We walked around the big garden for a couple of hours taking pictures with the old wired statues or near the waterfalls until it was lunch time; we walked back into the resort and headed to the dining hall and sat down to one table and ordered grilled meat… as we chatted happily waiting for the food to arrive I could see that changmin and kibum grow closer to each other, I could see how happy kibum was while he chatted happily with changmin over something, on the other hand Yoochun was hugging on Junsu and kissing his palm sweetly as he promised him a romantic vacation…

I looked around and although I was smiling I was crying in the inside, I wanted yunho next to me, whispering in my ear sweetly and holding my hand dearly, kissing my lips and flirting with me like he always did…

What?

What am I thinking? I slapped myself mentally; I can't think of him like that, I can't melt down and run to him, I want him to suffer like I did, I want him to…

Be with me?

No!

I must consternate, he hurt me yes he lied to me and I can't just forgive him this easily… he must prove himself this time, he must prove that he loves me more than anything in this world, I won't give in, I won't surrender to him, I will make him pay!

I felt someone shaking my shoulder softly so I looked to see the food is already served and everyone is looking at me, kibum looked at me:' Jae, you're ok?'

I smiled:' yea I'm just a bit tired that is all'

They all smiled and nodded while we started to eat silently, I could not help the feeling that someone is watching me, I looked around the hall but I could not find anyone so I must have imagined it…

After lunch we all went to the game room and spent the day playing there, we played every game until diner, after diner Yoochun grabbed Junsu and smirked, they went to the indoors Jacuzzi and we all knew what was going to happen. Kibum took Changmin's hand and they walked to the kitchens, they already had permission from the chef to use he kitchen because kibum wanted to teach changmin how to make the homemade lollipops and candies leaving me all alone

I sighed and walked to my room and yet again I felt like being watched, like someone is following me but when I looked behind me I could not see anyone… I entered my room and laid on the round bed and continued reading the stupid book,

A while later I finished the book and looked at the clock it was almost midnight, I smiled and walked to the indoors bathrooms, I stripped my cloth and tied a towel around my waist before entering the hot water, it felt amazing my body relaxed immediately and I just enjoyed the silence, I closed my eyes and an image flashed in my mind, it was that day in the changing room at school when I saw his six packs… I felt my body heat up and the hot water was not helping too!

I don’t know for how long I stayed in the water but I started to feel dizzy and that my head is heavy like if I was drunk, I tried to stand up but I tripped and was about to fall into the water when I felt a pair of strong hands held me tightly, I turned my heavy head and looked to see a blurred yet familiar face looking at me with concern

I looked at him and touched his face with my hand to make sure that he is real and not another illusion:' yunho?'

He looked at me in the eyes and did not say anything

I pushed myself out of his arms: 'don't touch me… I… I…'

But he hugged me from behind, holding me close to him and whispered in my ear:' you look damn hot baby, you know that?'

I blushed and struggled to break free but I felt weak and could not move, yunho pressed me harder against his chest and I could feel his hard member against my and it made me feel weaker

I closed my eyes and tried to gather my straight:' let go of me!'

Yunho smiled and held me with one hand while the other roamed my chest down to my member, he grabbed my member and squeezed it lightly before he started to play with it and massage it in circles

I felt like everything else disappeared and I could not focus on anything I was becoming harder by the second and the tease was more than I could handle, I moved back pushing myself more into his arms and I knew that he won. He freed of my waist and let his hand go to my and started to play with it pinching and rubbing it until it hardened while kissing me roughly

The tease was unbearable and I could not help but to close my eyes and lean on him more and more wanting more and more, I could not control my own body anymore, he was taking control of me, he acted like my body belongs to him and did not care for the fact that I don't want this or do I?

I moaned into the kiss:' aahh… mmm… can't take… more'

I could not believe my own ears, I was under his touches, I surrendered and let him take control of me this easily… but… I couldn't help it

Yunho smiled and stopped his work, he looked at me a look that meant one thing, that I belong to him now…

Yunho carried me bridal style and walked to my room, I was holding onto his neck tightly not wanting to let go and at he same time hoping that no one will see us like this, when we reached my bedroom he opened the door and entered, he placed me on the round bed and went to lock the door

I laid on the bed still feeling dizzy but I did not know if it was because of the hot water or because of him and his touches

He walked back to me and laid on top of me:' you are mine Jae, let me love you'

I closed my eyes when I felt his breath on my neck, it sent chills down my whole body. He sat up and grabbed my towel and tossed it to the couch before he eyed my body, I felt ashamed and wanted to cover my body with my hands but he hurried and pinned my wrists at my sides:' don't cover it'

