Dear Hyukkie oppa: 

 

I always feel like I'm in heaven with you. 

 

As I'm writing this letter, the sweet memories that we had are running through my head and I can't help but to smile at everything. Thank you so much for all that you have done for me, I guess there's no way for me to pay you back at all. 

 

Remember how I was like 6 years ago? I was a shy and meek girl who refused to talk and expressed everything through dancing. I would always remember our first encounter. I was practising in the dance room as usual when you suddenly walked in. 

 

"Woah, chill. This kinda moves are injury prone. Don't exert yourself. Take it slow." And you flashed me the gummiest smile I had ever seen. Your smile was so infectious that I had to smile back. 

 

After that incident, we became friends. Somehow. Then good friends. Then best friends. And finally, lovers. It's amazing how everything happened, but guess what, it feels good to have you by my side. The rushing sensation when we dance together, the tingling sensation when our hands touch... Everything. Those moments cannot be described by mere words, oppa, it was something much higher, like a connection of the soul. 

 

With you around, it was impossible to feel lonely. You knew me just too well. You knew that I hate capsicums, but is too lazy to fish them out of the dish, so you would carefully pick a bowl of the dish, capsicum-free for me right after the dish came up. You knew I have a tendency to zone out anywhere and anytime, therefore, you made sure you walked on the outer side of the kerb so that I would not get knocked down by a car. 

 

There's just so much more, oppa, too many moments that I am not able to finish describing within this letter. 

 

Hence, here's a song, specially dedicated to the most loved man of my heart. 

 

Where you are, I will be there too

Where you go, I will go there too

 

I smile for you every day, I pray for you

With thoughts of you, I fall asleep - I open my eyes as I call for you

You protect me by my side and you embrace me

You are my heaven

 

You're my only one way

Only for you - I am thankful that I am next to you

You're the only one babe

You taught me love in this harsh world - I am happy with you alone

 

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven x2

If we're together we will never cry never never cry

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven x2

Forever, together - never gonna be alone

 

I breathe in your arms, we kiss in your arms

When I hear your voice, it feels like I'm dreaming

I can tell from your eyes, I can tell about your love

You are my heaven

 

You're my only one way

Only for you - I am thankful that I am next to you

You're the only one babe

You taught me love in this harsh world - I am happy with you alone

 

Heaven - my only person, yes the person who will protect me

Any sadness, any pain - if only I'm with you

I'm not jealous of anyone else - hold my two trembling hands

Because the reason I live is you

 

You're my only one way

Only for you - I am thankful that I am next to you

You're the only one babe

You taught me love in this harsh world - I am happy with you alone

 

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven x2

If we're together we will never cry never never cry

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven x2

Forever, together - never gonna be alone

Oh, so alone 

 

Thank you for teaching me how heaven feels like. With you by my side, I'll feel warm even on the coldest snowy day because I know I'll never be alone. 

 

Here, oppa, I thank you for all you have done. Happy birthday. 

 

Love, 

Hyoyeon