then the small fight become bigger

And at one point its not just they talk angrily sometimes Jinyoung throws things too

Its all because Jinyoung over jealousy towards Jaebeom.

He is jealous when Jaebeom smile at his customer (But its my job Jaebeom explain)

He is jealous when Jaebeom leave him at night and went to hang out with Bambam and Yugyeom (I invited you but you dont want to come)

He is jealous when he see Youngjae's face when Youngjae look at Jaebeom (Jaebeom just rolls his eyes)

He is anxious whenever Jaebeom is not around. He cant think straight

One night, he tried to call Jaebeom.

Jaebeom did not answer his call

He tried again

"HELLO?"

"Who are you? What are you doing with my boyfriend phone?" Jinyoung

"Ouh, Jinyoung hyung. Jaebeom hyung is inside the toilet right now." Youngjae

"Is that you youngjae?" Jinyoung

"Yes hyung" Youngjae

"Where are you?" Jinyoung

"We just finished our dinner and will go back home." Youngjae

"Give the phone to Bambam." Jinyoung just sigh

"He is not here." Youngjae

"Yugyeom?" Jinyoung

"He is also not here too." Youngjae said timidly

Jinyoung just take a deep breathe and after the realization hit him he throws the phone

", are they eating together just now? just the two of them? Are they having a date night dinner? Jaebeom cheating on me?" Jinyoung 

Jinyoung just stay and wait for Jaebeom return

When he heard the click of the key he straight away went to the door and even before Jaebeom said anything he slap him

"What the Jinyoung?" Jaebeom

"How dare you cheat on me with that ?" Jinyoung

"What the hell are you talking about? Me cheating? With who?" Jaebeom

"Dont pretend that you dont know Jaebeom! You are having a dinner night with Youngjae right? Alone with him?" Jinyoung said while hitting Jaebeom chest

"Stop this Jinyoung I am never cheat on you we are not alone, there is Himchan with us and also Junsu. Our new worker that started today," Jaebeom

"What? When, why I dont know about this?" Jinyoung 

"Because we always arguing Jinyoung you dont listen what I said anymore. You just shout at me and never give me time to talk to you." Jaebeom

"What happen to us?" Jinyoung

"I dont know Jinyoung. We are always so happy even when we are poor. Remember when we were so hungry but we dont have money to buuy food we just stay at the rooftop and stare at the sky? We are that happy. And now you are always mad at me and honestly sometimes I just questioning myself. Is it my fault that you are not happy nowaday? Why you become so different Jinyoung ah?" Jaebeom

"I dont know Jaebeom. i dont know why but I just cant trust you and I dont know why my mind always said that one day you will leave me alone. You just leave me when you went to Seoul and I was really devastated. Do you want to know the truth after you left me? What I felt? I feel betrayal. You leave me there." Jinyoung

"But I come to visit Jinyoung," Jaebeom

"On a weekends only for a day. You have to know that we always spent our time together and then you gone and guess what you even told the story about Bambam and the second time i feel betrayed. You talk about his passion and hobbies, you even said he was like your half soulmate. Do you know how i felt about that? Jaebeom i felt so angry and I just want to do something and do you know what I did? I punch the mirror until its shattered. I dont know why I felt like this. i just cant trust you anymore. Even when you said you love me I just feel likes you are lying to me." Jinyoung

Jinyoung did not know that the words that he just said really broke Jaebeom heart

"You dont belive that I love you? The words that I said to you everyday? I just said that word this morning. What? How long do you feels like that?" Jaebeom

"Since you move to Seoul." Jinyoung

"That long Jinyoung? Wait does this mean why did we not have after I moved to Seoul because you did not believe in me?" Jaebeom

"No, not that Jaebeom." Jinyoung feels suffocated. He was so afraid and he dont know why

"Wow Jinyoung, wow." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom listen, I never think like that." Jinyoung

"Just stop Jinyoung, its not unfair to me. You did not believe in me and still feeling possesive towards me? You know how it was when everyday you glare at strangers just because they accidentally touch me or when the cashier give the balance money but you just yank my hand away from her? I feel so stupid and worried at the same time like why am I so stupid that maybe you were being a silly boyfriend and not because you dont trust me at all." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom dont say like that." Jinyoung

"Do you want to put an end to this?'' Jaebeom interrupt Jaebeom

"No! Not at all. Why are you saying this Jaebeom? Do you have anyone beside me. You have another lovers right? Who is that . I know it you always cheated behind my back. I can feel it Jaebeom. Dont you ever break up with me. I will kill you I seriously will kill you." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just look at Jinyoung with a hurtful expression

"You broke my heart Jinyoung with all the accusation. I think I will stay with Bambam tonight. I cant stay here with you. Im sorry Jinyoung." Jaebeom said and turn away.

But before Jaebeom go to the front door Jinyoung tackle him from the back

"You cant leave me Jaebeom. You cant." Jinyoung said while pinned Jaebom 

"Stop JInyoung, leave me. i want to go." Jaebeom

Eventhough Jaebeom has a bigger built that Jinyoung, Jinyoung is so much stronger that Jaebeom

"You cant leave me. You are mine Jaebeom!" Jinyoung said while choking Jaebeom neck

"Jin,,ahh...Stop.. I cant breathe" Jaebeom try to defense himself buy scratching Jinyoung face

But Jinyoung s not in a right mind he just feel betrayed and he dont want Jaebeom to leave

"Urgh Jin,," Jaebeom face turn to blue ish 

Then before Jaebeom faint he heard a door open and a loud voice

Then he just cant feel anything

He does not remember what exactly happen that day.

He just woke up with Bambam and Yugyeom by his side

"Hyung are you okay? " Yugyeom said he look like he was crying

"Im fine Yugyeom ah.By the way why am I here?" Jaebeom

"Hyung you dont know?" Yugyeom

"Know what?" Jaebeom

"I think we need a doctor here." Bambam

After the doctor thoroughly check Jaebeom he ask the guardian to follow him his office

"Okay just want to say that maybe, just maybe he lost his memory a little. I dont know how much but when I ask what the date he told us thaht today is Sunday 23 May." Dr

"But its September now." Yugyeom

"That is what Im talking about. We suspect that his head hit something. Do you know what happen?" Dr

"I think he had a fo,," Yugyeom

"No we dont we just found him laying down on the floor when we arrrive at our shared house.I think he just fell down. I realize he looks so tired nowaday" Bambam

Yugyeom look at Bambam with a disbelieve look

"I dont know what really happen to him but if he involve in some kind of criminal things you need to report it to the police." Dr

"We will but we dont think someone or somebody involve in this." Bambam

"Okay you may go now." Dr

"What the hell are you lying at the doctor?" Yugyeom

"We must hide Jaebeom hyung from Jinyoung hyung." Bambam

"But how, you know they are lovers right?" Yugyeom

"But dont you see how he treats Jaebeom? He treats him like he was nothing. We can see it but hyung cant because he is blindly in love with Jinyoung hyung." Bambam

"But he know Jinyoung hyung right? How can we try to hide a fact that he has a very possessive boyfriend that tried to kill him." Yugyeom

"You heard the dr said right. He maybe lost his memories. What if we hide the fact he has a boyfriend? What if we told him he does not know Jinyoung hyung?" Bambam

"But what if we remember that he has a boyfriend?' Yugyeom

"We can hire somebody to pretend to be hyung boyfriend." Bambam

"Youngjae hyung." both Bambam and Yugyeom said simultaneously

TO BE CONTINUE

Okay i know that my titles does not have any colleration with my story but idk why i want to make my title as SIGH (maybe because i keep listening to Toiki by Jus2)

I hope you enjoyed it..