Selfhate (61 selfhate stories)

The Billionaire's Hierarchy (Poster Needed)

When Kwon Hana rescues the sole heir of billionaire Byun Baekhyun, the powerful leader of the Hierarchy, she unwittingly enters a realm of opulence, fame, and peril.

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Letting Go (The Stray Kids Collection: Story #1)

By TallProud Updated
With 82 chapters, 9 votes, 88 subscribers, 6070 views, 12 comments, 50514 words

In which Athena is drowning in guilt and Felix wants to save her. ~ "Why are you so distant? Why won't you just let me in? " "Because I'm a murderer!" "What?"     "I killed him Felix. I killed Hwang Hyunjin."

Don't Go Breaking My Heart [HwaByul]

By W_i_c_k_e_d Updated
Characters Hwasa, Moonbyul
With 9 chapters, 4 votes, 21 subscribers, 770 views, 2 comments, 33777 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Sneak Into Me

By W_i_c_k_e_d Updated
Characters Sua, Siyeon, Dami
With 13 chapters, 16 votes, 96 subscribers, 3920 views, 18 comments, 68974 words
Status [M]

The Silent Whispers of an Unspoken Heart

By juunji Updated
Tags  angst   crackfic   drama   fluff   girlgroup   idollife   multishot   romance   selfharm   depression   love   comfort   tragic   girlxgirl   yujin   tradegy   suffering   trainee   misery   lesbian   eunbi   unrequitedlove   undyinglove   silceoflife   crackship   grief   idolau   selfhate   wonyoung   izone   madmakz   ive   lesserafim   bunnyline 
Characters Kwon Eunbi & Jang Wonyoung
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 52 subscribers, 760 views, 2021 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

From the very beginning when she appeared on the grand stage of Produce 48, Jang Wonyoung's heart was utterly captivated by the radiant presence of Kwon Eunbi. What started as mere admiration had gradually evolved into an unspoken love that would shape the young visual's life for years to come.  

A Shadow's Love

By Ghad20 Updated
Characters OC X OC (BIAS)
With 11 chapters, 4 votes, 95 subscribers, 4180 views, 15 comments, 3528 words
Status Completed

Loving you was the mistake I made knowing that you'll never love me back so I'll just keep on watching you from the shadows. A sad short story

THE LUSTFUL REALM

By StrayKitten Updated
Characters Yeji, Ryujin, Lia, Chaeryoung, Chaeyoung, Jisoo, Jennie, Olivia Hye, Yeri, Twice, Nayeon, Tzuyu, Sana, Kazuha, Somi
With 10 chapters, 50 votes, 4448 subscribers, 40210 views, 18 comments, 15518 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

12:45

By domhyuk Updated
Characters Lee Donghae. Lee Hyukjae.
With 1 chapters, 21 votes, 89 subscribers, 1750 views, 8 comments, 4776 words
Status Completed

Hyukjae wants to escape.  Hyukjae needs a moment to think about nothing at all. 

After Summer

By peglevi Updated
Characters Chanyeol , Baekhyun , Bae Joohyun (Irene) , Kyungsoo
With 5 chapters, 13 subscribers, 2 comments, 12953 words
Status [M]

Area One

By NaurielWeasley Updated
Characters Junmyeon / Suho, Luhan, EXO, BTS
With 34 chapters, 2 subscribers, 360 views, 98042 words

“’Every one of us would die in order to help you. Just let us know about your plans.’ That’s what the man said earlier!” Jongin’s eyes were sparkling. “Well, I sure hope you didn’t let him know,” a sharp voice said from somewhere behind him. “And everyone can talk about dying for a good cause. When the Patrol returns, they will up to them like everyone else does.” Jongin wasn’t surprised at Luhan’s argument. “Who says they will? Everything is better than doing nothing, right? Why

Being Human

By obsessive_introvert Updated
Tags  family   hyukjae   superjunior   leehyukjae   ocs   fanfiction   hurtandcomfort   selfhate 
Characters Lee Hyukjae (Super Junior) x Lee Eun Mi (OC)
With 1 chapters, 2 subscribers, 240 views, 2186 words
Status Completed

