Chapter 24

Journal Of Ardency
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Niel's POV

"Daniel... yah, wake up, Daniel~!", I opened my eyes slowly for that call. Jonghyun.
"Why on earth you sleep in broad daylight like this?", he chuckled.
"Hum... it's...", I rubbed my eyes and straightened my back.
"It's the game isn't it?", he sneered.
"Yeah, well... ah... why am I so tired", I looked outside the window. The fall wind was sweeping my face. We just did our short movie shoot on this road. Soojoo was busy with her phone calls on the back. I turned my head to see the platinum blonde that tapping her lips, talking seriously with someone on the other side of the phone.

It's been awhile I'm thinking about this, but... aren't her lips quite resembled Byunghun-hyung's lips. I kissed Soojoo for our short movie. It was nothing for us, but Byunghun-hyung kept flashing into my mind while I was doing it. What is it... I chuckled and bit my lips, turned my face against everyone's sight, afraid that they will asked what happened to me. Because, I really don't know how to answer it. Those words about love without is just a big bull, isn't it. Now I want Byunghun-hyung as a whole, will he ready for it. Am I ready for it... is it the right time? or should I wait longer...

"Aish. My agent is damn annoying. I told her that I don't want to work while I'm here... now she already signed me for a shoot. Tomorrow! Aish~", Soojoo bursted in annoyance.
"Can you just cancel it?", Jonghyun giggled.
"I can't... ah... what to do", Soojoo lied herself on the back seat and watched her phone.
I just smiled. This girl will marry soon. She will be other guy's woman in no time. I remember the first night we slept together. It was quite awkward since it was both the first time for us. After going out for almost a semester, finally we did it. In one night with full moon... when the kissing and touching lead to something completely different. When we both finally had the courage to allow it all to happened.

We were just teenagers with raging hormones, though. Finally we reached Soojoo's hotel and she got off still angry with her agent on the phone.
"I thought she stayed at your place", said Jonghyun.
"No. Of course not. Though it was still under her name", I giggled.
"It must be weird to see her marry soon", said Jonghyun, like he could read my mind.
"Yeah. It's always weird to see people leveled up their lives", I smiled.
"Will you go back to your apartment first? or should I just drive you straight to the hospital?", asked Jonghyun.
"Ah, shouldn't it be me who drive you to your place first?", I asked, since we're in my car.
"Are you sure? are you fully awake?", asked Jonghyun.

"Yeah of course. Let's switch", I yawned and got off the car and sat on the driver seat.
"You already have plan?", I asked Jonghyun as I started the engine.
"Um. I'm seeing someone", he said still with straight face.
"Aayyy... it's Hayi isn't it", I exclaimed in excitement.
"Finally she broke up with that guy", Jonghyun giggled.
"Yah... you're a third person then~!", I hit his shoulder.
"What to do. I like her. So suffocating that you can't breathe. No matter how many times you try to forget it's always coming back", said Jonghyun.
"A~ I think I've heard those words somewhere", I wondered.
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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .