The letter that I gave to her said, I quote;

Here's what I have promised you earlier.

I promised to tell you who I am having a crush on.

But please don't be shocked.

When I mentioned that the girl was wearing a baby-G watch, how can you think of Ji Min?

You were wearing a baby-G yourself.

The girl that I am having a crush on is you! 

How in the world I got so much guts from? I don't know then. I guess when I knew she thought that bastard of a Si Wan was charming, I thought I needed to be too. Come to think of it, I am.. I mean I was charming by confessing like that. But the reply I received the next day from her... Broke my heart into many many many tiny pieces, I quote;

What the hell are you thinking?

We're supposed to be the best of friends.

How can I like you? 

And how can you like me?

I hate you!

Short but a stinging reply I can never forget. She hated me? What did I do? --- I thought to myself. 

Ever since that day things got really awkward. We even change seatings and because it was the end of the year, the teacher did not mind. The remaining days were awkward but I still cared for her when I heard she was bitten by red ants, I was concerned. I'm sure it bothered her a lot but she definitely did not show it. It was weird when we passed by each other without any greetings. But what could I do. My guts stopped there. I also heard that Si Wan found out about her crush on him and mocked her, telling her to look at herself in the mirror. But she really did not let it show even when she's hurt. I could do nothing but to look on.

It didn't help the situation either when we w