Making mistakes is part of being human. If you're flawless, you're not human  A heart to heart talk between Lee Hyukjae and his little sister who's tired

Exo Oneshots

By ObliviatedSoul Updated
Tags  angst   fluff   oneshot   exo   kai   luhan   tao   sehun   baekhyun   xiumin   chanyeol   minseok   lay   yixing   jongin   healing   kyungsoo   dokyungsoo   kaixoc   chanyeolxoc   baekhyunxoc   exoau   exol   luhanxoc   sehunxoc   xiuminxoc   taoxoc   kyungsooxoc   weareone   jongdaexoc   selfhate   yixingxoc   minseokxoc   junmyeonxoc   willaddmoretags   selflove   multipleaus   vlive   requestsopen   possibletriggers 
Characters Baekhyun, Minseok, Yixing, Kyungsoo, Jongin, Kai, Xiumin, Chanyeol, Sehun, Lay,luhan,tao,suho,Jongdae
With 4 chapters, 5 votes, 19 subscribers, 1450 views, 9 comments, 37875 words

Place for all Exo oneshots, imagines, etc Might add some other groups at a later time. Requests are are also open.

Amethyst

By Fuggy123 Updated
Characters Sehun, Jongin
With 6 chapters, 16 votes, 230 subscribers, 2720 views, 29 comments, 17823 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Fighter.

By Habanero Updated
Characters Nakamoto Yuta/ Lee Taeyong
With 7 chapters, 4 votes, 106 subscribers, 1020 views, 1 comments, 23152 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Keep Kissing Girls in the Street

By elcten881 Updated
Tags  jihyo   mina   siyeon   rose   homophobia   comingofage   comingout   selfhate   selfdiscovery   chaeyoung   momo   twice   tzuyu   blackpink   elkie   welcomemat   etcouple   donotrepost 
With 30 chapters, 30 votes, 182 subscribers, 5110 views, 74 comments, 51078 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Crowdfunded

Too Close for Comfort

By 801senpai Updated
Characters Oh Sehun ¤ Kim Jongin ¤ Park Chanyeol
With 18 chapters, 71 votes, 1050 subscribers, 12880 views, 149 comments, 30975 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Memento Mori

By shoujo-camui Updated
Characters Mark Tuan (Tuan Yi-en), Park Jinyoung, Lim Jaebeom, Jackson Wang (Wang Ka-Yee), Choi Youngjae, Kim Yugyeom, Bambam (Kunpimook Bhuwakul)
With 63 chapters, 8 votes, 109 subscribers, 5270 views, 83 comments, 292125 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Things have changed

By RaspyPK Updated
Tags  angst   selfhate   moonsun   wheesa 
Characters KimYongsun MoonByuli JungWheein AnhHyejin EricNam KimNamjoon KimSeokjin MinYoongi JungHoseok ParkJimin KimTaehyung JeonJungkook
With 1 chapters, 18 subscribers, 170 views, 743 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

~Book Six~ Secretly Finding Us ✔ (COMPLETE)

By Moonbeam436 Updated
Characters Min Yoongi, Lee Felix.
With 31 chapters, 3 votes, 13 subscribers, 520 views, 19 comments, 71919 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

My Biggest Lie

By XxXCateXxX Updated
Characters Kim Ryeowook, Kim Jongwoo/Yesung, Lee Hyukjae/Eunhyuk, Lee Donghae
With 5 chapters, 4 votes, 150 subscribers, 1720 views, 14 comments, 9817 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Rain or Shine

By Krackalackin Updated
With 11 chapters, 18 votes, 558 subscribers, 3980 views, 47 comments, 19046 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Perfect

By CherryLovesRainbows Updated
Characters Jungkook Jin Jimin Jhope Rapmonster Suga V
With 20 chapters, 25 votes, 1115 subscribers, 38670 views, 116 comments, 18507 words
Status [M], Members Only, Subscribers Only

