burden 

It was a windy day in the sea shore as the water was hitting stronger in every each wave. It has a fresh air but the sky was surely gloomy today and it made Minseok little sad. He doesn't like weather that set his mood more upset.

"where are I am?" he ask himself before he heard a small unfamiliar voice coming from his back. Those voice made him feel lighter than earlier.

"papa!" a little kid called that took his attention.

Minseok eyes widen as he turns around, looking straightly in the kid who just shouted.

The kid was starring at him with a wide smile. A kind of smile just like his. A gummy smile that shows the kid two tooth in front that made for the child to look even cuter. 

That figure hits him who's the kid was "m-my child" he whisper as he reach his hand towards the smiling child.

The child has a chubby cheeks, a tiny lips and a long eyelids.

A features that's surely comes from him but the other's was from the other.

Minseok knows about it.

"Appa!" The kid shouted again with a giggle this time before he runs toward in the elder boy direction.

Minseok smiles and opens his arms wide but then he was shock when the small kid just ran in him and pass by like his not there.

Like his not exists. 

The smile disappear as he watches where the child was going and when the kid stop in front of someone really familiar to him a tear immediately fall in his cheek.

There was a taller man with a blonde hair and wearing a weird smile while hugging their child.

That smile he will never forget. 

"Aigoo, where have you been? papa was looking for you" Sehun asks with a softly voice that was rare for him to use in Minseok thought.

The child frown and form a big pout before to answer "I was looking for mama, I told you I want to see mama.. please papa" the kid beg.

Minseok smiles again but the upset face of Sehun show made his lips moves downward.

Sehun escape a sigh and hugged the child in his arms little tighter this time "mama is just there and I'm sure his watching us, so please stop looking for him anymore" the father response.

Everything started to turn black as Minseok heart start to beat faster.

"a-aniyo what's happening, I-it's not r-real" he shutters as tears keeps falling from his eyes and sweat forming in his forehead.

Minseok shook his head, shaking terribly.

A voice took his attention.

"Minseok!" someone called from nowhere in the dark

"Kim Minseok!" It called again.

Minseok flinch as he grips his hand tighter.

"hyung!" 

Minseok opened his eyes wide as he sits up from the bed. His forehead was full of sweat, his cheeks was wet from tears and his chasing his breath.

It was only a nightmare.

A very bad one. 

He looks around and he was in the bed. The shared bed with his new husband.

Their was in a house in Busan.

Where they went after the wedding.

It was yesterday. Their wedding and what they did last night was to kiss and cuddle before they fall together to sleep in each other arms.

But now.

The younger was nowhere to found.

The other side of the bed was empty.

Minseok sigh as he caress his big tummy "baby ah, do you know where you papa went? It's still so early in the morning" he said with a small smile when suddenly he felt a light kick from inside.

Minseok whimpered in a sudden kick but escape a soft giggle after. Their lovely child