Haeun's POV:

"Are you ready to go?" Baekhyun asked me as he slung my navy Nike bag over one of his shoulders. I looked around the room a few more times quietly saying goodbye in my heart and mind. I had spent nearly 4 and a half months recovering from temporary amnesia and a concussion. I could remember almost everything except for a few things that involved Jongin. What happened to him exactly? No one knows. The police have been searching for the longest time to find him, but nothing has been confirmed nor found. It's like he completely disappeared. From what Baekhyun had told me, he disappeared the day we got to the hospital after getting out of that one hell of a house. Till this day I still wonder where he is and if he'll ever come back with a reasonable explanation.

I walked around my hospital bed carefully touching the white bed sheet and pillows as if they carried deep memories that would stay forever. While I was hospitalized, the EXO members tried to visit as much as they could, but there was deep tension between Luhan and I. They told me everything that happened and why everything happened. I understood everything Luhan did was for my sake, but that didn't change the fact that I almost died and that the people I cherished were put in grave danger. I was torn between forgiving him or just ignoring him all together, but I already knew it was impossible to ignore Luhan. 

Then I walked over to the window as the sun was starting to set and an orange tint covered the sky. 

"What's wrong?" Baekhyun asked me with conern as he walked over and hooked his hands on the front pockets of my jeans. "You seem like you don't want to leave."

"What if he comes back?" I asked as my eyes scanned the orange horizon. "What if he comes to look for me here?"

Baekhyun only sighed and I could feel his chin drop onto my shoulder. 

"You're still worried about him?" he said with a slight tone of annoyance. "Haeun, he's disappeared for the longest time, what makes you think he's going to suddenly come back? Even the company can't find him...the police might even declare him dead since they can't find a single trace of him anywhere."

"But we can't be sure can we?" 

I still had hope to be honest. I still believed he would come back and act like nothing happened, but there was another part of me that felt like dying everytime I thought or even mentioned him. 

"Kaja, everyone's waiting for you at the dorm and then maybe we can go out to get something to eat," Baekhyun softly kissed my cheek and then suddenly laced one of his fingers through mine. "I do get jealous whenever you mention his name so casually."

I didn't pull away and accepted him with ease. 

"Arasseo.." I answered softly as we walked out of the hospital building into a black van. If you couldn't figure it out yet, Baekhyun and I are dating. I remembered our memories together the moment I saw Baekhyun crying because he thought he lost me. What the docters told me was that someone had cut my IV lines and other important things that were suppose to keep me alive. Baekhyun performed CPR on me and well...here I am today. The detectives said they haven't found the culprit behind it yet and are trying their absolute best to find them. 

It felt weird being in a car since I didn't really get to walk around much in the hospital. It made me feel very nautious and dizzy with all the turns and sudden stops. When we approached a stop light, I couldn't help but open the window a little to let in some air.

"You okay??" Baekhyun asked me placing his hand over mine carefully. "You can open the window wider if you're not feeling well, I'll put on my sunglasses and have my hoodie up so it's okay."

"You sure?" I asked back with concern. EXO had been going through a lot of hardship these past 4 months because of Jongin's absence in shows and performances. Many fans assumed he hurt his waist again and was just trying to recover, but we all know that's not true. 

Baekhyun nodded at me with a smile and put his hoodie and glasses on like he had said as I carefully rolled down the window all the way. When I looked out the window a cool breeze swept over my face making my hair go everywhere and cover my face. This is why I need to cut this damn hair ugh. I quickly pushed aside my hair behind my ear and looked back out only to freeze as my eyes locked onto someone I thought I would never see.

"Jongin," I murmured as I continued to stare at him not blinking and instead taking in all of his perfect features. His flawless bronzed skin, his plush lips, his broad and wide shoulders, and his black hair that poked out from under his hat. I was afraid if I blinked he would disappear again so I stared at him a bit longer causing my eyes to tear up super quick due to the dryness. "Jongin..."

Then suddenly, he broke away from our eye contact running away in the opposite direction making me almost jump out the car window yelling,"WAIT!!!"

"Yah!! What are you thinking?!" Baekhyun panicked as he pulled my waist to seat me down again. "SIT DOWN!"

"I just saw Jongin! Let me go! I have to talk to him!" I yelled at Baekhyun who was astonished at my rough and wild behavior. 

"Stop Haeun!!! You're over thinking!!! It's a hallucination!" Baekhyun finally got a hold of my shoulders and held me firm against the car seat as his manager rolled up the window quickly afraid there would be people that had seen what had just happened. "Calm down."

My heart was beating frantically in my chest at the thought of seeing Jongin again and I couldn't help but feel guilty inside. I knew who my heart was suppose to belong to. I knew and yet my eyes still yearned to see Jongin. After a few minutes of calming myself down, Baekhyun finally let go of my shoulders and took off his sungglasses so I could look him in the eyes face to face. I could read everything that he was feeling with just one glance. 

Confusion. Hurt. Happiness. Saddness. Love. Concern.

