Chapter 1

Journal Of Ardency
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L.Joe's POV

The blazing ray of sunshine disturbed my eyes. The sound of car honking woke me up. I raised my head, looked around beyond my desk. People were still busy picking up their phones, listened to their earphones while typing in speed of light. The graphic designers were laughing at stupid things as always. Here I am. In Elle Korea, waiting for my editor's approval. I'm a freelance pop culture writer now. I wrote about movies, music and art events occasionally. I didn't know that I would become a writer once I graduated from high school, I just took a study that wasn't physically demanding. I didn't know that I will really enjoy it. Weaving words after words allow my thoughts to escaped my head.

"Byunghun-ah", my editor finally finished her meeting with our editor in chief. She posed her arm on her waist and sighed.
"We're gonna change the topic, so you need to rewrite all your materials", she smiled at me.
"What?", I gasped.
"I already defended you in that meeting, saying that this was the approved material before, and changing it after the deadline is just ridiculous, but you know our editor in chief", said GaIn-noona, sneered at the room next to us.
"But you paid me for that. I can't write another one, that's beyond our deal", I said.
"No. You're paid for an approved, printed article", she said.
"", I quietly swore.
"If we used your old writing for the next issue, we'll pay for it", she said.
"But that's not it~!", I kept defending myself.

"Our magazine will up for printing next Friday, you should finish it by Monday", said GaIn-noona, cut my words short.
"Noona... that's impossible!", I said. Today is Friday, and Monday is just two days from now.
"It's not impossible, just this time only, sacrifice your weekends", she rubbed my shoulder.
"Aish. You guys are irritating, really~!", I slammed my notebooks and turned my body back to the computer.
"I'll be there if you need me, okay", GaIn-noona sighed once again and walked towards her own desk, which situated in front of me. She was a cool sunbae in my office, close with all her writers and such. That's why I could call her noona, but sometimes she's just down right nuts. Fashion magazine is a hell of a place, the story about there's where all cruel people lodged is true. I should finish this new writing, otherwise I won't get paid.

So now I should done my research about local art scene instead satisfied myself with the essay about Luis Bunuel that GaIn-noona really liked before. I thought about it myself; this essay was so not Elle-like, but GaIn-noona really liked it and even made our Editor In Chief convinced too, but I guess they finally decided that it was indeed not for Elle. I knew couple of friends who are prominent artists in Seoul, so I gave them call endlessly and finally I found one interesting art event that will held up tomorrow. God, I'm just one lucky guy.

"Cool. Our Editor In Chief likes it. Byunghun-ah, we're so lucky to have you here", said GaIn-noona after got my new materials approved.
"Great, I can go home now", I said, put all my notebooks to my bag.
GaIn-noona chuckled; "You really not considering to become a permanent writer here?"
"No. Haha, not in Elle", I smiled.
"I know how is it like here, I understand you", she laughed and took his car key.
"Noona, why are you still here, though?", I asked her.
She stopped and turned her back to me.
"I believe in this magazine", she smiled. "Don't forget to turned off the lights, Byunghun-ah...", she then waved her hand and walked down the stairs.

I looked to my watch. 6 PM. I was about to went out the building when rain welcomed me. I closed my eyes. I hate when it's raining, but I love its sound, that's weird isn't it. Maybe it reminded me of something?. Ah, of course it is... August 16th is tomorrow. I picked up my umbrella and started to run. The cold air sneaked into my skin. I couldn't take it, I should slow down. Yes, Byunghun, slow down, slow down, you should take things easily... I managed my breath and finally reached my favorite flower shop.

"Byunghun-ah, you're here", Dongwoo-hyung welcomed me.
"Hi, hyung... you're about to close aren't you?", I peeped inside his store.
"Yeah, but I held it all up, waiting for you, here's your hydrangeas", Dongwoo-hyung handed me one bouquet of purple hydrangeas and I looked into them. Beautiful as always.
"The usual card is already attached too", Dongwoo-hyung showed me the clean white card board.
"Yes, it's perfect", I smiled at him.
"Send it to the usual address?", he asked.
"Of course", I gave him the money.
"Alright, I promise you that they'll arrived safely at Daniel's house", Dongwoo-hyung smiled mischievously at me.
"Thanks hyung", I said.
"Byunghun-ah, it's 5 years already... you have to find someone else for these flowers", he said.
I giggled. "No, hyung, like what that card say... I couldn't forget him. I wish I could, but...", I sighed and looked to the sky. Through my transparent umbrella I watched the rain dropped one by one.
Dongwoo-hyung smiled and squeezed my shoulder; "Yah don't cry", he said gently.
"Alright then hyung, bye bye", I waved as

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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .