Chapter 12 (part two)

Journal Of Ardency
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Daniel looked at his hyung who stick his eyes to the outside. Daniel sighed and pushed the gas deeper. He took the highway and drove aimlessly. After couple miles, the weather became darker, the sky grumbled and intensified their situation.

Daniel cleared his throat and the radio. Byunghun slightly took a glance at Daniel's hand. Every single move felt like a heave now.
"I got a role~"
"Have you wash the~"
Both of them talked at the same time. Leaving an awkward pause.

"You first", said Daniel.
"Your turtleneck... have you launder it yourself?", asked Byunghun in hurry while still watched the road outside.
"Yeah. I did it after you left with the cab", Daniel answered.
"Is that so...", Byunghun snorted. He still had plenty of tears left to drop.
"I'll pick it tomorrow, you could we..ar... it a..gain...", Daniel's words chopped as he noticed that his hyung was wiping his tears continuously.
"Hyung...", Daniel called Byunghun softly.

And the rain fell hard. So did Byunghun's tears.
"Hyung... I just surprised to see Soojoo~", Daniel tried to explain.
"No... I understand... I don't know why am I crying right now. I'm just a fool", Byunghun bit his little lips, his eyes were still faithful to the outside scenery that completely hazy now.
Daniel clenched his fist on the steering wheel, upset about himself. He hummed the song on the radio to ease his emotion. He wanted to comfort Byunghun but he felt like he couldn't reach him right now.

Byunghun still sniveled as his body slowly shivered. He folded up his legs and put his hands inside his sleeves, knotted them close to his chest. His short breaths caught between his tears. Daniel looked at his hyung worriedly. He looked around to warmed his hyung up. But only a thin layer of sweatshirt that he wore now. He left his coat in his car before.
"Hyung, wear this", Daniel pulled over and took off his navy sweatshirt, just left him with a T-shirt on.
"Ng? b-but you will get cold~", said Byunghun with his trembled lips.
"Aish. Don't worry about me~! this car's heating does me fine", Daniel forced his sweatshirt into Byunghun's head. Byunghun had no choice but to wear it over his mustard sweater. He coughed and drowned his face into his folded legs.

"Why is there no rest area around here? we could enter a cafe or something", Daniel's eyes wondered outside.
"It's alright, just drive. I love the rain sound", Byunghun whispered, looked at Daniel unsurely.
"Hyung... you want to die?. Because I really don't, your mom would kill me!", said Daniel, and Byunghun finally laughed.
"Ah, I should write a will now... telling her not to kill you, I think that's enough", Byunghun chuckled.
"Yah! don't say that!", Daniel exclaimed and started the engine again.
"I love driving like this, just going nowhere", said Byunghun.
"Yeah? I like it too... but not in a weather like this, not with your condition. Now I regret my decision, we could just go back to our apartment", Daniel looked at his hyung that still struggled with his breath. His trembling lips had turned white now.

"Niel, so I can wear your turtleneck again?", asked Byunghun to divert Daniel's attention.
"Yeah. Tomorrow. I'll pick it up for you if you want to wear it. Well, actually... you can have it...", Daniel smiled.
"Really??", said Byunghun before he coughed again.
"Hyung... I think we should really stop somewhe~"
"Did Honey ever cry in front of Dani before?!", Byunghun cut Daniel's words.
"What?"
"Honey hates to look weak really, so he must never cry in front of Dani before", Byunghun raised his voice.
Daniel smiled at his hyung's attempt to avoid his worries.
"Hummm... let me see... there's once", said Daniel.
"When is that??", asked Byunghun curiously like a little child.
"That time it was raining, and... hum, Dani was angry at Honey because he ate a fish! yah, Dani was really mad because it was his cousin. Dani pushed Honey outside, to the raining backyard. Honey cried that time because he really didn't know that the fish was Dani's cousin. But Dani, being a douche he was, keep yelling at Honey; 'You stupid lazy ! it was a fish! I'm a fish! isn't that an easy fact?!'"
Byunghun chuckled; "I'd probably punch him in the face if I was Honey!"
"Of course. Dani's excuse was so lame. But Honey didn't punch him, Honey has a soft and tender heart. After that incident Honey was of course sick, he had this high fever for days and Dani watched him from the window, Honey didn't able to speak on

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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .