Meantime in the resort kitchen:

After we had diner kibum promised to teach me how to make the lollipops we were eating earlier today and he got permission from the chef to let us use the kitchen alone so the staff prepared the ingredients and cleared the kitchen for us

We walked into the big kitchen and walked to the counter where the chef had prepared the ingredients for us so we could start, I looked at kibum who was smiling sweetly and I have to admit that he is a very nice man no where near the snob that I thought he will be and for some reason I liked being around him, he made my heart beats a little fast and I felt like butterflies is my stomach and I liked the feeling

I looked at kibum to see him wearing a long white apron and a white chef hat, I looked t him:' where did you go these from?'

Kibum smiled and handed me an apron and helped me wear it before he placed the white chef hat on my head:' oh you look so cute min'

I smiled and felt hot in my cheeks

Kibum looked around:' ok lets start'

I nodded and stood beside him while he looked at the ingredients:' what flavor do you want?'

I thought for a second:' hhmm…chocolate biscuits and strawberry flavor lollipops'

Kibum chuckled but nodded:' ok lets start with the biscuits then'

I nodded smiling while watching him mixing the ingredients together in a bowl before he looked at me:' now we will melt some chocolate ok?'

I nodded my head and helped him to chop the chocolate's boards into little pieces so they will melt faster before we placed them in a hot pot on the fire

Kibum took the biscuit dough and spread it on the counter:' what shape you like best?'

I thought for a second:' let's make them hearts, can do?'

Kibum chuckled:' sure can, come help me'

I smiled while I cut heart shaped biscuits with kibum and placed them neatly on a baking tray, when we finished all the dough there was about 20 piece of heart shaped biscuits ready to be backed so kibum smiled and held the tray and placed it into the oven and showed me how to start it

While the lovely biscuits in the oven we started to melt some sugar and water to make the lollipops but then kibum looked at me:' min ah, can you check on the melting chocolate'

I nodded:' sure'

I walked to the check on the melting chocolate pot but I and because I'm so stupid forgot that the pot is on the fire and held it with one hand, I immediately screamed with pain and dropped the pot causing more than half of the melted chocolate to drop on my other hand!

Kibum heard my scream and ran to me:' what happened?'

I:' I burnt my hand'

Kibum checked on my hand and placed it under cool water:' wait here I will go get the first aid kit ok?'

I nodded my head while he ran out of the kitchen and came back a minute later with the kit in his hands, he took my hand into his and carefully dried it with a clean towel before he placed some sort of a cream on it:' it will help reduce the pain and heal your hand… the wound is not that big so it should be okay in a week and I don’t think that it will leave any scar'

I nodded m head:' thank you'

Kibum smiled and placed a plaster on my wound:' you are welcomed min'

I looked at him in the eyes and just noticed who close to ach other we were standing! I mean his face was only inches away from mine

I felt my cheeks heat up, hell I felt my whole body heat up as I blushed but still looked at his eyes, he looked at me directly in the eyes before he lowered his gaze to my lips, I felt my heart beat faster with every second,

Suddenly he started to lean in to me and somehow I knew what was going to happen, he will kiss me… I closed my eyes and waited for his lips to crush on mine and they did, slowly a pair of soft sweet lips touched mine and kissed me softly

It was my first kiss ever, I had never kissed anyone before and I mean both genders and now here I am kissing kibum like this… well he was doing most of the kissing I just tried my best to kiss him back and on his upper lips as he on my bottom one

It was a whole new feeling for me, well you see I watched before so I'm not all that innocent but I never experienced the real thing before and now… well I felt like I'm drunk… now I know that people mean when they say drunk with love!

But… why kibum? I mean does It feel the same if I kissed anyone else or is it just with him? And if it was only with him then why do I feel this feeling with him? I don’t have special feelings for him right? I mean he is my new friend not anything else right?

Kibum pulled away from the kiss and looked at me, I blushed and looked away from him

Kibum smiled:' you are so cute min'

I looked at him, he was smiling and looking at me so I looked down at my hand that was still covered with melted chocolate and raised it wanting to wash the chocolate away but kibum caught it and brought it to his mouth and smiled before he entered one finger in his mouth and started to and it cleaning the chocolate of it

I don’t know if I was over reacting but I felt so hot right now it was like nothing I have ever felt before! I must ask Jae hyung about it later I mean I must twist the facts a bit so he won't know what happened between me and kibum but I want to know if this is normal… if this feeling is friendship, because I never felt like that toward any other friend before… maybe this is a crush? Maybe I like kibum? Or love him? Aish I must get my feelings sorted out!

Kibum took my finger out of his warm mouth and entered the second one and started to and on it cleaning the chocolate off it

I could not help but moan under the touch:' aahh'

Kibum smiled and continued to my fingers until I felt my member harden a little by little from the ! I had to stop it I can't… but god he is so good… no focus changmin!

I pulled my hand out of his and ran out of the kitchen as fast as I could, I ran toward our bedroom and entered the bathroom, I took a very cold bubble bath to calm myself down

After half an hour I placed a towel around my waist and walked out, I had no cloth with me because I was in a hurry so I did not bring any with me. I had to go back to the bedroom and get dressed and god I hope he is not there I just really can't face him right now!

I cracked open the bathroom door a little and carefully I checked to see if kibum was in the room, I could not see anyone so this is good right?

I opened the door and walked out, on the glass table near the window was two plates, one that had chocolate biscuits and the other had strawberry flavored lollipops and a glass of milk, I pulled my pjs on and walked to the table, there was also a small note near the plates so I picked it and read :(

I guess that you need sometime alone tonight,

So I will just sleep in another room since there are plenty empty rooms,

I finished the biscuits and the lollipops we were working on,

I hope you will like them,

Don’t eat too many sweets before bed and drink your milk,

Kibum)

I read the note over and over again; he gave me some space to sort out my feelings? So what does this mean? What should I do now?

I looked at the two plates and sighed, all this thinking is making me feel hungry so it’s okay to eat a piece of biscuits right?

I laid in bed and started to eat biscuits and lollipops while thinking about my feelings toward kibum, I mean I feel something for him for sure but I really don’t know what is those feelings and moreover I can't explain what happened in the kitchen, I was becoming hard because of what he did to me and the kiss we shared was… aish I can't even explain why I kissed him back, was it out of curiosity? Or love? Or even the heat made me kiss him back…

I thought about that over and over again and the more I thought about it the more lost I felt until eventually I feel asleep

End of Changmin's pov

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