Jinyoung wakes up from his sleep thinking that he is only taking a nap but he is so wrong when he look at his phone at the clock shows 8 am. He curses a little and blaming his comfy bed the reason he is late seeing his Jaebeom. Jinyoung take a quick bath and getting ready to see Jaebeom at the hospital. He is wondering who is the one taking care of Jaebeom last night. He look at his phone checking any message from Bambam but there is none from the said guy.

He arrive at the hospital a 30 minutes later and finding all the four guys were sleeping soundly. Youngjae and Yugyeom at the sofa while Bambam at the chair beside Jaebeom's bed. Jinyoung smiling when he see the beautiful scene. He do not want to interupt the sleeping guys but then Youngjae the first one to awake and see Jinyoung.

"Hyung? You are here?" Youngjae

"Shuuussh,,,,Let them sleep, lets go have our breakfast at the cafeteria Youngjae ah." Jinyoung said quitely.

Youngjae just nod and follow Jinyoung. The just buy a simple sandwiche and a cup of hot coffee.

"Youngjae ah, can I ask you a question? Its been bothering me for a while now." Jinyoung

"Sure hyung, about what?" Youngjae

"Urmm, why do you keep all the photo's and also Jaebeom's old phone?" Jinyoung

"Ouh, about that. Actually I really love watching Jaebeom's photo and I think it was a waste to burn a family photo album and what if Jaebeom's regain his memory and want it back? Actually Yugyeom just ask us to rid of any picture with you but then almost 90% of the picture of Jaebeom are with you so I think its a shame to just get rid of it and about the phone I dont really know why I did not throw the phone away. Maybe becasue eventhough I know I cant access the phone in my mind the phone was like something that can connect with Jaebeom and not Jay Park? Because if you ask me, for this 2 years I really think of Jaebeom as Jay. My boyfriend and I am afraid if I did not have any things relate Jay with Jaebeom it will make me hurt more than now. You know what I mean. Sorry for babbling." Younjae

Jinyoung took Youngjae hand and give him a reassurance squeeze.

"I am sorry again Youngjae ah. I took your Jay away from you." Jinyoung

"Ah, no no hyung dont say like that. It was my fault at the first place. I deserve it. I am fine hyung." Youngjae

"But why are you crying? You dont realize your own tears falling down.'' Jinyoung said while whiping Youngjae tears from his cheeks

"What? Oh gosh hahahahahah" Youngjae laugh awkwardly

"Dont hide it Youngjae, I know its hurt I have been through it for 2 years ago but I am lucky that I found him back but in your situation, you are the one who hurted the ost. Please dont hide anything. Just tell me if you wanted to when things become harder to get through. I will try my best to help you." Jinyoung

"You are so kind hyung, I have done some nasty thing to you and yet you still treat me nicely. I dont deserve this kind of treatment hyung." Youngjae

"This is all because I actually realize after I lost Jaebeom and the therapy help me to sort out my feeling. What should I feel or what shouldn't I feel. If I am the same old Jinyoung I think now we are fighting or even killing each other. I am now according to my therapist a stable person emotionally and I want to keep it that way." Jinyoung

"Gosh hyung, you are so different. The old want will keep staring at me just because Jaebeom hyung pat my back." Youngjae chuckle

"Oh no, please erased those horrible memories." Jinyoung

"Thank you so much hyung for your words. I will try to get rid of my feelings towards Jaebeom hyung." Youngjae

"I will appreciate it Youngjae but if you cant do it you can just keep loving him and maybe  dont try to take him away from me but if you do try it just remember in the end I always always know that Jaebeom will be mine. I also dont mind a little competition because I know Jaebeom is a great man and every one want a piece of him." Jinyoung

Youngjae just chuckle and shake his head.

You should go now hyung, I am pretty sure Bambam and Yugyeom already left. I told them you want to talk with Jaebeom alone." Youngjae

"Thank you. Youngjae. Please always be happy." Jinyoung

"I will try hyung. I will." Youngjae

Jinyoung left Youngjae and went to Jaebeom's room and like Youngjae said both Bambam and Yugyeom are gone. Jinyoung only see Jaebeom trying to sit up from his bed and he quickly help him.

"Thank you. Do you have a good rest?" Jaebeom

"I am, dont worry and before whatever you want to discussed with me. Please listen to what I am gonna say to you first." Jinyoung said while sitting on Jaebeom's bed.

"Okay.I will." Jaebeom

"The day when I realized what I have done to you is a week after the incident. I was just awaken from my static self. I dont even realize that but Mark and Jackson told me that I crashed at their home almost a week and never do anything. They need to feed me to make sure i will be okay and I really dont remember what actually happen. When I just awake from the static state I rushed to our apartment to look for you. To see either you are fine or not but what did I get? An apartment with your things gone from it. The picture, your clothes even Nora and all her play things is gone. I was so scared and sad. I dont know what should I do. You will never know what I feel hyung, I cant describe how heartbroken I am losing you. I know I assault you but to tell you the truth I really dont realize what I have done to you. I never knew it was so much worse because in my mind I just kinda stranggle you then I run. But when Bambam and Yugyeom told me what have you become because of me I was so shoked and sorry hyung. I know I am wrong hurting you like that but trust me, I dont realize I do that to you. That is when Jackson introduce me to the therapist and the therapist help me a lot hyung." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just look at Jinyoung. Jinyoung is shaking while he told Jaebeom the story. Jaebeom reached out and hold Jinyoung arm.

