Yunho is hyung assistant? So he lied to me all this time? Even when he told me that he loves me? Was that a lie too? So hyung sent him to look after me? This is his secret? I was his job? His mission was to baby-sit me? Well, it all makes sense now!!

Hyung immediately stood up:' Jae it's…'

I looked at him with angry eyes:' save it hyung! I don't want to hear it!'

I turned around and walked out of the room leaving everyone in shock of what just happened… I did not cry…I could not allow my tears to trail down… I'm not weak or wimp but right now I just broken and could not take it anymore…

I felt a pair of hands hold on mine and spin me around, it was yunho, he held me:' Jae let me explain please… don't misunderstand this I beg you! It's not like you think I really love you!'

I pushed him away and without saying a single word I went in the elevator and closed the door before he could enter after me, I reached the first floor and walked out of the elevator, I just wanted to get out of here

I saw a shadow on the floor in front of me

so I left my head up and looked to see hyung standing there panting:' Jae come to my office, lets talk about this…'

I did not wait for him to finish his words I just walked passed him wanting to go out of the building but then I saw another figure that caught my attention; it was the old butler from the family leader house…

He walked to me and bowed:' master is giving you a second chance to choose'

And he opened his palm to show the silver ring in it, I looked at him for a minute before I heard the sound in the back:' Jae please listen to me'

It was yunho, just hearing his sound right now made me suffer, it was like a knife stabbing my heart again and again with every word and every breath

I looked at the old butler and closed my eyes, love had only brought me pain and fake happiness that was so easy to shatter… the kind of happiness I don’t want, love is fake and over estimating but on the other hand I could use the chance to help Changmin if I took the ring, I might not be happy but at least he will…

I opened my eyes and took the ring from the butler palm and slipped it into my finger, it fitted perfectly, I looked at the butler:' I want to talk to him'

The butler:' master is busy right now, beside young master should be at school'

He walked out of the building and I walked after him, hyung and yunho tried to go after me but a very strong bodyguard stood between the three of us:' sorry but you can’t go after him'

The old butler stood in front of a brand new car and looked at me:' a present for young master'

I looked at him and to the car, it was more than amazing, it was perfect… the butler gave me the key:' have a save drive'

I smiled and bowed:' thank you'

I went in my new car and dove away but not to school, I drove home and packed my stuff, I placed the two bags in the car and drove to the bank, I walked in and went to the employee sitting behind the first disk, I sat down and asked him to check if my account is still frozen and he told me that the account is perfectly fine and the credit cards should work just fine, I smiled and walked out

I drove back to school, on the way I called my old driver and asked him to meet me at the school gate, when I reached the school gate he was already there, I waked to him and gave him my platinum credit card:' buy me a nice house near here in an hour and take the two bags in my car and ask the maids to prepare the place for me, and whatever happens keep this place secret from hyung and appa!'

The driver looked confused but he nodded and took the credit card and the two bags, bowed and left while I walked to class to see yunho already sitting there

I looked at the teacher:' I was at the doctor…'

The teacher:' its okay come in your hyung called the school already'

I frowned but walked in, I did not go to my usual place, I went and sat next to Changmin since he sat alone now… Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin looked at me with worried looks but I did not talk to anyone, I tried my best to ignore his stares and concentrate on the class

A few minutes later we heard a knock on the class door and the door opened to reveal a new boy wearing our school uniform, he walked in and handed the teacher a piece of paper, the teacher nodded at him while he bowed:' I'm Kim kibum, I just moved here… hope we will be friends'

The new guy went to sit next to yunho, he looked somehow familiar and I could not help the feeling that I know him from somewhere, two hours later school ended and my phone rang, it was the driver, he gave me the address to my new house

I looked at Changmin:' Changmin, I want you to go home and gather your stuff, I already had gathered mine… we are moving'

Changmin wanted to say something but when he saw the look in my eyes he just nodded:' ok'

I walked out of class with him and into the parking lot, I walked to my car and he fallowed and looked at the car:' omo it's amazing'

