Fei's Story Part 8: What is the meaning of This?
I Will Never Love YouI woke up. My room in a mess, My clothes half torn and my mind in a blur. I couldn't move. I just couldn't. What happened lastnight was horrible, wait no, horrific. I couldn't tell any one what happened lastnight, Espicially the Miss A members. I need to keep it a secret a burden all hiden to myself and nobody else. It's late in the afternoon and just remembered that I still have work. As I got up, Memories kept on flashing back to me which made me feel a little light headed. Why does everything have to be so hard for me? If only life were like a fairytale, everything ends with a happy ending. As I arrived at the headquarters, I entered an empty dance room where I could take my mind off of things. But it didn't really work out. After several hours of useless dancing I was drained out. Just the thought of last night was horrible. I couldn't concentrate properly nor could I function right. Just as I packed all my belongings and ready to head outside I received a phone call from my manager. He said I was the only Miss A member who wasn't busy for the day. So after telling me this he sent me an address and told me to drive there ASAP.
As soon as I arrived at the given address I realized it was a Beauty salon. The reason why my manager sent me here was to get ready to attend a charity dinner. As soon as I entered the salon, numerous amount of workers walked up to me and started examining my figure as if I was a mannequin. After dress by dress I finially chose the right dress that was fit was fit for the occasion. It was a black mini back less dress that revealed a lot of skin but at the same time paired with red kiler heels and the right amount of accessories was perfect, fit for the occasion. After getting my hair done which was soft curls placed into a big bun tied on the lower side of my head it was time to head off. My makeup was simple yet sophisticated and my complete outfit was beautiful. I, myself had to admit that it was good.After a long limo ride, I finally arrived at the destination. To my surprise the limo stopped in front of the red carpet. It's the first time I've actually walked the red carpet solo without the members. With my heart beating uncontrollably and my hands sweating like crazy, Just a step out of the limo, already many camera's started flashing my direction. Being the nervous type of person, I walked at the end of the carpet where I finally had my photos taken but just when I was about to step on the first step of the stairs somebody caught my eye which made me flutter. It was him. Hangeng. He was having his photos taken at the other end. That was when I froze. I suddenly remembered his question a few weeks ago. The question asking me if I could accept his heart.
The ceremony went on forever and I felt like I was about to doze off any minute now. Sure it was a charity event but man did it went on forever. I was addressed to sit on the table with the wonder girls and 2AM. "How long is this going to take, I'm missing out on my favorite drama" Jo Kwon oppa complained while Sunye nudged his arm causing him to shut up. "I'm just going to the bathroom" I said ready to get up while Jo Kwon did a 'go away' Gesture with his hand. As I walked along the hallway on the way to the bathroom, out of nowhere a hand grabbed my arm forcefully and brought me to the dark hallways. At first I thought it was Yuseok, But when I suddenly heard his voice I knew who it was. It was Hangeng. Sure it was inappropriate to drag me without asking but for sure I knew what he was going to ask "Mianhae, Gwenchana?" he said shyly, "Oh, De-Deh" was all I can say. To be honest this is the first time I'm actually scared to be face to face with hangeng and bit by bit it was getting awkward. "Fei, So will you accept my heart?" "Bwoh?" out of the ordinary he just popped the question and just by looking at his facial expressions he sure was getting impatient, "FEI,you do know how long I've waited" he said with this angry tone, from there,silence filled the air. My mind was getting fuzzy, I felt like my mind was just going to collapse. Streams of tears starting flowing from my eyes and I was just hoping, he wouldn't see them. And just when I thought things were getting worse my best friend had to do the unthinkable, "ANSWER ME" he screamed so loud that he lost his temper which caused him to punch the wall behind me, I moved in terror. My body gave up on me, and I fell on the floor. Hopeless. Just then when my tears were flowing and my arms shaking in fear, another familiar voice approached:
"Just what is the meaning of this, Fei?
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