"They told me that I have some mental illness and decribe to me the symptoms. At first I dont really believe it but the when I lose you and Mark keep giving me his advice, finally I accept the fact that I am sick and I keep going to the therapy and keep getting better. I am willing to do anything to chnage myself and thankfully I am cured. But then, my heart still hurting because I still cant see you. You dont know how I was franticly searching for you. I keep going to the any police station and hospital twice a week searching for your name in case someone found you but then  there is not a clue. I was totally lost hyung but I keep going because I know that even if the world said you were gone but in my heart I still can feel you hyung." Jinyoung

Jinyoung started to sob. Jaebeom who was watching Jinyoung feel his heart tugged seeing him like that. Jaebeom wanted to hug him but then because of his broken arm he cant do it.

" You dont know what I truly feels when the first time I meet you at the airport. I dont think you will remember it. But because of our suprise meeting I am determine to find you and the firts time we meet at the market really make me speeachless and frozen even, I was totally shocked at that time and I know you will never recognised me because I wear mask at that time but Jaebeom that time I finally feel at ease. before this I hard a really hard time thinking where are you. Alive or not. That is on of the reason why I really dont care when Bambam told me the truth because I finally can breathe and after a few months without get enough sleep. I sleep soundly for the first time and I finally get a happy dream." Jinyoung

Jaebeom were totally shocked with the confession Jinyoung just told him. He never knew that Jinyoung is suffered because of him. Looking the way Jinyoung is still crying and shaking Jaebeom feel bad. Because at the time he lost his memory he never think about Jinyoung at all but then Jinyoung keep thinking about him eventhough Jinyoung can choose to ignore Jaebeom but the said guy still looking for him. This is all making sense in Jaebeom mind. He now knows what he should do.

"Jinyoung ah." Jaebeom spoke softly.

Jinyoung look at him and he jump toward Jaebeom when Jaebeom hold up his left hand asking for Jinyoung to hug him.

"Urgh, my hand. Jinyoungie." Jaebeom

"Oh my god you call me Jinyoungie.. Thank you god thank you so much god!!" Jinyoung

" To be honest, i dont even know how to react when I first gain my memory but then a few days after I reminisce my memory how they all treat me so kindly and how they keep making me happy I was fine by it and then I realize I also dont know how to digest about our condition. I mean you ing beat me like I am ragged dolls and the memory of it reallt bother me a lot. I have thoughts to end thing with you like just go and vanished out of your life. But when i see your face again my heart  skip a little. When you help me out and the way you keep wanted to accompany me makes me remember the good memory when I was with you. At that time I dont know what happen to you and I should hate you because what have you done to me is like the worst thing ever but then I dont know why but all I feels towards you is a longing feels the kind that I wanted to just be with you without even think anything else. I know my mind did not agree with what my heart want but then we were together long enough to know that the thing you done is bad for me and i could just walk away from you but I cant lie to myself and to my heart. The few days I spent without you guys. I think and think what if..What if I choose to leave you, what if I choose to stay. What will happen? Then I remember the time when I fall in love with you. You are not perfect then Jinyoung and you stiill are not perfect now but for me you are just perfect enough for me to love." Jaebeom

Jaebeom cant finished his words when Jinyoung shut Jaebeom mouth with his mouth. Jinyoung kiss Jaebeom firmly, not letting the other guy slip away Jinyoung hold Jabeeom's face. Jinyoung finally feel like he is alive again when Jaebeom kisses him back. Jinyoung was worried if Jaebeom will be push him away but when Jaeboem kiss Jinyoung back all the worry were gone, Jiinyoung try to deepen their kissed when Jaebeom winced a little.

"What. what?' Jinyoung

"Jinyoung I know you missed me but we are still at the hospital and its not a perfect place if we become . Also my hand become numb when you keep pressing them." Jaebeom

"Ouhh sorry hyung, I cant think anythiing else when I kissed you. I missed you so much and yours lips is so scrumptious as always," Jinyoug smirk

"Stop teasiing me!!" Jaebeom said while blushing

Both Jinyoung and Jaebeom dont really know what will happen in the future but for now they are happy with each other. The time when Jinyoung lose Jaebeom really teached him a lot of things. How to control his emotion, how to never give up untl you found what you want and jjust believe in destiny. Jinyoung almost lose his other's half. Now he is thankful for anything that give him more time to be with Jaebeom. Jinyoung will cherised everythiing from now on.

THE END

Hi guy! At last I finished it. Sorry if it too cliche, i stated that my story will be a cliche one.To tell you the truth I lost some idea to prolong this story but then I decided to give this story an ending. I know my story is not that great but I am proud of it. Sorry for the wrong grammar or spelling I never checked my spelling. To those who stay until now. Thank you again!! 

Btw guys,  maybe I will do some epilogue about their life after the incident, maybe a short or long one but I dont know when!

I hope you guy will still support me!

If you want please try reading my other JJP story, I just have 2 for now but I actually have tons of idea to write about JJP or any other JB ships.

Have a great day!!

Minminhyo