"He's not here," he told me firmly not looking away from me. "He won't be here."

I hesitated to answer. I saw what I saw. There was no doubt about it that it was him because every part of him was there. That was him...right?

Doubt quickly filled my heart as I remembered what the police had stated. Was it really just my imagination? Did I really want to see him so bad that I had to imagine him? The rest of the car ride was silent and tense. I knew I had upsetted Baekhyun by the way he avoided all and every eye contact I tried to make with him. 

From what I could remember, Baekhyun had saved me from hurting myself a long time ago when I learned the truth about not being Luhan's biological sister. I mean I should've seen it coming since both he and my dad spoke chinese really well and not to mention that Mom was half chinese and half korean. Maybe I knew all along in my heart, but was in denial since I was already going through so much at the time with the loss of Jongin and everything. 

I ran away that day. Baekhyun found me in an ally way drenched in rain and took me to his grandmother's house. I stayed there for awhile trying to mend my broken heart and regain some of the sainity I lost. During that recovery period, Baekhyun and I gradually became closer and closer and I soon started to fall in love with him. I could also remember the day when he came to check on me and had a few letters from my parents and from Luhan telling me to come back so that they could explain themselves and properly apologize to me. I was relcutant to go since I didn't think I had the courage to face them, but with the help of Baekhyun, I tried to go alone, but ended up getting KO'ed by these two guys on the way there. 

And then that's when I got dragged into that monstrous mansion. I honestly didn't want to believe any of the stuff that happened at that place since everything WAS a set up, but if I could, I would give a grammy to all of them for pulling it off. I wanted to forget all the horrible things that happened inside there, but no matter what, I knew that those memories would forever be engraved in the back of my mind no matter how fake it was.

When we pulled up in the drive way, Baekhyun handed me sungglasses and a hat.

"Put these on, we can't have people know you're here...." Baekhyun said as he grabbed my bag positioning himself so he could sprint for the door. I put them on without question and got ready to sprint out the door too. 

"I'm going to drop off your stuff in our dorm, you run straight up to Youngmin-hyungnim. He has some things to talk to you about." 

"Wait, who's Youngmin??" 

"....Our new CEO....Lee Soo Man is somewhere...we don't know....but yeah, just run into the elevator and press level 6, Junmyeon-hyung and Kris-hyung should be there and will stay by your side in case something happens, are you ready?"

I gulped down a nervous breath and mumbled,"Yes."

"1,2.......3!" 

We both sprinted towards the front of the building with the manager in front of us trying to block the surrounding fans views. Surely there would be some non-sense about Baekhyun in a scandel with girl, but we had to take the chance if I wanted to be saved by that Youngmin person.

The defening screams from the fans died as we got inside the building in one piece. 

"Okay, I'll see you later," he spoke quickly as he sprinted up the stairs.

"This way," Baek's manager spoke to me softly leading me to the elevator. 

"Thank you," I bowed 90 degrees as the elevator door closed leaving me alone. I did as Baekhyun told me and pressed the 6th floor. For some reason I was getting really nervous and was fideting around with my hands unsure of what would await me, but suddenly the elevator stopped at level 4 and I saw a really beautiful person i recoganized immeditally. 

"Oh? Annyeonghaseyo~" she bowed to me with an angelic smile. I bowed back and greeted her the same way. 

"Y-you're....are you...perhaps Taeyeon-sunbaenim?" I asked her nervously. 

"Oh haha, yes," she smiled again. I knew about her. She was the main vocal of Girls Generation and was also the leader. I didn't think she'd be this pretty in person, but she really was just like a goddess. 

"I feel like I've seen you before?" she tilted her head in slight confusion as if trying to remember if we've ever met. 

Well I was Jongin's Girlfriend at the time.....but you know...

"Ah, sorry, my name is Choi H--"

"Oh?? Taeyeon-sunbae," Junmyeon greeted Taeyeon happily. "What brings you here??"

"I was actually going back to my dorm, it seems like this is your stop," she giggled a little. "It was nice meeting you~"

Before I could say anything else, Kris pulled me out the elevator quickly. Guilt hit the pit of my stomach as I realized I never told her my name. Maybe it's better if I don't....

"Wah~" Junmyeon looked at me from head to toe in amazement. "It's been so long since I've seen you standing!"

I could only laugh awkwardly as he embraced me in a small hug. 

"We're glad to have you back," Kris smiled at me and patted my head. 

"So why are you two here??" I asked them as we stood in front of two big doors made of what seemed like oak wood. It was nicely glossed over and had a very shiny look to it.

"We came to you," Junmyeon spoke. "And to also be there in case something goes wrong."

"Kaja, he's waiting," Kris urged me to open the doors as they both stepped to the sides of me like body guards. Something felt weird, but I had to do what needed to be done.

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A/N:

Hey guys!! 

First chapter is now out!!! 

Wahhh!! xDD

I was going to update two chapters, but I have something to attend to in like..5 minutes @_@

Anyway! 

I hope you enjoy this first chapter I've put out ^^

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