It's not a sickness

By MarchNoona Updated
Characters Lee Dongmin (Cha Eunwoo), Moon Bin, Park Jinwoo (Jinjin), Park Minhyuk (Rocky), Yoon Sanha and MJ
With 13 chapters, 3 votes, 3 comments, 27648 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

~Book One~ Secretly Beginning Us ✔ (COMPLETE)

By Moonbeam436 Updated
Characters Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jeongguk, Original Characters
With 31 chapters, 3 votes, 116 subscribers, 1800 views, 32 comments, 66928 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Do You Trust Me?

By pcyflowerboy Updated
With 1 chapters, 15 votes, 82 subscribers, 2030 views, 4 comments, 4444 words
Status [M], Completed

Belong To Me

By One-Hit-Wonder Updated
Characters Ikon, Hanbin, Jinhwan
With 20 chapters, 8 votes, 303 subscribers, 4360 views, 21 comments, 37142 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Love me Tender - Jungkook fanfic

By sherlyn3798 Updated
Characters Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Kim Namjoon, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Kim Sejin, Original Female Character(s)
With 4 chapters, 2 subscribers, 190 views, 4517 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

One Flower Endured Through It Alone

By AdoraByun Updated
Characters Baekhyun, Yixing/Lay, Jongdae/Chen, Kyungsoo/D.O, Sehun, Chanyeol, Jongin/Kai, Junmyeon/Suho, Minseok/Xiumin, Yifan/Kris, Ji Hyeran/Z.Hera, Taeyeon, minor appearances of other idols
With 1 chapters, 6 votes, 62 subscribers, 3 comments, 12535 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

your love left me with ghosts (and now i’m drifting)

By Falling_Leaves_ Updated
Characters Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook
With 9 chapters, 4 votes, 69 subscribers, 1430 views, 13 comments, 58207 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Brave the Storm

By Relikku Updated
Tags  eunseo   selfharm   selfhate   selflove   cosmicgirls   wjsn   dawon 
Characters Dawon, Eunseo, Luda, Exy
With 1 chapters, 8 votes, 18 subscribers, 990 views, 3 comments, 5279 words
Status Completed, Members Only

Dawon is lost, broken and confused....will anyone be able to mend the shattered pieces together again?   (TW added for topic discussed, that is all!)

Ice ❄

By EroTaeKai Updated
Characters Ace Lee Taemin, Kai Kim Jongin, OC
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 84 subscribers, 740 views, 1 comments, 8927 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only, Crowdfunded

Luck

By MissUnOriginal Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   fluff   jihyo   jinyoung   jyp   mina   orphan   kids   youngjae   bambam   nayeon   abandoned   adopted   stray   selfhate   dahyun   jackson   mark   got7   yugyeom   chaeyoung   mentionsofdeath   momo   sana   twice   tzuyu   jeongyeon   dubchaeng   mentionofabuse 
Characters Son chaeyoung, Kim Dahyun, Yoo Jeongyeon, I'm Nayeon, Park Jihyo, Hirai Momo, Myoui Mina, Minatozaki Sana, Chou Tzuyu, Choi Youngjae, Kim Yugyeom, Jackson Wang, Mark Tuan, BamBam, I'm Jaebum, Park Jinyoung, JYP, Mention of other artists as well
With 1 votes, 14 subscribers, 810 views, 93 words
Status [M]

Bloodletting

By TheSloth Updated
Tags  selfharm   depression   jennie   selfhate 
Characters Jennie Kim
With 5 chapters, 17 subscribers, 890 views, 3 comments, 2127 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

To protect you

By MewMewSarang Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   kpopidols   anxiety   vixx   vixxleo   vixxn   vixxken   vixxhyuk   vixxravi   vixxhongbin   selfhate   wontaek   eatingdisorders   selfabuse   hyuken   nbin   cruelworld   vixxlr   mistreatment 
Characters Jung Taekwoon/Leo, Cha Hakyeon/N, Han Sanghyuk/Hyuk, Lee Jaehwan/Ken, Lee Hongbin/Hongbin, Kim Wonshik/Ravi
With 13 chapters, 5 votes, 52 subscribers, 2710 views, 34 comments, 34555 words

