Sehun run to his car in speed, he doesn’t care the sound of his name called by a certain person who also runs after him. He run as fast as he can, his chest feels like stabbing by millions needles, his legs feels numb but he keeps on running, his eyes stingy from crying. When he reaches his car, he opens it in lighting speed and get in as soon as possible, and drove it away from the other person who almost reach his car.   With blank direction Sehun just driving aimlessly around the town for hours. He spent almost all day driving the town to get his mind together, to get the lost pieces about his live, to figuring out in which part he was wrong at. He has his cell phone in off mode, so no one can disturb him, he just need some time to be alone to make up his mind. He was completely shaken from the previous scene before his eyes, it was too much for him. Sehun thinking about what had happened there before, and once again he feels his eyes dropping some tears to his pale cheeks. He can’t believe what he just saw, what happened there before, how broken he was.   Still can’t think straight he parks his car on the side of the road and looking at the distance. It was so hurt, it is hurt, and it will be hurt so much more latter when he has to confront with luhan at home. he loves him, he loves him so much. A lot of things he will sacrifice for him, he even gonna jump in the open ocean just to prove it. But, it seems Luhan doesn’t understand his feeling, it seems like Luhan just want to use Sehun as a ken dolls that he can focuses at while distract himself from his own pain, and broke the dolls just to release his pain.   It is so damn hurt, sehun hit the stir wheel hard while screaming out his lungs. He hits the windows car crying like mad man. It is too much pain sehun that he can’t control his tears anymore, it continues flows to his cheeks like waterfall at the rainy day. He is crying all loud and buried himself on his pain, alone.   After spending all day driving his car on the road, he comes back home with really tired muscles. Feeling so broke and hollow, he enters the apartment with lazy steps and support himself to reach the living room. But when he steps on the room and see several frames hanging on the wall, his blood suddenly rush through his head and something inside him snapping, he start take the frames one by one