Felt and Feel
Inside the Life of Jessica Jung(A/N: I read a chapter from a story and it has the same words with the last part of a previous chapter. I don't know why but I feel..sad because I know all the writers here are creative why bother copying? I'm not even that good to begin with. :/ I'm sorry for a very late updateeeeeeeeeeeee.. And about the BaekYeon thingy? That has nothing to do with the story cause it's still 2012 here~ :D PS. My keyboard is being a total . Here's a short update, will try to continue it tomorrow/later)
Jessica's POV
Lately, I've been observing Taeyeon's actions and now I slowly understand why. Like before, every gesture she makes towards me is full of indifference and awkwardness, but now I'm not dumbfounded and clueless anymore. I also find it easier to be used to it and I feel like the pain is slowly fading away slowly vanishing. On the other hand, I'm also thinking deeply about me and Yuri.. should I take it...us.. to the next level? I'm stiill confused on what should I do.. I sighed with my own thought.
“Spacing out again Jessi?” Tiffany asked me as she sat down beside me
“I guess..”
“You’ve been like that since we—Jess..Please don’t take back your--”
“This has nothing to do with what I promised.”
I heard her exhaled in relief and as I look at her, she’s displaying her eyesmile
“Thank you Jessiiiiiiiiii~ You’re really my bestfriend!” she yelled and pulled me for a hug
“Tiff, can I ask something..?”
She pulled off from the hug and looked at me with eyes full of curiosity. “Yes Jessi?”
I parted my lips, preparing myself to talk “I--”
“Fany! Sica! Here you are! All the other girls are on the dining table already~ We should discuss your plan for your birthday tomorrow.” Yuri barged in
I cleared my throat and stood up. “I-I guess we have to join them.”
“But I thought you’re going to..” Tiffany blinked as she looked at me
“It’s not that important anyway.”
I smiled and pulled Yuri towards the dining area and Tiffany followed us after a few seconds. I sat down beside Yoona and Yuri sat down beside me.
“Why do you always sit next to each other?” Hyoyeon asked then chuckled.
“It’s a royal thing.” Tiffany smirked and sat beside Taeyeon
“Let’s talk about your birthday now.” Taeyeon said blankly as she tilted her head towards Tiffany’s direction.
“Actually, I've been planning to--”
“We should go somewhere with many food!” Sooyoung cut off Tiffany that made the latter blinked but just chuckled after a while.
“I agree!” Yoona nodded at Sooyoung
“Yah. Shikshins! Let the birthday girl talk~” Sunny eyed the two then shifted her gaze back to Tiffany
Tiffany cleared and smiled widely “As what I’m saying, while ago, I just wanna spend my birthday here. Just us. Simple. Let’s just buy or cook some food and order drinks, and what else--” she tapped her lips
“I’ll buy the cake.” Taeyeon volunteered
“Really?” Tiffany looked at her with her bright and shining eyes
“Yes, Taeyeon. Do it and please bring Sica to accompany you.” Sunny said
“Why me?”
“Why her?”
Taeyeon and I both raised a brow.
“Do you hate each other?”
“No. But--” We said in unison
“Then it’s settled.” Sunny nodded
“Can I just accompany Taeyeon instead?” Yuri asked as she held my hand
“Nope.” Sunny smiled. “It would be a lot special if we just cook for our beloved Tiffany, and Yuri, you’re one of the best chefs in Soshi. Please cook for tomorrow together with Hyoyeon..”
“Just let Seohyun, Yoona, Sooyoung or you accompany me.” Taeyeon mumbled looking really irritated that made me come up with an idea.
“Yoona and Seohyun will clean the house and Sooyoung will wash the dishes after the party with me. Of course we can’t give a task to the birthday girl.” Sunny explained while smiling
“I can accompany you Taeyeon.” I said and gave everyone a sweet smile.
I saw agape at the same time that everyone’s jaw dropped
“What?” I raised a brow
“N-nothing. So it’s really settled..?” Sunny looked at me hesitantly
“Yup.” I stood up and prepared myself to walk to my room
“And also, tomorrow, I have an announcement.” Tiffany suddenly said and as I shifted my gaze to her she’s looking at me as well.
I wonder what’s inside the red-haired Hwang’s mind right now. I squinted my eyes a bit then tilted y head
“Okay. Okay. Talk about the rest. It’s none of my business anymore cause I’ll buy a cake with Taeyeon alone tomorrow and I think that’s the hardest task of the century.” I shrugged and gave Taeyeon a gaze before I walk towards my room
“Urghhh~ Finally~ I missed you..” I told my bed while hugging a pillow
“What exactly do you have in mind?” A voice suddenly said as the door cracked open
“Uhm.. To sleep.. Now leave.”
“Sica!”
“What do you want Kim Hyoyeon?” I asked her as I sat up
“Why did you agree on being with Taeyeon tomorrow?”
“What’s so big deal about that?” I frowned in annoyance
“Do you..by any chance, wants to be close to her again?”
“Of course not~” I threw her a pillow “We already talked. You know me very well..once I made my decision, it's final.. s
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