----------------------------------------------------------- "If one were to dive in deep, one could uncover the dark, cruel, and twisted reality of the music industry. Its world is unbalanced, it is unfair. Talent didn't drive you far, it wasn't a determining factor at all. It was luck. You can work hard, or you're talented to take part in the industry, but

The Love I belong to

By MoonSooYa Updated
Characters Kim Jaejoong Jung Yunho Kim Junsu Park Yoochun Shim Changmin other side characters
With 21 chapters, 17 votes, 152 subscribers, 3300 views, 18 comments, 27832 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Whispers.

By uwuyoonmin Updated
Characters parkjimin, minyoongi, kimtaehyung, kimseokjin, junghoseok
With 4 chapters, 1 votes, 24 subscribers, 1120 views, 4 comments, 4353 words
Status [M]

Built On Trust

By MissUnOriginal Updated
Characters Nayeon, Mina, Dahyun, Sana, Jeongyeon, Momo, Chaeyoung, Tzuyu, Jihyo
With 18 chapters, 8 votes, 142 subscribers, 5270 views, 39 comments, 6944 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

Fools Fall

By Iranka Updated
Characters yoongi | jungkook | namjoon | seokjin
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 14 subscribers, 1110 views, 5 comments, 8482 words
Status Completed

yoongi never really, truly expected jungkook to like him back, but when said boy comes home with a lovesick smile on face, rambling about the ‘cute boy with the dimples’ he met today, it really drives it home. yoongi can't pretend any longer, can't keep living in his delusions. so he just smiles as best he can and wills his feelings away.

Her Darkest Light

By twicetrash1223 Updated
Characters Myoui Mina, Im Nayeon, Son Chaeyoung, Hirai Momo, Yoo Jeongyeon, Chou Tzuyu, Minatosaki Sana, Kim Dahyun, Park Jihyo
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 36 subscribers, 1010 views, 3 comments, 622 words

Tzuyu didn't think life had a brightside, Mina only experienced the best of the best. What happens when their two different worlds collide? Will Tzuyu be proved wrong, will Mina even be able to help?    #all from Tzuyu’s POV unless said otherwise

Repeat

By Saritababo Updated
Tags  angst   bullying   dark   fluff   friendship   help   selfharm   cute   bullied   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol   parkchanyeol   byunbaekhyun   chanbaek   selfhate   selfabuse 
Characters Park Chanyeol Byun Baekhyun
With 1 chapters, 32 votes, 181 subscribers, 5470 views, 15 comments, 26560 words
Status [M], Completed

Then There’s You

By Queen_Yewon_98 Updated
Tags  anorexia   depression   bulimia   angstromance   anxiety   selfhate   suicidalthoughts   sinb   gfriend   umji   umb 
Characters Umji, SinB, Yerin, Sowon, Eunha, Yuju
With 12 chapters, 10 votes, 120 subscribers, 4330 views, 24 comments, 14718 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

My Friend Depression

By Byulyi143 Updated
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 subscribers, 260 views, 2455 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

私をコントロールする

By SeptiShad Updated
Tags  minhyuk   kihyun   wonho   hurtandcomfort   eatingdisorder   selfhate   sickfic   shownu   hyungwon   jooheon   monstax   changkyun 
Characters Kihyun, Hoseok, Minhyuk, Changkyun, Hyungwoo, Hyungwon, Jooheon
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 6 subscribers, 1040 views, 1 comments, 352 words

Two shot about Kihyun because why not.