I looked away with red cheeks and half closed eyes, yunho leaned in and kissed my lips my bottom lip seeking for an entrance and a while later I gave up completely, the little resistance and straight that I had left vanished as I obeyed and opened my mouth for his invasion. His tongue and tasted every part of my mouth slowly and then he my tongue,

I moaned when he my tongue:' mmm… ahh'

Yunho smiled and pulled back:' you taste greet baby, the best I ever had'

I looked at him still with my half closed eyes while he started to strip his shirt, his belt, his pants and lastly him boxers, he was completely now, just like me and I looked at him and at his six packs and could not help but wanting to touch them, I wanted to feel them and kiss them, then my eyes looked lower to see his already hard member

Yunho leaned back to me and started to my neck and then he bite the skin between my neck and shoulder leaving a red mark:' now you are marked baby… no one can touch you but me'

I just nodded my head agreeing with whatever he wanted, I had never felt like this in my life before the strange yet strong desire me like a huge tsunami and turned me to an obeying puppy that is longing for his master's touches!

Yunho trailed his fire like kisses down my chest my s and pinching them leaving me hard while grabbing his hair

I:' ahhh… mmm… yun…'

Yunho smiled:' moan my name baby, I love it when you moan my name!'

I looked at him with my half closed eyes:' ahhh… yunie…mmm'

Yunho smirked and went down kissing and around my belly

I:' haha… it tickles… mm'

Yunho smiled and went lower to my hard member and kissed the tip and it slowly before taking it all into his warm mouth and it hard and fast

I:' aaahhh… yunie…. What…more… aahh'

I felt the pleasure more and more as the seconds passed and I felt my member becoming bigger until I felt like its going to explode or something

I:' aaahhh… yun…aaahhh…. I feel….like …..'

Yunho me harder and moaned:' baby… for me'

I did not know what he meant but I could not take this feeling anymore so I closed my eyes and felt something shoot out of my member in his mouth

Yunho pulled back and swallowed the white thing in his mouth and kissed my forehead:' you tasted like heaven baby'

I opened my eyes half way and looked at him, he looked at me and stood up, he walked and grabbed his pants from the ground and searched in them a little until he found a small bottle, he took it and came back to me

He saw me eyeing the bottle and smiled:' it's so you won't feel too much pain baby'

I looked at him, pain? Why would I feel pain?

He opened the bottle and squeezed some of the liquored on his palm before he covered three fingers with it; he placed the bottle aside and crawled on top of me once again, he looked at me in the eyes:' part your legs for me baby'

I did not know how but my body reacted at his own and I parted my legs for him, he smiled and located himself between my legs

I felt something strange yet ticklish around my hole before a finger entered me, I gasped at the sudden feeling but then he patted my stomach:' relax baby'

I tried to relax while he moved his finger in and out of me then he entered another finger and another and started to move in and out faster

I:' mmm… yunie… more…aahh'

I felt Yunho withdraw his fingers out of me and reach for the small bottle again, he squeezed some of the liquored out of it and this time he covered with it, he looked at me and kissed my lips:' it will only hurt you a bit first baby but you will be fine ok?'

I just nodded my head not caring of anything I just wanted more of him and I did not care what he will do as long as I will feel the same pleasure that I felt just now.

Yunho placed my legs around his waist and slowly pushed in me, it was so hard and big and I felt it ripping my hole into two!

I:' aaahhh… it hurts…mmm…aahh'

Yunho did not say anything he carried on pushing in me until it was all inside of me; he then stopped moving and started to pat my stomach softly to help me relax

Yunho:' relax baby please'

I closed my eyes as tears trailed down my face and tried to relax a little, after a minute or two I got used to his size and wanted more so I looked at him:' mm… more… yunie'

Yunho smiled and started to in and out of me hard and fast while my member with the same speed

I:' aaahhh…mmm… yun….aahh…. god….more'

Yunho:' god baby… you're so…. Tight… feels heaven…. Aaahhh'

We moved together in rhyme as one while both and feeling the pleasure built inside of us and I felt the same feeling as before, I knew that this white thing will hoot out of my member soon and I closed my eyes tightly: aaahhh… yunie…aaahhh'

The white thing shoot out of my member and on his hand while he continued to into me for another second:' aaahhh Jae….I'm Cuming'

And I felt like his hard member exploded inside of me and a liquored filled me while he took out and laid next to me:' I love you'

I looked at him while still shivering with pleasure as he took me in his arms and hugged me tightly; I closed my eyes and slowly drifted to sleep while smiling softly…

End of jaejoong's pov

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