I smiled:' thanks, now get in'

Changmin nodded and went into the car while I drove away fast when I saw yunho coming my way

When we reached the apartment Changmin ran to gather his few things and walked back in a couple of minutes, he looked at me:' hyung I must go to work today'

I nodded:' I will drive you there'

I drove to the house, it was a two floors house with a small garden around the house and a pool, I parked the car in the yard in front of the house and we walked out, the driver told me that the key was in the mail box so I went to it and took it before I opened the door,

We walked in, the house was great and roomy; there was a big new kitchen that had all the new equipment and the living room was great with four white leather couches and a huge TV and a nice dinning table for 6 people and a lovely blue bathroom

The second floor had a master bedroom which was mine and two guest rooms, each room had its own bathroom and balcony but mine also had a walk in closet

Changmin's mouth was O when he looked around the house:' hyung, how could you afford a car and a house this expensive?'

I smiled:' it belongs to my friend but he is out of the country now so he told me that I could move in and use the car, now come on and go unpack your stuff while I cook lunch, then I will drive you to your work'

Changmin nodded and ran to the second floor to choose a room, I sighed this was not what I wanted in the first place… all I wanted is a normal life and job but now I just want to be away from them… I don’t care anymore for the normal life or anything else and I won't go back to appa's house as long as hyung is there…I just can't forgive them, they caused me a lot of pain… hyung whom I thought was always helping me sent his assistant to spy on me and when I told him I was in love with him … wait! The night I told hyung that I love yunho… the next morning yunho confessed… was it because hyung made him? Did hyung tell him to act as if he was in love with me so I won't be hurt?

I felt like dying right now! I was about to vomit… I ran to the bathroom and vomited everything I ate this week I think…

I walked out feeling a little dizzy, I sight, I can’t cook like this so I went to the phone and ordered a take out from my favorite restaurant and sat down, a while later the food arrived and Changmin and I ate in silent

When we finished I drove Changmin to his work place and wondered around the streets not knowing where to go… usually when I feel down or angry I would go to hyung's room and sit on his lap and he will make me a cup of his famous hot coco but this time… this time it was hyung who made me feel so hurt… hyung who made me feel so bad and angry

I turned the car around and went to my grandfather house, it was abandoned since he died but in the garden there was a tree house that appa built himself for me, that house was where I spent my entire summer when I was six years old

I went into the old tree house and sat there, it was full of pictures of hyung and me playing around, it also had a picture of her, umma, the person I needed the most right now, she died while giving birth to me so I never really knew her, I only know her from her pictures and what appa and hyung told me about her, hyung was 8 years old when she died so he remember her and I was always jealous of him because of that

I hugged my legs as I finally allowed my tears to fall down; I cried my eyes out until I felt my eyes become so heavy that I was so hard for me to keep them opened so I closed them for a second…

IN DREAM:

I was in an all white room and the floor felt so soft under my bare foots, wait my bare foots? I looked down at the ground, it was soft and fluffy and white like a soft cloud… but where I am? What happened to the tree house? Am I dead?

I looked around me to check if there was anyone else but I was completely alone, I started to feel scary, what happened to me? Will I see appa again? How about my friends? And… and him, although he hurt me the most I could not stop myself from thinking… will I see his chocolate brown eyes again? Will I hear his voice again? Will I…

I started to feel so cold; it was like the coldness started in my heart and slowly spread to all my body, I started to shake hardly and I felt on the floor, tears started to roll down of my eyes and I felt like I'm carrying a very heavy rock on my chest

Suddenly there was a strange warm feeling inside of me, seconds later a shining yellow light appeared out of the nowhere in front of me, the light began to grow bigger and bigger and every time it became bigger it helped warm me up and chase the coldness away, slowly I felt like the heavy rock disappear and I stood up to face the light, it started to take a human form, a while later a very familiar figure looked at me with two loving eyes,

I could not believe my eyes:' umma?'

TBC

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