Chapter 18

Journal Of Ardency
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Byunghun saw Daniel gulped the big jar of water from the bed. Daniel had his hangover and been lying on the couch since morning. He actually had a class today, but he was too dizzy to go.
"Niel-ah, are you alright?", Byunghun yelled from the bed.
"Yeah hyung I'm fine", Daniel take another bottle of water and drink it.
"Are you sure? do you need something?", Byunghun got up from the bed, slowly reached for Daniel with wobbly steps.
"Ayyy, hyung, stay in bed", Daniel stood up and caught Byunghun that about to fell. But Daniel wasn't in a good condition either, so they both tumbled and fell on the couch together. Byunghun's head was falling on Daniel's chin.

"Ouch! you have a hard piece of head~!", Daniel giggled.
"Ah, I'm sorry...", Byunghun chuckled and Daniel's chin.
"Hyung, have you eat your breakfast?", asked Daniel while staring at the clock. It's 11 AM.
Byunghun took a glance on Daniel hesitantly. He shook his head.
"Aish. Seriously...", Daniel sighed in frustration and lied himself on the couch. Byunghun saw Daniel's wallet on the table and there were movie tickets. Two movie tickets. He took them and read the movie title; "The Fault In Our Stars".
"So you watched this yesterday?", asked Byunghun.
"Huh?", Daniel sat up straightly. His eyes wondered to the tickets on Byunghun's hand, he didn't like what he saw. "Y-yeah", he answered.

Byunghun looked at him unsurely; "Why did you lie to me?"
"Lie about what?", Daniel chuckled.
"You went with Chanhee yesterday", said Byunghun.
"What? hyung, I..."
"Chanhee was here yesterday, taking you home because you're so drunk", said Byunghun, lost his patience.
"Ah, he was here. Aish. That brat. Yeah, he joined us later because he really wanted to see that film", answered Daniel calmly.
"The Fault In Our Stars, huh... why didn't you want to watch it with me before... and since there were two of them, you watched it with Chanhee alone?", asked Byunghun.
"Yeah, since the other kids didn't want to watch it and they watch Transformers instead~"
"The other kids? so you went out with a lot of people", Byunghun sneered.
"Yeah, Jonghyun and Changhyun. It wasn't like, I'm holding hand or cuddling with Chanhee-hyung", said Daniel.
"Um.. I know...", replied Byunghun short.

"Go. Punch me. I understand if you're angry at me", said Daniel as he put Byunghun's fist to his ribs.
"Tsk. Cut it off", Byunghun pulled his hand away.
"Did Chanhee-hyung tell you something bad yesterday?", asked Daniel.
"He said...", Byunghun bit his lips and looked at Daniel.
"What, hyung? did he hurt you?", asked Daniel.
"No... it's just... he brought up back something I really wanted to forget", Byunghun snorted, tried to pulled back all the tears that started to form in his eyes.
"Really? is it about Minsoo?", asked Daniel.
"D-did he tell you about that?", asked Byunghun.
"Yeah. He said he liked this Minsoo, but Minsoo liked you, but you don't like him and such and such. That's why he hated you, right... but from what I saw, I think he pretty much get over it now. He said it was just a stupid first love story", Daniel chuckled.

"He told you that?", asked Byunghun unsurely.
"Yeah. That's why you don't have to be worried anymore. He doesn't hate you like you presumed, hyung", Daniel giggled.
Byunghun trembled as he thought about the scheme that Chanhee was plotting to bring him down. So that was it, Chanhee was all good in front of Daniel and creeped into his side nice and slow. God, how could Byunghun compete with that.
"He really liked you for sure", said Byunghun weakly.
"I know", Daniel responded casually.
Byunghun just stared at him; "D-did he already t-tell you his feelings?"

"Of course. Like, finally he told it on my face. Since he already kept his feelings for five years now", Daniel said as he drink another glass of water.
"What do you mean?"
"Chanhee-hyung told me yesterday that he was that secret admire... my secret admirer that sent me hydrangeas! could you believe that, hyung?!", Daniel giggled, seemed so happy with the new found fact while Byunghun stoned.

"It can't be...", Byunghun's eyes wi

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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .