Mingyu's POV

i left Seokmin and walked my way through the huge crowd towards the other side of the room where another bar was located.

i was calling out all the gods and angels from above praying and hoping that i could finally spot my baby wonwoo there.

an hour had already passed and i haven't seen even a single strand of his hair. its making me really anxious and scared for his own sake and it's driving me crazy!

never i had ever felt this worried for somebody before not even for my own family or seokmin and i'm frankly quite surprised by my own actions as well.

i never felt the sudden urge to find someone and have them within my arms before, heck i didn't even imagined myself to fall for someone so easily.

yes, it's now safe to say that i had already fallen for wonwoo, the Jeon wonwoo, as impossible as it may seem but none of this would make any sense if not right?

if i 'm not yet inlove then why would i even care for his well being at the first place, why would i always think of him, why do i have fantasies of him being with me all the time, why would i crave for his attention? his touch? his body?

it may look like its just physical attraction and pure lust but after that car incident and the talk with my best friend seokmin earlier, it totally made everything so much clearer for me now, i am definitely struck by Jeon Wonwoo

just a few days ago he was just a total stranger and now he's affecting me too much, he's making me feel different emotions inside that i can barely have a grip on

maybe they're right, maybe love at first sight do happen in real life, if not then i should really consider myself attending a psychiatrist soon, just kidding.

now that i finally figured out what truely is wonwoo for me, i have finally decided to make a move on him as soon as possible but not too soon though, i still need to carefully plan all of it, i really do not like to rush everything anyway.

i will be doomed if i scare wonwoo away from me once i confess my love to him, i cannot afford that to happen, just by thinking of wonwoo running away from me makes me unintentionally shiver.
oh well, let's just wait until the right time comes, but for now i should really continue on looking out for him.

i finally arrived at the bar section and made a sigh of relief when i caught a glimpse of his friends hanging out at that very spot, if his friends were there then maybe wonwoo's there as well.

i quickened my pace, greedy to finally meet wonwoo again after a long torturous night. i shamefully ran like a mad puppy to his owner.

once i arrived at the area all people's attentions were immediately allocated on me, but i shrugged them off and went straight to the one i recognized as one of wonwoo's bestfriends, 

what was his name again? the one that has a pair of very thin eyes?

soonyo? soonho? soonyoung?,ah! yeah right soonyoung, i approached him swiftly and asked him if he's with wonwoo without even saying hi first.

"ah soonyoung right? did you happen to see wonwoo around? i kind of lost sight of him earlier," i asked frantically

my sudden appearance shocked the hell out of them, i looked around and saw familiar faces ,one of them was actually wonwoo's other bestfriend from earlier, the one that's relatively small with very cute features but radiates a very intimidating aura.

i snapped from my thoughts when the smallest of the group asked me, who is he again? jihoon right?

"so what makes you think that we are with wonwoo? i thought you gave him a ride earlier so you're supposed to be with him right? Jihoon said uncompromisingly.

i suddenlt felt ashamed for myself, i was never confronted by anybody so bluntly before infront of many people.

i sighed deeply, he was right though i shouldn't be asking where wonwoo is to them for i was the one who brought him here at the first place

i scratched my head "ahm about that, i didn't really intended to lose him, people were starting to approach me the moment we entered this place and when i finally got away from them, he was suddenly gone, i've been looking for him all night but i haven't seen him yet" i shamefully admitted

"so? is that your only excuse huh? i bet he already told you beforehand that he's not really familiar with this kind of environment yet you still let him slip away from you like that so easily, oh well what do you expect from mister popular anyway" he mockingly replied, giving me one last glare before walking away from us

i looked down, embarrassment running all over my body, he has the right to be mad at me though, he was wonwoo's bestfriend so its normal that he would be that protective of him besides if i was in his case i would be mad as well.

i was interrupted by my thoughts when a hand was suddenly placed on my shoulder, i look at the owner of the hand and saw soonyoung giving me an apologetic look

"yah mingyu-sii i'm sorry about that, he's just drunk, he's always pissed whenever he drank too much beer, and by the way wonwoo's with us, he went to the bathroom almost half an hour ago already, i don't know why though so could you do me a favo