Two Sense

By BeachImJibooty Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   death   illness   romance   sad   yoonmin   hospital   min   sadness   kim   ocd   park   yoongi   jimin   ball   ohwell   selfhate   seokjin   angstyromance   yoonminangst   idkwhattotagtbh   majorcharacterdeath   sickjimin   jiminissick   comaau   imademyselfcry   sleepin   numberobsession 
Characters Min Yoongi, Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin
With 3 chapters, 20 subscribers, 580 views, 1 comments, 2394 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Altschmerz

By scentofyeol Updated
Characters Chanyeol and Baekhyun | Rest of EXO (OT9)
With 2 chapters, 7 votes, 108 subscribers, 6 comments, 3711 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Not Good Enough

By exolwings04 Updated
Tags  angst   hwanhee   kpop   selfhate   selfacceptance   up10tion 
Characters UP10TION
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 7 subscribers, 1070 views, 1 comments, 5912 words
Status Completed

"Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever." When Hwanhee stumbled across some hate comments on Twitter, he was unsure about his worth to the company and his fellow members. The next day, Wooseok unintentionally hurt him during practice. After the constant remarks of how terrible he was, will he be able to realise his importance in time?

My Unconditional Love

By Karma_moana Updated
Tags  infinite   reader   schoolromance   selfhate   ownit 
Characters Infinite, Chaekyung, Ailee, And More
With 6 chapters, 1 subscribers, 1580 views, 8187 words

She needed protecting... So he gave her that. But what she wanted was for him to be hers, which he couldn't do.

Thin

By IamYourHope Updated
Tags  angst   anorexia   selfharm   bts   selfhate   bangtan 
Characters park jimin (bts), all of bts
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 44 subscribers, 7280 views, 8 comments, 1194 words

He wants to be skinny, he wants to be thin.   He wants to be loved.

Am I Beautiful yet?

By sebooty94 Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   suho   genderbend   selfhate   femsehun 
Characters Suho, Sehun, Kai, Kyungsoo, Chen,Kibum, Onew, other Exo and Shinee members
With 1 chapters, 31 subscribers, 370 views, 1 comments, 902 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Everything will be fine.

By syana_cheryll Updated
Tags  seventeen   selfhate   seungkwan   drowning 
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 110 subscribers, 810 views, 12 comments, 2066 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Here's To The Kids...

By BringingLexiBack Updated
Tags  angst   depression   drugabuse   selfhate 
Characters various kpop idols, oc's
With 4 chapters, 6 subscribers, 150 views, 2049 words
Status [M]

Skin

By imaunicornbiatch Updated
Tags  black   exo   hate   xiumin   minseok   selfhate 
Characters First person and Xiumin
With 6 chapters, 1 votes, 6 subscribers, 530 views, 2 comments, 2663 words

First time Writer I got bored but I feel like I'm a really dark person I'm sorry if it upsets anyone whatesover, I just wanted to write without boundaries.

Self-Antagonizing Thoughts.

By lrrelevance Updated
Tags  angst   jongkey   key   selfhate 
Characters Key, Jonghyun
With 2 chapters, 1 votes, 14 subscribers, 820 views, 3 comments, 1447 words
Status Completed

Kibum is suffering.  There's something deep inside that causes him to despise everything about himself, from his appearance to personality and everything in between. Yet somewhere, no matter how deep down, he knows he doesn't deserve to feel this way, that maybe things aren't what they seem... but then again, what if the voice is right?

Bones Exposed [Sequel of I Found Loyalty And It Was Pain]

By OhSoInglorious Updated
Tags  selfharm   depression   exo   taoris   selfhate 
Characters EXO, mostly Tao and Kris
With 2 chapters, 6 votes, 143 subscribers, 2460 views, 7 comments, 1778 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Grasp for Sadness

By Bloody_Vampire_JL7 Updated
Tags  angst   infinite   sungyeol   lonely   selfhate   emptiness 
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 comments, 1504 words
Status Completed

Love? Non-existent. Warmth? Not Available. Companionship? Nope. Sadness?  Well that's available anywhere, anytime, and in a

Tainted Heart

By Mintbluerose Updated
Tags  2min   jongyu   shinee   evil   selfharm   selfhate 
With 1 chapters, 1 comments, 251 words
Status [M]