Life became dull and goalless. Life became dark without her. He couldn’t breathe when she wanted to break up. He couldn’t sleep, eat and work. He cant live without her. He didn’t want all this to happen, he wanted to stop everything.

His heart ached. He couldn’t sleep that night. Lying on his bed at their old hideout. He sighed as he scrolled through all the pictures taken together with her. A tear rolled down and his heart ached again. He missed her so much.

A call came. It was from Jisoo. Bobby closed his eyes with a sigh and ignored her call. He couldn’t do anything. He waited for the call to stop and decided to try his luck to call Hanbyul.

“ come on baby… please.. answer the phone “ He whispered, hoping she woud answer the call but the call soon entered voicemail and Bobby gave up.

Cursing, he let out a frustrated cry. He looked through his contacts and stopped right at B.I’s number. He wanted to B.I. He wanted to ask B.I for help but he couldn’t. He was scared, he was worried. Afterall, she was B.I’s sister. Only B.I hasn’t know about it.

His stomache was growling but he didn’t want to eat. He had no appetite. He was like dead from head to toe.

Putting on his clothes, he headed out, to where they first met. YG High. Juniors greeted him when he walked past them with a sigh and headed straight up the rooftop. There, B.I’s little corner was still there, left untouched. His shoulders deflated in slight relief and softened. Memories flashed through his mind as he lied on B.I’s mat at his little corner.

* Just let me die if you’re not gonna return to me, Kim Hanbuyul… * He thought, closing his eyes, letting out a deep soft sigh, letting the sun shine on him.

His heart kept on aching, and he was so weak. He was in torture and it was tormenting. He spent almost half the day at YG High’s rooftop. He felt lonely, he felt being left alone in this cold icy world with nowhere to go. He wanted to see her but he couldn’t and he just didn’t know what to do. His phone vibrated with a few messages but he ignored them all.

Next, he went up the cherry hill to visit Chanwoo and Grandma. He kneeled down on the grass and lowered his head. Tears started flowing down uncontrollably.

“ mianhaeyo Halmoni.. I mad