***

“I hate korea… they don’t have blond hot guy” baekhyun whine at Luhan when they just step on the hongdae street

“I have a blond hair Baek” Luhan narrowed his eyes with slight smirk on his lips “don’t I look hot?”

Baekhyun laughing hard and throw his hand up in the air “no beib~~~ you are cuuute” he pinch Luhan fluffy cheeks and tap it light

“no… I’m manly!!” Luhan pout at baekhyun and hit Baek shoulder (he thinks) hard

Baekhyun laugh harder and ruffles Luhan’s styled hair “said that to the guy who moans under Sehun-“ Luhan claps his hands on Baek hyun mouth with redden face “shut up you , that my private life” luhan walk away from laughing mad Baekhyun and stomp his feet like a five years old child “my baby’s grown up already” Baekhyun cried at Luhan’s direction while Luhan just covered his ears

Baekhyun just come to korea last night, both Luhan and Sehun were bit surprise. He didn’t know how to react when Bekhyun called and told Sehun to pick him up on the airport. sehun even thought that Luhan was invited Baekhyun  to came, but Luhan just shakes his head. so he pick the not-so-well baekhyun up from the airport. at the way home, Baekhyun always complain about how bad korea is, and his bad jet-lag, that Sehun didn't realy catch up. and Baekyun continue to whined at Luhan when he arrive at Sehun's house.

As usual, Sehun found Baekhyun acted as an irritated mother in-law whenever he is near Luhan. Baekhyun won’t leave Luhan alone with him, he always clinging like koala, and for the worst Luhan enjoyed it.

Like now, baekhyun begged Luhan to accompany him to go around the seoul. Even sehun said no, Luhan agreed and Sehun won't said no his lover, this kind of habit make him have a mental breakdown know that his boyfriend choose to spend his day with his mom and not him. he thinks that Luhan loves Baekhyun more than him.

“don’t be such a possessive husband, you are not married my baby yet…” Baekhyun shot him a death glare “and I won’t let you marrying my son”

“you are not be serious Byun Baek…” sehun rolled his eyes and looked at Luhan for any help, luhan just glance him a short smile and come back to cutting some veggies

“I carried him for nine month…”

“you were not… “ Sehun can’t believe his ears and just shakes his head

“I’m…!!! right baby!!” Baekhyun asked Luhan who didn’t even had a chance to answered back “he is still my lovely baby even now, and you!!” Baekhyun pointed his finger at Sehun who sit calmly at the couch “you won’t take him away from me” baekhyun huft and come back sat infront of Sehun

Sehun sigh and glance at busy Luhan “Baek… first…” Sehun sit straight and look at pout baekhyun “ you are more younger than Luhan, for ing a month how can you carried luhan?”

“I can manage it” baekhyun rolled his eyes

“second… you were ing guy, you can’t pregnant for god sake” baekhyun just let out an annoying voice while Luhan giggled at the kitchen

“and third… I’ll still marry him even if you commit suicide a day before”

Baekhyun gasp at sehun’s statement with large eyes “oh my gawd, what are you said?? Lu~~ he want me to die” Baekhyun shed an invisible tears and pretent stabbed by a large knife on his chest

Sehun just sigh and continue “the last… NO… I won’t let my Lu walk around the street with you..!!” sehun put an extra pointed note when he look straight to Baekhyun eyes

“we’ll go Baek… don’t care about that stupid guy over there” Luhan come and hug almost crying baekhyun as baekhyun throw himself at Luhan warm hug

“LU~~~~” Sehun shout at unbelievable boyfriend infront of him and luhan come to his side and  lovingly kissed his cheek and shot him the most dazzling smile "can't i...?" sehun nodded with his burning cheeks

“whipped” Baekhyun mocking Sehun who already melted at Luhan radiant smile

Sehun sigh on his car, thinking about how Luhan and Baekhyun out there. Ofcourse he felt insecure to let Luhan by himself, he easily get lost when he can’t focuses in a thing, and it getting worse with that eyeliner monster there. In U.S Baekhyun and Luhan often called him to get them because they get lost in some area they didn’t really know. And now they just wondering the town without him and it makes him felt worry. Not like he doesn’t want to join them. But, he has promise to D.O that he will join him and the other to jong in's dance competition today. And bring Luhan’s around seems not a wise decision, remembered the accident happend before. that is why he just let Baek brings Luhan today. He know that Jong in  still loves Luhan and so do Luhan. But losing Luhan will break him more than he wants to imagine.

He doesn’t want to be selfish, but once he wants to be happy. He wants to know how to be loved. His father left him and his mother when he didn’t even born yet. And his mother rarely home because she has to working for him. When his mother died his life gone blank, he lost and depressed, even thought his mother not home often, but having a person he can called as mother made his life better. But when his mother died, and he has no body to rely on, he becomes some cold creature and hateful person. Even with his grandparent wealth, he can’t found his sources. But then he met D.O, Kai, Chanyeol, Kris, and Tao. They become the other sources of life for him. and met with Luhan, becomes his reason to smile breath again. So being able to be selfish once, just once, he hopes won’t destroy his other family.

 ***

Baekhyun feel his hand so cold. His heart wont stop beating so fast. His sweat drooping from his forehead. He hold his phone tight, debating with himself should or not he calss Sehun. Maybe sehun will just rushing there and help him or he will coming and kill him. he sigh and choose to not calling for sehun first.

He lost Luhan, that is why he can’t stop worrying about his precious child and his own safety. Luhan is not that good in walking alone, and so do him. he just lost his eyes for a second toward the eyel